Alright, so I said I was gonna keep updating this dam thing and I havent..thats just becauses...Ummmm well, alright..e-mail me later when I can think of a better bullshit answere.
Sunday October 01, 2000 1:12 am
I met this realy nice guy acouple of days ago...he tried to get me a job at his work, but his boss dident like me because I am
not black and male...*grrr* at him. But my new friend is cool I think, he just popped on and asked me to cyber, I said no, he said
well what about the phone, I said no...then he said "its your loss" and loged off....Ohhh well. He is realy nice in person, respectfull and
smart but I told him that I am not going to date him or anyone for that fact..because...
...My inards are all jumbled up I went to the doc. and she said I have to go back so they can shake me around and un jumble me...I wont lie to you'all
it is a good chance of cancar....and knowing that I have a history of it*Retnoblastoma* my chances are not that good...so my mom puts me on this
veggie and fruit diet...witcho totaly sucks because I cant eat pizza...and right now I feel kinda lonly altho I do hate to admit that, all my friends
have left me...they either moved away, are in school, or just dont have the time...*frown*
Me and my friend Kathie just went to Little Five Points today..wait it would realy be yesturday since its past 12midnight....but anyway, it was realy
fun..Man If I was skinny and beautiful I would be down there every weekend buying new cloths...but alas I am not. I am altho tring to loose some weight, hopfully
I will loose my butt and keep my boobs *wink*
Ohh yeah, did I mention that I am giving up on guys...and by god I've been like this for like 3 weeks and all these fucking men keep wanting my number and want
to go out on a date, but I alas turn them down...I want a hero not a man...but he hasnt showed up yet or did but fleed as fast as he came. Thats about it for
tonight...I wanna go look at some porn now so I can play with my vvvvvvv..........Mmmmmmmmmmmm better not tell you that part*lol.
Monday September 25, 2000 5:20 pm
Saturday September 23, 2000 11:17 pm
Wednesday September 20, 2000 12:26 am
Monday September 18, 2000 10:16 pm
Saturday September 16, 2000 9:55 am
Friday September 15, 2000 12:11 am
Tuesday September 12, 2000 12:17 pm
Saturday September 09, 2000 4:18 pm
So thats my story and I'm sticking to it....hope you all injoyed that lil peice of my life....no matter how it sucks..
before I go..I wanna give big ups to my girl Amanda....we had a blast...between the candy war and watching this realy cool movie on tv ("Warloks") I'm glad I chose her and not him...your boyfriends come and go...but your friends will always bethere for you.... *smile*
Thursday September 07, 2000 4:18 pm
Saturday August 26, 2000 2:16 pm
Well, my friend Ian has left for New Olreans this past day er so...I'm going to miss him so much, I told him when he comes back I'm going to hold him down and make him my
dirty lil Whore...lol.
Things are going good for me right now, we are living in this realy tight 3 bedroom condo...my birthday is this Sunday and my mom rented us a limo to cruise around it all night. So thats about it, I'm gonna be 21 in about 4 days er so......I am sooo excited I can hardly type. Thats all I am gonna say right now, I'm tring to get this thing updated and cleaned up..hehe, so talk to you'all later and remember to sign the guest book =).Top
Sunday December 10, 2000 6:30 am
Well things between me and Scott are working out fine, he does like to start little piss
fights cuz he doesnt have a cigerette. He has givinen me one week to find a job or he will kick me out of the appartment
*yuck*.
All I have to say right now, I'm realy bored, I might add another poem if I
get the notion to.Top
Monday October 23, 2000 2:45 pm
Well as you all guess this stupd thing is fixed
I wrote an evil letter *hehee* to Fortune City telling them them how much they basicaly suck.
Well since then and now I got a new guy, he is realy sweet and I hope to keep him for awhile, cuz we all know the good guys live in....well lets just say they done live hear anymore.
I just learned how to play my first game of EverQuest..I am so excied, I am on leavle two now....hehheheh, my characture is a Human girl named Zanowin, she is a monk wich sucks
becuase I cant use swords and stuff like that.....but I am hot....practicaly sexy..lol. Every one is so nice in the game, I wish I could play more so I can get better, but I have to
fight for the computer with Scott, and also he has the damn thing has a password on it and he wont tell it to me, now he is sleeping on the couch, I want to play my game *grrrr* ohh
well....Well right now I am going off to find poems for my site and post them.....if you have any good ones then just e-mail me ([email protected]).Top
Well, my beautiful friend who I lust and love *wink* reminded me that I havent updated my News latly.
I mean how else can people get into the mind and body of that wich is Katrina *smile* well, run cuz hear it goes...
Well I went today to get my grandmother some Pee pads at Wal-Mart...first if it wasent bad enough
that I had to get them, but her check wouldent take...so they sent me home, alas, no pads and no butter.. :( the Guy in charge
was about 22 very cute about my hight too...and he had ear peircings *smile* I told him that my grandma is going to piss her self
now and its all their falt! I was pissed. but I left empty handed, it started to rain badly..kinda rain wher it hurts when you get hit
with it...I made it to my car (luckly my big boobs scheilded my pants from the rain *wink*). Across the street from Wal-Mart they are building new
shoping center...and how do I see?...well I'm glad you aske. I saw Shaun, my ex bf that could touch his tung to his nose *yummie* and could
last for 5 hours straight....he was the only man that ever told me that he loved me...*frown* and he is the one that broke my heart the most. I
realy dident need this right now, why would I want to be remided of how lonly I am? I dunno, maybe I am some big joke in the univers, and there
are millions of ailians poking fun at my expence...So if anyone has some insight please tell my why I am being punished..I havent hurt anyone.Top
Well, men officialy suck still....I do miss Ian, I wish I could see him once or atleast talk to the lil
bugger....My mom is in the living room watching that new battle bots...how fun is that, I just took my grandma to an imaginary
doc. appointment..Oh well, it was a fun feild trip. Thats about it...there is nothing realy going on...Oh yeah, I added some new pages
to my web site..some of my favorite poems...*smile*. I talked to Jacob last night...I always feel better when I do, He seems to keep me calm.Top
Well everyone, guess my prince charming is more like a bad nightmare then a fairy tale. I asked him if we was going to have a rematch on the date thing...he said "maybe, well see...altho I dont know when". Wow! how stupid could I be right now...I feel like such a turkey head..and its not that I 'love' him or anything...just he is what I wanted in a guy...exept for that one tiny little itty bitty thing...he doesnt want me back...Ohh well, he is beautiful..so I'm sure that he'll find some equaly beautiful chick and live happly every after with. Me on the other hand..am going to be bare-foot and pregnant, living in a trailer(not even a double wide..damn it), with an abusive husband who is named Bubba.Top
As you may have read below, I was very nervise that my date wouldent show up...but guess what, he did..Yippie! It went wonderful...we went to Roswell
to see the Old Mill water fall..if any of you want to see a pic, I'll forward it to ya. Then we went to my house to play pool...he actualy met my parents and everything. Then about 10 pm
we went to Windy's to eat some dinner, then Amanda called and invited us to a party...Our date lasted 4pm-9am the next day. I've just noticed something...I dated Andrew for about two weeks
and have been only on one date with the shoe guy, and he(shoe guy) makes me happier in one night then Andrew did in two weeks put together.
Well, I dont want to jinks anything, but I hope it works out between us, he kept taling like "next time I come to your house, I'll wear pants" like planning for the future...I dunno, its just been
so long since I had a nice guy to be mine...Everyone wish me luck...hehehe, Ohhhh yeah, I regained my internet privilages..so no more sneaking for this lil country girl.Top
Well everyone, I have a 'date' this afternoon with the 6'6" tall guy, he is stuck in Agusta and his car is acting up so he might
not show up...I'm not counting on him to...*sigh* but if he did that would be so cool. Well I need a good party day, so if anyone wants to dance just give me a yell
and I'll talk to ya.
Well, Ian is having a good ol'time in New Orleans...parting and everything inbetween...man I told him if I was down there, they would never
see me agian..."send out search parties", I said, "Tell them to follow the trial of clothes". I went to go see Jacob last Thursday..actualy it was Friday early morning...ok ok
I'll make it easy on ya, the time of my last entry ...after I finished I left for his house... Jacob, whome is so wonderful, I love talking to him...he always seems to know what
to do, and even when I talk to him on the AIM...I still feel better. Well, I am pissed at Chris right now (Jacob's best friend). Well I was tryng to be sociable...and he is an
ass hole...how do you ever expect people to like you if your mean to them when you dont gane anything from being thier friend exept the fact that you are thier friend...? Well, I'm just
rambling on right now...someone stop me...Ahhhhhhhh!Top
1:45 pm
Well its now 1:48 pm, no word from Josh (tall guy) so I dont know if he is going to show or not. Andrew got pissed at me(what else is new) and he as finaly go the
message that I dont want to be with him. I have been having an awful month so far..nothing but bad luck for me..lol, ohh well.Top
God, what have I done...well, I was talking to my good friend...lets just call him "BOB" tonight...and he told me that he goes to my web site when he starts to miss me...I realy do miss him ahole lot..more then I let my self believe. I dont think I show my feelings because maybe if I did then I would loose the one that I like most...does that make sence? If it doest to you, then please tell me what the hell I"m tring to say.
Andrew is making it hard for me to break up with him..he keeps talking about killing him self, I dont know how to handle that.Top
Well, I saw Andrew last night. Well, he just wants to be fuck friends
I dont think I can handl that right now in my life..I need a man.
Well, I have a big crush right now...this guy is 6'6" tall, black hair blue eye...and damn it girls, I saw him first...I talked to him sat.
he asked me to come by the store...I hope he likes me...I would love to date him...*we can all dream cant we* anyway he is too prity for me.Top
Well people...I finaly called it off with Andrew...I just couldent take it anymore...first off, we had planned to meet at North Point...as you all know from Thursday's entry...well, 4:55pm comes around and no Andrew...but dunnn dunnn dunnn daaaa my hero Robert comes out of the wood work with his two friends....I love him so much...but anyway, he wants to sit with me while I wait on Andrew...
I page Andrew.... and conversation goes something like this:
ring~~~ring~~~~ring
Katrina"Hello!"
Andrew"hey..."
Katrina"Well are you on your way?"
Andrew"NO..I gotta work...you wanna meet up tongiht."
Katrina"I cant...me and Amanda are going to go out tonight...you wanna come..?"
Andrew"NO I dont wanna hang out with your looser friends"
Katrina"Well fine, I gotta go..I'm almost out of minutes!"
Andrew"Well I see how it is now..." *CLICK*
I mean, could anyone tell me who is right or wrong...he is so iniscure about his on looks that he has to fuck with my head... I dont even know why I liked him...after talking to my grandmother...who I might add is very cool...she said "he is a bastard and you can do better then that"
Well people...Katrina's fucked up love life...continues, Andrew and I have called it off (or put it on hold for awile)... Well, I talked to him last night
and we are going to meet a the Mall(NorthPoint) on Friday @ 5pm...so if anyone wants to show up in front of the caracell interence and wait with me..that would be cool. He tells me
that he just wants to be fuck friens...and nothing more cuz he isent ready for a relationship...And unfortunatly thats all I have ever wanted...so if we do decide to go down that route
I'm just going to have to let him go...I cant waist my time with someone that dosent love or support me...I mean, I was at my friends house and we where all watching porn(me, Riley, and Katie..who is a big dyke)
and I told him this, and he started yelling at me on the phone...saying "go ahead and let them pleasure you...You dont need me"..but the trueth is I do need him, and Yes I am Hetorosexual..
that means I like the OPOSITE sex.
Well people, tell me what you think of my new webpage....and I would like to give props out to everyone who visited...I have 554 hits...Yeah for us!!!!Top
Well, I'm sitting in my Visual Basics class and I'm completely board...So I decided to add a new section
to my web-page (yippie for me). Lets think about this for a minute...my News page..so I guess I gotta write something about whats going on..well lets start shall we.
Well you reached my relationship section. I did meet a guy named Andrew...he is realy sweet and nice and all the stuff inbetween...and damn sexy also.
the only thing that realy bothers me is that he takes everything I say to heart...I would never cheat on him, just because I have alot of guy friends dosent mean that I'm going to
fuck them all...I would be one loose bitch (in more ways then one) if I fucked everyone that wanted to have sex with me...cuz you know guys only need a hole and a heart beat...But Andrew
I pray is difrent and I can actuly keep him for more than a week (altho I havent heard from him in 3 days..thats never a good sign). Everyone wish me luck.