Since I know I can't write poetry for shit, I am just going to do something I am good at... I knew things would not be easy, at all. I do believe that you sincerely want us to be an "us" one day. I also want this for us, I believe that we could be really great together. I realize that right now, things are a little hard on both of us, and although I never want us to be apart, I think this is the best thing for us to do right now. Please know that I will be thinking of you everyday. You have changed me in a way I never thought possible, and changed me for the better. Just know that I do not hold a single thing against you, no matter what we have been through. Angii, we both tried our best to make things work right now, but there were a lot of things in our way. I hope in time we can over come the things that stand between us and be together. I know I didn't do everything perfectly, but I tried. I am truly sorry I was not the perfect guy for you that you wanted and needed me to be...
Hunny, I will miss SO much about you...
God, this is so hard to write all this and not jsut break down into tears, but I am about cried out. I laid on my couch and cried after you walked out, and again when I got home from your house. I suppose after a bit I will be ok, but for right now, I need this. I needed to say the things that were left unsaid today. I felt like such shit as I was driving away today and saw you standing there looking at me. I wanted to stop the car, get out, and hug and kiss you, tell you everything was going to be ok. That's what I wanted to do, but I was at the breaking point, and I did not want to stand in your driveway, crying my eyes out. So I waited till I got home for that... Anyway, I guess my point is this: I don't want you to think that I won't miss you, think about you, and totally love you, just because we are not together.
I will end this now, and leave you with these song lyrics. I know we never had a "song" but if we did have one, I would have wanted it to be this one:
Love Always,
