JELLO :) WELCOME TO MY SITE
MY BUDDIES
KRISSIE- SHE'S MORE THAN JUST A BUDDY, SHE'S MY BESTEST FRIEND IN THE HOLE ENTIRE WORLD, SHE'S SWEET, SEXY, FUN TO HANG OUT WITH, AND A GREAT FRIEND TO HAVE. ~ROLLING BALLS~
VANESSA-SHE'S MORE THAN JUST A BUDDY, SHE'S ONE OF MY GREATEST FRIEND. BECAUSE WE HAVE ALOT OF MEMORIES THAT WE SHARED. SHE'S GREAT AND SHE WILL ALWAYS BE LOVED.
CHRIS-HE'S MY BESTEST GUY FRIEND. HE' S ONE OF THE COOLEST OPEN MINDED GUY I EVER MET. HE'S A GREAT FRIEND TO CHILL AND HANG OUT WITH, HE HAS A GREAT HEAD ON HIS SHOULDERS, I GUESS THAT'S WHAT MAKES HIM SO SPECIAL.
JAMIE C.-SHE'S A GREAT BUDDY. THE WORLD WOULD NOT BE THE SAME WITH OUT HER, SHE HAS A GREAT SMILE & PERSONALITY, ALWAYS HAS A WAY OF BRIGHTENING SOMEONE'S DAY.
PACHI-HE'S COOL. EVEN THOUGH HE'S NOT SO OPEN MINDED, HE'S A GREAT GUY TO HANG OUT WITH, MAKES ANY DAY A BETTER/FUN DAY, "PACHI IS PACHI"
ERIN-GOTTA LOVE HER!! SHE'S HAS A GREAT PERSONALITY & SENSE OF HUMOR. ERIN IS A TYPE OF PERSON THAT YOU DONT FIND ANYWHERE. SHE HAS ALOT GOING FOR HER. SHE IS PROBABLY ONE OF THE MOST CRAZIEST PERSON I HAVE MEET BUT ALSO ONE OF THE SWEETEST.
MARY-SHE'S COOL TO HANG OUT WITH, JUST WISH I KNEW HER BETTER.
JENNIFER W.-SHE'S DOWN TO EARTH, AND COOL TO HANG OUT WITH, JUST WISH I KNEW HER BETTER.
T.J.-HE'S A COOL KID, JUST WISH I KNEW HIM BETTER.
CATHY-SHE'S A COOL FRIEND TO HANG OUT WITH, SHE'S ADORABLE, CUTE, SWEET, RESPECTFUL, KIND, OUTGOING, EXTREMELY DOWN TO EARTH, "THAT'S WHAT MAKE'S HER SO SPECIAL"
ALL ABOUT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WELL WERE DO I START? I WAS BORN JUNE 22 1982, IN MIAMI FL, I LIVED IN A BLACK NEIGHBORHOOD, IT WASN'T THE BEST PLACE A HISPANIC WHITE KID TO BE RAISED IN. WERE I ATTENDED BRODMORE ELEMENTARY I HATED THAT SCHOOL, IT FELT LIKE I WAS THE ONLY WHITE BOY IN THAT SCHOOL. I WAS ALWAYS HAD KIDS SHOVING ME AND CALLING ME NAMES. BRO IT FUCKIN HURTS...... MY DAD WAS AN ALCOHOLIC, HE WOULD FIGHT WITH MY MOM EVERY TIME HE WAS DRUNK. I WOULD STAY IN MY DOG'S DOG HOUSE FOR DAYS, JUST HOPING EVERY THING TO GET BETTER WHEN I GET OUT, BUT IT NEVER WAS. AT AGE 7 MY SISTER WAS BORN. I WAS ALWAYS SO OVER PROTECTIVE I DIDN'T WANT MY FATHER TO HURT HER IN ONE OF HIS DRUNK NIGHT, DONT GET ME WRONG MY FATHER WAS A GOOD DAD....... WELL HE TRIED, HE WOULD TAKE ME FISHING, CAMPING, I WAS HIS LITTLE BOY, BUT HE GOT TO A POINT THAT HIS CAN OF BUDWISER WAS MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME. AT AGE 7 1/2 MY MOM HAD ENOUGH. WE MOVED OUT AND LIVED AT MY GRANDMA'S HOUSE , I NOW ATTENDED HIGHALEA ELEMENTARY IT WAS VERY DIFFERENT THERE WAS ACTUALLY KIDS WITH THE SAME SKIN COLOR, I THOUGHT EVERY THING WAS GONNA GET BETTER, BUT IT WASN'T.... MY MOM HAD TO GO ON WEREFARE, WE HAD NO MONEY, WE WERE BASICALLY POOR. I WENT TO SCHOOL WEARING CLOTHING MY GRAND MOTHER WOULD MAKE FOR ME. I HATED MY LIFE, I JUST WANTED TO DIE, THERE WAS NO POINT OF ME BEING HERE..... 2 MONTHS AFTER BEING AT HIGHELEA ELEMENTARY I HAD TO MOVE TO COMSTOCK ELEMENTARY, (WERE I FLUNKED 3RD GRADE) BECAUSE MY MOM HOOKED UP WITH MY STEP DAD. WE MOVED TO HIS APARTMENT. I HATED HIM, I ALWAYS DID. JUST BECAUSE HE WAS THERE TO TAKE MY FATHERS PLACE.......ANOTHER DRUNK... BUT HE WASN'T HE NEVER DRANK, BUT I STILL HATED HIM . I MADE HIS LIFE A LIVING HELL. WHEN I GOT OLDER, I WOULD LET MY NAILS GROW SO I CAN SCRATCH HIM ALL UP WHEN I HAD A CHANCE TOO. I WOULD SLASH HIS TIRES, I JUST HATED HIM SOOOOO MUCH, I GUESS IT WASN'T HIM, IT WAS ALL THE ANGER I HAD ON MY FATHER. AT AGE 11 I WAS NOW IN MADISON MIDDLE, THAT WAS THE WORST SCHOOL OUT THERE IN FLORIDA. WE NOW WERE DOING GOOD. WHEN I TURNED 13 MY MOM DECIDED TO MOVE TO BROWARD COUNTY, MIRAMAR. IT WAS GREAT I WAS THE HAPPIEST 13 YEAR OLD. NO MORE GETTO LIVING, I WAS NOW IN WALTER C. YOUNG MIDDLE, IT WAS A STUCK UP SCHOOL BUT IT WAS OK WITH ME ANYTHING WAS BETTER THAN THE PAST.......... A YEAR LATER I WENT TO MIRAMAR HIGH DAM THAT WAS ONE WEIRD SCHOOL BUT IT WAS OK. WERE I MADE GOOD FRIENDS THOUGHT THE YEARS AND OPENED MY SELF TO THE WORLD FOR THE FIRST TIME. 9TH GRADE WAS GOOD I MEET 2 WEIRD GIRLS "KRISSIE" AND "AMANDA", THEY WERE SO MUCH DIFFERENT THAN ME, BUT FOR SOME REASON I LIKED THEM, I KNEW THEY WERE, AND THAT I WAS SOMEWHAT THE SAME WAY. WHO WOULD OF GUESSED I WOULD DRESS, LISTEN, AND ACT LIKE A HEAD BANGER, I ALSO MEET "ERIN" SHE WAS COOL, ME AND HER HOLD A CLOSE BOND FOR SOME REASON, AND ITS NOT JUST BECAUSE WE MADE A WASHER/DRYER TOGETHER. I ALSO MET A GIRL "IRAY" WE DATED FOR A YEAR AND 7 MONTHS. WE WERE TO YOUNG AND DIDN'T REALLY KNOW THE REAL MEANING OF LOVE. 10TH GRADE CAME AND I HAD MY FIRST BEST FRIEND KRISSIE THE SAME GIRL I FIRST MEET. WE ARE THE BEST OF FRIEND. I LOVE THIS GIRL TO DEATH, DURING MY HIGH SCHOOL YEARS I'VE MEET A HOLE LOT OF FRIENDS THAT I GREW TO LOVE. DRUGS WERE ALSO INTRODUCED TO ME IN HIGH SCHOOL.......OH MAN ROLLING IS GREAT... 11TH GRADE CAME ALONG AND SAW SCHOOL POINTLESS SO I DROPPED OUT 1/2 OF MY 11TH GRADE YEAR. A FEW MONTHS LATER OCT. 12 2000 (DAY BEFORE FRIDAY THE 13TH) I STARTED DATING VANESSA THE LOVE OF MY LIFE I LOVE HER SOOOOO MUCH....... I KNOW FOR A FACT WERE GOING TO BETOGETHER FOR A COUPLE OF YEARS. DON'T HATE, JUST CUZ I LOVE HER............ MY LIFE WAS GOING GREAT, NOTHING COULD GO WRONG NOW, BUT IT DID IN FEB. 2001 I WAS TOLD MY FATHER WAS LAYING IN A HOSPITAL BED WITH NO INTERCESSION OF HIM LEAVING THERE ALIVE, HIS DRINKING AND SMOKING CAUGHT UP TO HIM. HIS LIVER WAS BAD, AND HE HAD LUNG CANCER. IT WAS DETECTED TO LATE. AFTER 13 YEAR OF NOT SEEING MY FATHER I HAD TO SEE HIM IN PAIN, STRUGGLING TO TALK TO ME, IN A HOSPITAL BED WAITING FOR HIS DEATH DAY TO ARRIVE. HE PAST AWAY IN APRIL.................................TO THE FATHER I NEVER HAD..................................................................
........................."REST IN PEACE"....................APRIL 2001.........................................................................
AS I FORGIVE MY FATHER FOR DOING WHAT HE DID, THE MEMORIES REMAINS. WELL AS LIFE GOES ON, I STILL HAVE MY MY WONDERFUL GIRLFRIEND, AND MY FRIEND'S TO GROW OLD WITH IN THE FUTURE...................
JUSTO "BKA" JUNIOR