Why Me…

(Anita Lipnicka)

 

The air is dim and it is dark here

I am enwrapped in my thoughts

I wish I could find one bright thought

To console me

I see everything in black again

 

Longing is a merciless feeling

It lurks in every corner here

It takes away all I have

It won’t let me stand a chance

 

Please kill me now

Or longing for you will do it

Please kill me now

It won’t hurt a bit I know it

If you want to get rid of me

You’d better kill me now

I’ll close my eyes,

I’ll disappear

 

I shuffle the cards looking for answers

Yet everything seems to say

Those are my last days

Because love is blind

It is bound to make mistakes sometimes

I just have one question, though

Why me