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Broken

I found my place in life, as I start to die

I slowly close my eyes, so you won't see me cry

I found my faith in God, I found my faith in you

Listen to the silence, to hear what's really true

Forget about the past, don't live in yesterday

Time is slipping by, that's the price we pay

Everything falls apart (4x)

And we're, broken

Broken tonight

And we're broken

Broken for life

It's the moment you, forget about yourself

It's the time you tried to be like someone else

It's the pain you feel when you realize it's you

And the hurt inside when you're not someone new

Everything falls apart (4x)

And we're, broken

Broken tonight

And we're broken

Broken for life

Soul Suicide

Journey to the center of your heart

When we're together, it feels just like we're miles apart

Intoxicated, forgotten what I'm fighting for

With every breath, I surrender more and more

So where do we go from here

Tell me what can I do

Where do we go from here

I'm lost in your eyes

And I'm a causality of your smile

I've searched for you for all my life

And I commit soul suicide tonight...in your eyes

I'm so afraid to fall for you again

I could never justify what I feel within

I still wonder do I cross your mind

I'm starved for love when your not by my side

So where do we go from here

Tell me what can I do

Where do we go from here

I'm lost in your eyes

And I'm a causality of your smile

I've searched for you for all my life

And I commit soul suicide tonight...in your eyes

Still With Me

I'll wait here forever for you if you're not too long

How do I tell myself that you're not really gone

But since you left me I've fallen apart my angel flown away

And since you left me I can't speak I'm lost for words to say

You're still with me tonight

(Even if we're miles apart)

If only in my mind

(If only in my heart)

Cause you never said goodbye

I guess that I can say it hurts to know we're only friends

This hole in my soul, when you're not around only opens up again

I may not own the words tonight that open up your mind

Cause the language that my heart speaks to you can never be defined

You're still with me tonight

(Even if we're miles apart)

If only in my mind

(If only in my heart)

Cause you never said goodbye

You All Along

I never knew why the sky was the limit

Never knew why my heart skipped a beat

Never knew how you got me to smile when

Depression imprisoned me

And lying in my bed at night, waiting for my heart to choose

I don't need to wait any longer cause my heart chooses you

And it's you why I sing those love songs

And it's you who I think of day long

And it's you who's always been there for me

You who I need desperately

And it's true that I don't deserve this

And it's true that I missed the forest for the trees

And it's true I can't stop thinking of your kiss

I never noticed moonlight until I saw it shine in your eyes

All this time my best friend all this time I was so blind

And you helped me search for my dream girl

But it's you who I always find

Now I'm here reserving the right to justify my sleepless nights

And it's you why I sing those love songs

And it's you who I think of day long

And it's you who's always been there for me

You who I need desperately

And it's true that I don't deserve this

And it's true that I missed the forest for the trees

And it's true I can't stop thinking of your kiss

The Distance

You say you've given me more than everything

But without you here it doesn't mean a thing

I'd be better off to have never loved and lost

But you don't know

Is this my test, am I doing fine

A chance to win or do I fail by design

My broken heart is too much to endure

To fall in love

You see too well to see the pain in my eyes

My soul begins to bleed

You love too much to ever understand that

You're all I need

Struggling I hear your voice and now I know I will succeed

You're too close to see the distance that lies between you and me

I'm not waiting here anymore

I watched my dreams fall to the floor

And let this emotion get the better part of me

I'm lost again

You see too well to see the pain in my eyes

My soul begins to bleed

You love too much to ever understand that

You're all I need

Struggling I hear your voice and now I know I will succeed

You're too close to see the distance that lies between you and me

Hold Me Down

What I've known my whole life, fades away with the sun

I've lost my faith in what I took for granted

Disillusioned by what I see, I know it's just begun

The struggle left me disenchanted

And you hold me down, I will break free

You throw away the key, that's not what I need

I just need to believe, and you can't stop me

Where I once was blind, but now I see the forest despite the trees

The world I know my prison right from the start

My mind conceives the escape but I can't release my heart

My trouble is I'm only just a man

It's the rung I grasp, but in the other hand

You hold me down, I will break free

You throw away the key, that's not what I need

I just need to believe, and you can't stop me

Where I once was blind, but now I see this world of misery

And all I know is that I don't know

Cut my strings like a puppet from a show

And turn and face the light embrace the sweet glow

It's so hard to go against the flow

And you hold me down, I will break free

You throw away the key, that's not what I need

I just need to believe, and you can't stop me

Where I once was blind, but now I see I live inside a dream

The Fall

I've gone beyond and above my call

To learn where it is you are

Untraveled roads a path undefined

A foolish game you play on my mind

My love a signature I've already signed

A life once mine, I give it to you

A choice to make, what will you do

Embrace my heart, or tear it into

A chance to take I leave it up to you

I fell in love now it's something I can't undo

It's a riot in my heart, It's heresy of mind

To think about you, Here in my life

Insanity at best, A lesson learned too well

It is my soul, In love I fell

The sweetest words, I'd whisper in your ear

I'd say anything to keep your love right here

What I feel, the only truth I know

I turn my head I can't stand to watch you go

I feel the quicksand pull me down below

It's a riot in my heart, It's heresy of mind

To think about you, Here in my life

Insanity at best, A lesson learned too well

It is my soul, In love I fell

Goodbye

Fading fast in your arms

It never lasts can't keep me from harm

In the end all is gone

All we can do is wonder where we've gone wrong

Lose your mind but don't know why

Can't justify that look in you eyes

A love today tomorrow's lies

All we can do is wonder why we didn't try

I've taken the fall of another kind

All my sins are left behind

A shadow of doubt in my mind

What's left of us is something we couldn't find

When we say goodbye

You talk about your pain today

And still believe I'm in your way

Now I'm left with one thing to say

Follow your heart you won't be led astray

I've taken the fall of another kind

All my sins are left behind

A shadow of doubt in my mind

What's left of us is something we couldn't find

When we say goodbye

The Search

Don't know how I've come this far

Without you close to my heart

I've seen your point of view

But you've never walked in my shoes

More than I can explain

Is life pleasure or just pain

This can't be everything

There's something else I'm missing

I know I've been here to long

I was right when I thought I was so wrong

Still hoping that I'll find

The life I know is mine

I'll search day, I'll search night and all time

It's the feeling I get when you're near

It's a moment of regret, forgotten tears

Sadness indefinitely

And something we just can't see

I know I've been here to long

I was right when I thought I was so wrong

Still hoping that I'll find

The life I know is mine

I'll search day, I'll search night and all time

Always

As you slowly slipped away, you took your love away

Now I can't fall asleep, you were the best in me

Now I'm drowning in my tears

Now there's something I need to say

But I can't find the words

They just get in the way

I'm with you today, you're with me always

I've earned it all for you, I'd just throw it all away

I wouldn't even have to choose, It's still no price to pay

Now I'm drowning in my tears

Now there's something I need to say

But I can't find the words

They just get in the way

I'm with you today, you're with me always

I know I'll be alright, cause you are by my side

Oblivious

I once was blind to this, now it's not so oblivious

Overcome by loneliness, when all I needed was your kiss

A love worth dying for

I'd enter any war

Ironically to live

Is all I have to give

Sacrifice anything

Just to be your king

You're blind if you can't see

What your love means to me

Silence in my room, but still I envision you

Intoxicating perfume, you've redefined all my rules

Alone you're standing there

And I can't help but stare

Those eyes that flowing hair

It's just not even fair

But still I let you be

You might reject my plea

You're blind if you can't see

Your love means everything

Unspoken Words

She lies awake, tries to think him off her mind

But can't elude the thought, his face she always finds tonight

He walks alone, and stares up at the sky

Memories enslave, tears fall from his eyes tonight

Can't live with so much pain

They wish another day

Throwing copper down a drain

Is more than what they pay

Inhibitions still remain

The words they need to speak...they can't say

They rush into love and take a chance in life

The fall they somehow fear, but it's still worth the flight tonight

Can't live with so much pain

They wish another day

Throwing copper down a drain

Is more than what they pay

Inhibitions still remain

The words they need to speak...they can't say

Torn Away

You say it seems, I'm not now the man I used to be

You said the words, and crashing down the best part of me

It's not a lie, but a cheap disguise, to hide reality

Now what you see, is a soul desperately in need

I know this road by heart

Lost in love to start

When you leave me now, I feel broken apart

Life is what I need

But I need you to breathe

I'm torn away when I can't help but stay

Torn away when I can't help but stay

I can't believe that I'm not in it for the dreams

And I don't know how far I'll go, it's destiny it seems

Oh, I've fallen down this hole of mine one too many times

Now it's too late, for me to try

I know this road by heart

Lost in love to start

When you leave me now, I feel broken apart

Life is what I need

But I need you to breathe

I'm torn away when I can't help but stay

Torn away when I can't help but stay

Why I Stay

You left on a Sunday, with pain in your heart

I feel that it's my turn, the one who needs the brand new start

There's still so much, I had left to say

You're gone, but you listen, I know I'll be with you someday

I'm drowning slowly, in my misery

All by myself now, loneliness is my new disease

Death a salvation, it's all that I fear

Life my religion, I see the end is drawing near

Then a picture of you, keeps me alive

Delicate touch is why I survive

Sound of your voice soft in my ear

The thought of you now is, why I stay here

This Cartesian method, the battle inside

The theory escapes me, I run but I know I can not hide

I remember the future, but forget the past

The question that drives me, I feel it's the only thing that lasts

Then a picture of you, keeps me alive

Delicate touch is why I survive

Sound of your voice soft in my ear

The thought of you now is, why I stay here