Love Letters 11/01 - 11/06
11/01/99...This is the first time im doing something like this and I really dont know how to write a love letter should I just say what I usually say in my emails or what? I always have worshiped you and cherished you but theres more to it than saying I love you or saying im in love with you. Its you! You have become such a part of me that its hard not being able to talk to you everynight becuase I want to be that part in your life that cares so much about you and always wants you there and need your support on tough decisions. See the way I see it we are just like a couple seperated by distance we share so much together, the love is there the caring is also there, but where not there holding each other, the only thing we rely on is the phone and me a little hope that i am the answer to all your dreams in which I think I am becuase I know inside I can fulfill all your dreams and fantasies, im the man that will always treat you right no matter what happens and I will also tell you this I appriciate everything you do, and beyond that I get to have a beautiful girl forever and ever. Shes what I want and always will, your the one! I love you so much kristy your beautiful in so many ways, on the outside your gorgeous, on the inside your caring and as a friend your the best. But your more than just a friend, your that someone that Ive searched for all my life to fill a certain void only a caring woman can fill, I want you in my life forever kristy. I know I have some issues at times but with them a side I never will or do forget about you, with me you have always come first and at times I wish I never said the things I did, but im learning to love all over again, and this time this is the right love. But when I sit back and think about you, I really couldnt ask for more. Your the one I want, so Kristy be mine. I will be your man forever and will never treat you wrong, I could never hurt you anyway, your to precious, to cute. I love you my angel. I cant wait till next year when all these dreams we have become reality, im gonna enjoy treating you right, making love to you the way it feels good to you and kissing every inch of your flowery scented body. Your beautiful in my eyes and forever will. I cant wait for you. I love you...KISSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
11/04/99...To my dearest Kristy! I wanted to tell you that you are so beautiful to me, your the perfect woman just for me. You make me feel good about myself and your always there to listen to me, your such a great listener. I love you with all my heart, with you I have found a home someone who is warm and that will keep me warm on those cold days or nights but also someone that I can enjoy life with, someone that I can hold hands with and give warm soft kisses to all the time. I want you baby, I want everything that you have to offer and I in return give you everything that I have, in the past few months six to be exact you have given me so much and showed me that there still is a great girl out there when I had just about given up hope. You know what else buying this computer was the best thing to ever happen to me, becuase it gave us each other. I have loved you since day one when I first saw that sweet kind and pleasant girl waiting in chatterbox for someone to talk to. And right now im so glad im 6 months early instead of six months late becuase as you know chatterbox is closed and so would my chances be of ever finding you. I was on a journey my whole life to find the right woman that would treat me great, and I have found her and I want to be with her forever, and she is you my dear always and forever you an I will be! I love you!