This page is dedicated to my cat, Amadeus, aka Amadeo.
I got Amadeo when he was around 1 year old, from a house near mine's.When I saw him, I knew he was the one I wanted, (there were 2 other little cats with him, his brothers).They were with their mother over the roof, so I tried to get Amadeo's attention, He came down the roof and I gently took him and hold him in my arms.That was the first time I hold him and I never would have known how much this little fuzzy creature would make me suffer when he disappeared, 6 years later.
It's been 2 months since the last time I saw Amadeo.One day I openned my bedroom's window in order he could get out, as usual.He seemed to be a little sad around those days, and I was getting very worried.So, he jumped out the window to the roof, and stayed there for a few minutes.I walked and layed on my bed and looked him for a while.He always looked around before leaving. So he stayed there for a while, and before leaving, he turned his little head, and looked at me. Then he left and I never saw him again.I waited for one, two, three and even four weeks without losing hope.It happened before that he had been out 2 weeks and then came back.So still I was hoping to see him again.But then I realized that I would never see him again.I think that only a week ago it really "hit" me, because it was the first time I cried, and realized what this really mean.Now, I'm not too happy.I see him everywhere, in every corner of the house, and I don't know how much time I'll need to get over it.I need him so bad! At night, when he used to walk down my sheets and got sleep!.
Now, I know for most of people, a pet doesn't mean much, but let me tell you that I really loved this cat, and I still do, and I know I always will.
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