Tell me why

There's big crowd around me, but I hear nothing
I closed my eyes, I suffer so much
I wish I were in Ireland with you on my side
But it's impossible: you're only in dreams

Tell me why you're not real
Tell me why I am alone
I see your face through the cloud
Later you're just gone

I have to go  further in crowd, you're not by my side
Reality is so cruel to me, has no mercy at all
I wish I could die now, change into a free ghost
Find you in other world, full of love and peace

Tell me why you're not real
Tell me why I am alone
I can go to the green Ireland
But you won't be there

Tell me why...
I see your face...

I see you smiling from above
So I'll find strenght to go further
But don't ever leave my dreams
Follow me wherever I go
 
 
 
 
 
 

It's dedicated to some beloved person, that became totally unreachable for me.
I hope he's happy in that other life he has...