Starved's Fantasy
The Silk Scarf.
Lying in bed, my mind wanders. My fingers start to caress a familiar item…
a white silk scarf. My mind returns to a time…that I can’t forget. I
remember thinking…I’ve never done anything like this before. I’ve met a
few men from the Internet, but never in this type of situation. Normally, I
meet them for lunch. We evaluate each other, searching for any of the
crazy signs that tell you to “Get your purse girlfriend, and get out of
here!” After talking with Gabriel, somehow he convinced me to meet
him…at a hotel…and let him blindfold me no less. “Yes, you’re right.
I have lost my freakin’ mind!” I said to myself, as I enter the hotel. I
started down this path, for new experiences. Now, I’m starting to have
second thoughts. I say that, but I continue to walk down the hall, to his
room. As I reach room 401, I notice that hanging on the doorknob…
is a white silk scarf…and a note. The note reads:
Let Me Take You on a Journey.
A Voyage of the Senses.
Remove the Distractions Cover your Eyes.
Leave your Inhibitions Outside.
Knock, and Enter My Sanctuary
I’ve come this far, so what the hell. “Please God, don’t let him be crazy”
I prayed as I tied the scarf around my eyes. I reached out, until my hand
touched the doorknob. I opened the door. Listening. I hear someone
moving toward me; the quiet steps of someone accustom to stalking
their prey. “Mmm I’ve been waitin’ for you” his voice rumbled. He has
a strange accent, which I can’t place. His voice reminded me of a
blues club, it’s deep and scratchy, as if he’s visited lots of smoke
filled rooms. Like heated cognac…intoxicating. He takes my hands,
and leads me into the room. His hands are huge. My hands are
enveloped in warmth. I can tell he works with his hands. I can feel the
calluses on his palms. The door closes, and I hear the lock being
thrown. I guess I’m committed now…no going back. What was that
old saying..’In for a penny..in for a pound” I guess the pound is what
I came for. As I trail behind him, his scent encircles me. He’s wearing
cologne that I don’t recognize. It is clean, musky, with just a touch of
patchouli. “Sit for me… please”. As I lower myself, I find that I’m
sitting in a chair, not the bed, as I expected. “Lemme help you relax”.
All I can do is nod, not trusting myself to speak. I feel his hands touch
my ankle, removing my shoe. He takes my foot in his hands. As he
kneads my sole, I feel my body relaxing. He massages each toe,
and then I feel them surrounded by warmth of his mouth. I start to
moan, feeling him suck them further inside his mouth. I feel his
tongue on all sides of my toes, then he stops. Only to seize the
other foot. After he has completed his foot massages, he rises in
front of me. I feel his hands on my temples. Massaging them. Moving
in small round circles, as my breathing deepens. He moves his hands,
down to my blouse. I can feel him…unbuttoning it. I can feel myself
getting anxious, but I remain still. Breathing faster. As he opens my
blouse, I feel his fingers brush across my skin, as he unhooks my
bra. After releasing my breasts, he doesn’t grab them…or even
squeeze them…just lightly touches them…with his finger tips. I
feel the pressure getting harder as his hands move to my
shoulders…he continues massaging. I’m starting to enjoy this.
I feel his tongue encircling my nipple, as he gently sucks my nipple
into his mouth. I arch my back, wanting to give him all I have. He
licks harder, sucking me deep inside his mouth. He is straddling
me, with a leg on both sides of me. His legs are long...hard and
nude. As he rises..I feel him in front of my mouth. Using my tongue,
I taste him. He feels to good. I want all of him ...in my mouth. I lick
around his head, and then I take him deep inside my mouth, sucking
him in and out. He grabs my head, holding me in place, as he works
my mouth. As he gets bigger, and longer, I feel him getting ready to
cum. He pulls himself out, and takes my hands. He helps me rise,
his hands are on my waist…they move downward…sliding my
skirt over my hips. His hands starts to massage my ass, grabbing my
cheeks, and squeezing them hard. I can feel the pent up passion that
he's trying hard to control. He pulls me back against him. I can feel his
excitement. I smile, pleased with what I feel against my ass.
Long and thick. He leads me to the bed, and directs me to lie down, on
my stomach. He pulls me to the end of the bed. His fingers are touching
my lips. Parting them. His tongue starts licking down the center of my ass,
I feel him sliding his fingers in and out of me, as his tongue enters me.
I’m so wet, I can hear his fingers moving in and out of me. When his
tongue reaches my lips, he positions himself…between my legs…and
lifts me up…to his mouth. I feel his tongue, where his fingers were,
only deeper. He licks and sucks me until I cum, and then while holding
me up…he uses the palm of his hand…to massage my clit. As I cum
again…and again…he sucks and licks until he has everything that I
have to give. He lays me down, and I hear a package opening. Knowing
from experience that it is a condom, I lay still.. waiting for him…wanting
him so bad. I feel his head…between my legs, rubbing against my pussy.
My juices are all over him. I feel myself starting to cum again. I lift my
ass, wanting him inside of me. He enters me…hard…and deep. He is
so big, it actually hurts. As my body adjusts to his size, he continues to
pound into me. His strokes are so deep, and so hard…I can actually feel
my juices being pumped out of me with every stroke. I feel something on
my back…it feels like hair. Oh hell, don’t tell me I’m getting this type of
action from a Grey-Boy. Hell, I’ve gone too far to stop now. He turns
me over, and lifts one of my legs over his shoulder. I start to cum from
the ferocity of his strokes. Aside from moans, not a word was spoken.
With every stroke, I feel his hair trailing over my body, exciting my nipples.
I start to touch him, but he pins my hands to the bed. Holding me, as he
reaches his climax. I feel him, against the condom. I’m praying that it
holds. It feels like a bottle of champagne…that has been uncapped,
and is overflowing. My juices are running down my thighs, down my
calves. He bends over me, and kisses me for the first time. It is a slow,
simmering kiss. The kind that make you want to give all you have, knowing
that there is more where that came from. He releases my hands, as he
continues making love to my mouth. I touch his face...his hair... dreads.
Dayum…my weakness. I can’t wait to see this man with dreads that makes
my body quiver. He stands up. I hear him moving around. I’m lying on my
stomach, enjoying the afterglow, waiting for round 2. I hear something that
startles me…a door closing. “Wait!” I rip the scarf off, only to find myself
alone … with only the white silk scarf as a reminder.
Since that time, I’ve searched for him. He has
disappeared. I looked for him online…only to find
that he’s gone…like a wisp of smoke.
...I still...sleep with the scarf....
03/22/2001