Entries of a depress soul...

In life, pain and sorrow,

hits you by the day,

sometimes the joys of morrow,

seems so far away.

I feel it even as I smile,

the sadness flowing through me,

though I seemed happy down the mile,

tears fall where no one see.

Among friends its loneliness,

paranoid they hate me

being loved, I still feel lifeless,

will  he leave me eventually?

I want to be happy,

to see the brighter side,

but i always seem to be,

a place where darker things confide.

My truest feelings kept within,

i fear what people say,

I smile, laugh, but within it's green,

envious beyond compare.

With all my heart, let me escape,

this world that's forever raining,

nothing's complete, forever a gap,

is the only way out dying?

Why  isn't there bright sunny skies,

lovely rainbows above me,

only clouds and tearful cries,

just for my eyes to see.

- mar -