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Life as we know it is just about done with.I give us 50
years,tops.There isn't a damn thing we can do to redeem
ourselves.Things are going to get VERY unpleasant in the
interim,and you may as well concern yourselves with what
matters most to you,whatever the hell it may be.Time is
short and our children could easily witness the end of our
sad little experiment we like to call civilization.A
successful parasite doesn't kill it's host,it's the rule.
We've become so numerous and destructive that we will soon
be unsustainable,for dozens of reasons.Our host is dying
and that will be the end of us,as clever yet stupid beings.



Am I bitter? DAMN RIGHT I'M BITTER!
Contrary to what the ads say on the TV,this is a terrible
time to be alive!I don't want to see the collapse of human
endeavor,the nightmarish grinding crash,the blood and gore!
I don't remember volunteering to be a witness to a
catastrophe.But,you might be saying,that's where spiritual
salvation comes in:this life ends and the faithful join the
messiah in paradise for all eternity.....THIS is one of the
most insipid and cruel hoaxes ever perpetrated on a naive
and gullible populace,that there is something inherently
vile and sinful about their very being,and they must repent
and accept intervention on their behalf from god's agents
and pitchmen,for a nominal fee,naturally.We are all in for
a big surprise one day,when we see what Creation is REALLY
all about.It's not about YOU or ME,it's more about US and
our being able to see and feel and smell and taste the
awesome array of experience that this dream come true,this
Creation,has made of itself.And now, just as a few of us are
waking up to that which is all around,our time has run out
and we'll never become the noble beings that we might have
been.You don't what you've got 'til it's gone,look quick!



.....and FURTHERMORE:
....doesn't this guy ever shutup?How the hell did he get
this way?My family is littered with schizophrenics,depres-
sives,horse thieves and malcontents...my genes are lousy.
In the life experience department,I was abused,molested,
neglected and constantly ill.Went into psychotherapy at
puberty,have been on various psychotropic drugs since 1966,
been diagnosed as any and all(take your pick).Am chemically
dependent and unlikely to change.Been happy a couple of times,while under the influence
of some drug or other.Am considered permanently mentally
disabled and live a very boring life,distracted only by the
noises in my head.Why do I hang around if life is so tough?You've got me;curious,I suppose.If given a choice,most days I would just as soon GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!Been wonderful talking
with(at)you,have a great day.



Favorite Links
 
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My distraction and dissipation page
....contains little or no nudity

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My existential musings page
More of this stuff and even less nudity.

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One of the world's lamest and longest-loading guestbooks
If you're really interested,go to one of above pages.

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