"Komm, Susser Tod" Translation

First off, for the record, I don't mean any offense to anyone. I've been depressed and even suicidal before, and I know it's not fun. But Missy-chan insists that Evangelion needs to lighten up and thus it needs to be riffed, namely by me as I'm the Eva nut, and it was just too tempting to pass up. ^_^;;


Komm, Susser Tod

(The "I Want to Slit My Wrists" Song)

I know, I know I let you down
I've been a fool to myself
I thought that I could live for no one else

(Yeah, I finally figured out that I'm a dumbass, antisocial bitch. Go figure.)

But now, through all the hurt and pain
It's time for me to respect
The ones you love mean more than anything

(I ALSO figured out, while feeling majorly depressed, that MAYBE I shouldn't have beaten up on your QUITE so much, as you ARE my friend and all...)

So, with sadness in my heart
I feel the best thing I could
Is end it all and leave forever

(Now that I'm REALLY majorly depressed about all this, I'll just go slit my wrists now.)

What's done is done, it feels so bad
What once was happy now is sad
I'll never love again
My world is ending

(Yeah, there goes my mental stability, doncha know.)

I wish that I could turn back time
'Cause now the guilt is all mine
Can't live without the trust from those you love

(Quick, go invent a time machine!)

I know we can't forget the past
You can't forget love and pride
Because of that it's killing me inside

(Damn... All those OTHER people seemed to figure out I was a major bitch before I did.)

It all returns to nothing
It all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing
I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down

(The Project Eva execs wouldn't let us include the song without a reference to a return to nothingness. o_O)

In my heart of hearts
I know that I will never love again
I've lost everything, everything
Everything that matters to me
Matters in this world

(Okay, so the guy I like happens to be the savior of mankind.)

I wish that I could turn back time
'Cause now the guilt is all mine
Can't live without the trust from those you love
I know we can't forget the past
You can't forget love and pride
Because of that it's killing me inside

(Think 'elevator scene', right? Hey, we had to save money, so sue us!)

It all returns to nothing
It all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing
I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down
It all returns to nothing
It all comes tumbling down, tumbling down, tumbling down
It all returns to nothing
I just keep letting me down, letting me down, letting me down

(Yeah, okay, so one of the writers had this mondo crush on one of the Project Eva execs. She just wanted some attention for all the 'return to nothingness' bits. Honest!)