This dark cloud looms over me
My life should come to an end.
My life should be over.
But it slowly lingers on.
I want to kill myself.
But don't know the way.
But I wonder what will awate me.
If I survive one more day.
I've come so close.
So many time's to.
Ending it my way.
But all I can think of is
What will awate me
If I survive one more day.
Someday my worrie and wonder.
Will be far away.
I will go though with it
And I will never again wonder
What will awate me.
If I survive one more day
For I shall be barried
In my grave
Please alow my head stone to say
What would have awated me
If I would have survived but
One mor day.
'by my friend"; Melanie Cady