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March 6th 2000 - No matter how much I hate to use the words crush, I can't help but use it here. When having a crush, people can't always find the words to say what they mean. This poem is about the biggest "crush" I've ever had, and the way he looks at me.

March 27th 2000 - Well not to my surprise the guy I love has a girl. Maybe if it was his girlfriend I'd feel a little better. She's just some girl who plays with his emotions, and f****'s with his mind! (Pard, the french) He talks to me about her, and that's probably the worst pain I've ever felt.

March 29th 2000 - My birthday!!!!! I tried to! I really really did! But giving up on someone is never as easy as the words. "I give up!" You yell, knowing that a part of you will always long for that person. And evey sleepless night is caused by that person. As is every tear. It's not easy.

February 8th 2000 - An older poem I found in a box of my stuff. (You know, the secret stuff no one ever know's about) Can you put all your faith in one person? Can that person be strong enough for you both? Maybe, Maybe not. Who knows? Can that person be everything to you? Can you be everything for that person?

March 21st 2000 - I was sitting the park, on a particualry clean, and couldless day when this poem came to me. I was thinking about how it seemed to be me against the world. Than I realized he was there to. In thought.

February 18th 2000 - Everyone has asked themselves that "What would I do if I had one day left to live?" question. Well it really didn't take me long to come up with an answer. Ask yourself that, dear reader. Would you run to your friends? Family? Lover? Your Infactuation?

February 20th 2000 - As the writer I am, I sometimes run out of a very important thing. Inspiration. When things get bad I need it to pour my heart and soul out onto a peice of paper, and I can't write without it. Everyone needs it, and very few can keep it. Inspiration.