Doctor Moon's
Teaching Circle
DISCLAIMER
IF YOU ARE NOT A
RESPONSIBLE ADULT,
TURN BACK NOW. This
page, is intended primarily
to inform, and to prevent
tragedy. Indeed, it exists to
*protect* those yearning
seekers and "lost children"
out there, who might
otherwise ruin their lives,
and/or the lives of others.
This page, is *not* intended
to "recruit" people into a
particular lifestyle, nor is it
intended to make that
lifestyle look especially
"glamourous," nor is it
intended to mislead anyone...
(In fact, I'm hoping that the
reader of this page's content,
will be struck by how
*un*glamourous, certain
aspects of *my* life, are...
You *will* see me as I am,
here.
I am *determined* to be
honest, about what *my*
individual experience of all
this, is *like.* That way,
those of you who are feeling
sick, scared, and alone-- or
those of you who are drunk
on false dreams of "power
over"-- will perhaps feel a
little *better,* having gotten
a *balanced perspective.*
Yes, THERE IS LIFE
AFTER "vampiric
manifestation"... And, LIFE
WITHOUT IT, too.)
I am not currently an M.D.,
merely a self-taught student,
in many disciplines. More
importantly, many of *you,*
whether IDing as "night
children" or not, also have
wisdom to share... This
page, is an attempt, to
encourage such sharing.
Hopefully, personal growth
will occur, into the bargain.
Do I claim to be some sort of
"vampire god"? Hardly.
Indeed, I often feel
*extreme* trepidation, at the
idea of helping *anyone*
through these channels--
especially because I've been
"burned" so many times,
already, by narcissistic
paranoids and bigots, who
keep expecting, apparently,
that I should conform to
*their* twisted fantasies, of
what a "vampire" is.
I care little, whether you
believe that I exist, or that I
am helpful... But if you do
not understand, respect, or
trust my words, then you do
not belong here.
If this applies to you, please
spare us all the tiresome
game of e-mailing me, or
MESS-ageboarding me, to
inform me of same, and
*just go.*
Those of you, who are too
immature to avoid
endangering me, be advised,
I *will* take appropriate
legal action, from this point
on. I kept my silence for so
long, to *protect* you-- But
rest assured, that if *you*
have anything else nasty to
say about *me,* you can talk
to my lawyer. Understood?
::sweet smile:: Gee, thanks
so much. I'd hate to have to
tell your mommy and daddy,
to *spank* you...
Here's a handy exit, to what
you probably think of as "the
real world." Have fun, and
don't take any wooden
nickels-- OOPS, too
late...www.yahoo.com
But for those of you, who
seek a shade of information,
not available in the other
"vampire support" sites/pages
out there-- perhaps because
you are "outcast" for trivial
pseudoreasons-- then
*welcome.* (And, those of
you who so gravely wronged
me, are welcome to come
here, too... as long as you are
sufficiently openminded. You
may e-mail your apologies to
me, *privately.* That will be
enough to satisfy me. Unlike
*some* people, I am *not*
excessively paranoid or
petty...) I really am *tired* of
all these fools, who think
playing "War of the Kindred,"
is *fun*... I want to *build*
bridges, not burn them. It's all
I *ever* wanted.)
I won't promise warm
friendship, with *all*
seekers... But I *do* try to
help, in my way. I hope you
shall feel comfortable here.
(Trust me, I know what it's
like, to spend your entire
lifetime so far to date, trying
to "be good," obeying and
respecting the law, assisting
others-- *everyone,* not "just
vamps"-- only to be declared
"evil" on someone else's
technicality... which brings us
to...)
An Introduction
"I was thinking...
got the feeling...
the gift you gave,
is gonna last forever..."
-- INXS, "The Gift," *Full
Moon, Dirty Hearts*
::bow:: Hallo, there, loves,
how are you? It's all right,
you don't have to say
"fine"-- Obviously, all is not
well with you at the moment,
or you *wouldn't be here.*
But I'll tell you, I'm *beyond
fine.* After a futile effort to
be a martyr-by-inches
because of guilt issues from
past lives, I've finally come
to understand a couple of
things-- The One (as I prefer
to call "God" or whatever)
doesn't want me to *die* for
It... The One wants me to
*live* for It... Oh, and I've
been seeing the greater
purpose, in my having been
born with some unique
gender issues, also-- Suffice
to say, it's got to do with
"cramming for a karmic
exam"...
(Yes, I *do* identify as
"Christian," but I expect
that some of you, would be
surprised, at my particular
vision/version of Christ...
However, I respect *other*
visions/versions, too. And, I
see *no* contradiction, in
honoring both Christ, *and*
all the other things I honor--
For, was this not *His*
way...? *Respect* for others,
even when they are
"different"? Receptiveness,
to whatever reality *truly
is,* or may be?
Remember, Christ *did not*
waste time arguing with, or
rebuking, so-called
"devil-worshippers," or the
like... His strongest
criticisms, went to the
*religious establishment,* of
His day. And, *they*
accused *Him* of being
"Satanic"...
Something to think about,
children.)
I hardly feel that I owe
*strangers* all the graphic
details of said issues, so if
you *really* want to know,
you'll have to *at least*
e-mail me... preferably with
some friendly support and
helpful information of your
*own,* that this place may
continue to grow and
prosper... If you pass muster
as an ally, you'll get more
details than you could ever
imagine right now, I
*promise.*
All you need to know, at
*this* level, is that I
*prefer* male nouns and
pronouns, in reference to
me--Anyone who does not
respect this aspect of me, is
a *fool,* to expect that I will
help them, on a personal
level. I am *not* insane--
merely intersexed. If you
have a "problem" with this,
then *again,* you don't
belong here. (See above.)
If, on the other hand, you at
least know enough, to know
how ignorant you are of
gender issues, then please
see the "intersexuality"
category in Yahoo!, or the
links in my "Links" section.
Thank you. (By the way, if
*you* too, have unique
issues of personal identity,
you are *especially*
welcome, here. Perhaps we
may enlighten each other.)
No, I'm *not* an actual
official, legal "doctor," just
yet-- My moniker is inspired
by a shamanic term.
It is said, you see, that there
are "sun doctors"... And
*then,* there are "moon
doctors."
2 guesses what *my* path
is, and the first doesn't
count.
And yes, I am a "vampire."
I was *born* one, which
makes me a congenital
vampire with-- as is often
the case-- "adolescent
manifestation."
No, I don't prowl around
every night, looking for
human blood. Quite frankly,
most of it nowadays, is of
poor quality... I've had
*offers,* but not much I
choose to follow up on. As
I've said before, as "chaste"
as it may sound: I'm waiting
for the *right* bite. And, I
feed on energies ethically
obtained, freely given. I
*refuse* to feed on anyone
who doesn't know *exactly*
what they're getting into.
::smile:: All right, that will
have to be enough, to satisfy
you, for now... If you really
want to know more, go to the
section "My Lurid Story (or,
My Wimpy, Wimpy
Ways)"...
::saluting:: Speaking of
which, *do* feast your eyes
on the MENU...
Which is *this* way, follow
me please-- That is, if you
*belong* here...
Please Note: This bundle of
pages is still under
construction. Right now, the
"Writings"
section, is not yet fully
online. However, it should
be, shortly. Thank you.
Links for Further Exploration and Entertainment
Miscellaneous helpful and
inspiring essays, verse,
etc.
If you're in the midst of crisis, it
would be best, to start *here,* or at
the Links page.
My Lurid Story (or, My Wimpy,Wimpy Ways)
The *true* story of a unique kind
of guy (to use Steve Martin's
phrasing).
Links for Further Exploration and Entertainment
Some tidbits, focusing on
privacy, personal security, and
self-help.
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