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I wish.
I wish for love...
with the innocence of a child.
I wish.
I wish for friendship...
a special friendship that will last forever.
I wish.
I wish for caring...
caring with sensitivity and tenderness.
I wish.
I wish for my wishes to come true...
but wishes don't always come true.
I wish they do.
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1:24 A.M.
It's all an act when I'm with you
You like her, but I like you
Is it possible that I'm using you?
For the feeling of love that I long for so very much,
The feeling I get from your touch.
I know I made a promise to keep my heart from liking you,
but that promise is one of the very few
promises that I can't hold on to.
But I'm still not sure if my love for you is true
So this act of friendship is for you-
What else is there that I can do?
You gave me your heart,
I gave you my life;
But now we live in strife.
After all the things that we've been through,
We had to break up and say, "I don't love you."
But now I want us back together.
Together again forever.
Remember the things we used to do?
The ways we said, "I love you."
We were meant to be,
This is true love, can't you see?
This time around will be much better,
Our love will make us greater.
Won't you please come back so we can be together?
A bright dot in a sea of black
A twinkle of light from light-years away
I look up into the sky and think of you
Wondering if you're thinking of me too.
Pictures in the sky
Memories of special times together
Thinking of what our lives in a few months will be
I look up at the stars to see.
A gray and white circle illuminated by the sun
Your face shining in my mind
I look up at the moon, very far
Wondering where it is you are.
The heart is empty
The soul is free
Looking for my one and only
Wondering where he can be.
Searching near and far
For the only one for me
Only to find a bar
That keeps him from me.
He's my best friend
Someone who's very dear
Our relationship cannot bend
Just for him to be near.
So on we live in gloom
Him in ignorance, I in fear
Watching him my loneliness blooms
Hoping he will someday be there.
My love for you is so special that there are no words to describe
How I feel when I know you are near.
I only have to think of you to know you are here.
There is a special place in my heart that is only for you,
You cannot have any idea of what your presence puts me through.
My heart stops, I feel as if I'm walking on air,
There is something about you that puts me there.
You can make me laugh, you can make me think,
You inspire me to ideas that make the whole world shrink.
When I think of your smile and what it does to me
My feelings I hope you will see.
Someday I will let you see into my heart.
But for the time being we will have to live life apart.
US
We are both in denial
of the feelings we have inside
but all the while
I hope what I feel won't die
When you hold me in your arms
I feel that's where I belong
When I am free of your charms
It's for you whom I long
When I am alone and feeling afraid
I long only for your touch
When I am asleep and when I am awake
It's only you whom I want so much
Why can't we let our feelings be
Why do we always have to hide
Why can't we just see
That we only have to let go of our pride?
Forever we walk in a daze
Never thinking to examine our ways
We let our lives slip by like water in a river
Never once trying to be the giver
Our wolrd revolves around us only
No one being who they really want to be
As time goes by the water runs on
Memories swimming through of days long gone
Finally the river starts to dry
And suddenly we awake with a cry
We see our memories flowing away
To where we begin life again in another day.
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