And I wish more than anything that I could express how much I love you in person...but for now, this will have to do. I love you with all of my heart and know that we belong together. You are the sweetest most caring and fogiving person I have ever met and you never cease to amaze me. My love for you grows every day, with each passing moment in time it increases so very much and I doubt that it will ever stop growing.
You make me the happiest man alive and I love you to no ends. I would die to keep you from ever having to be hurt. You really are my world Dot, you have given me something to wake up for in the mornings, someone to look forward to spending as much free time as possible with, and somebody I know will always be there to listen to me when I had a rough day and joke around with me on my good ones.
From the very first second I met you...something inside of me changed. Even in the midst of such a traumatic time in my life...that night I met you in wordox...when all I had been doing was crying, just being near you for even the short time we were together helped me so much. When I left, all I wanted to do was smile. I spent that night in my room, sitting there on my bed looking up at the ceiling and just grinning from ear to ear and marvelling at how lucky I was to have met such a wonderful and fun and sweet woman.
But even though you made my life worth living again and showed me how to have fun and enjoy myself...you didn't stop there. Albeit I had to stalk you for a while at first...I was doing stakeouts in wordox to try and catch a glimpse of you and I remember pming you and you saying you were busy fighting with a guy. Oh man I was thinking how mad I was that he hurt you...(seemed irrational to me until I realized I'd fallen for you)...You slipped and let a few pms out into the lobby and I pieced together that he was messing around on you. That right there befuddled me and still does. How ANYBODY could be lucky enough to have you and then mistreat you was soooo far beyond my comprehension. I remember pming you a couple times to make sure you were okay...hoping you wouldn't think I was some weirdo creep, but it really did kill me that you had been hurt.
Now that you and I are together, it fills my heart with such wonder and amazement at how just by chance I found the love of my life and in her, my best friend and soulmate. I have never had someone in my life like you, Dot. I have never had such a caring and loving person in my life, never have I had somebody who I feel so close to and who I feel no qualms about opening up to. I can share my deepest darkest secrets with you and instead of running from me or using what you hear to hurt me like so many others have, you stay right there with me and love me. I can never tell you how very much that means to me Dot. I will never be able to find the words to express to you how much happiness you have added to my heart and soul and how much fun you have brought into my life. It is so frustrating to not be able to put these incredible feelings I have for you into words. I long for the day where I can hold you in my arms and just gaze into your eyes...losing myself in yours...maybe then you will be able to see the depth of my feelings and understand all the love, respect and admiration I have for you. You have told me that you are wanting to see my eyes because you think there is something going on behind them...Well, there is honey...behind my eyes lays a sea full of crashing waves of passion and of love. My soul was floating aimlessly along that sea until the day I met you. Now instead of floating alone without direction, I am floating with you Dot. Toward our future together filled with love and understanding, and fun.
