I knew it would end

I knew it would hurt

Laying on the floor

My heart is burnt

You ripped it out

And tore it apart

I don't want A new start

I feel drained of all my love

I don't know if I'll ever care again

I'll just continue living

Knowing no one could love me

Why does he treat me this way?

I don’t do anything to him.

Just look what he’s done to me!

He’s the voice

That nags on me."You’re fat."

"You’re stupid.""You’re not good enough."

He’s in all of my nightmares.

Just go away.

Beautiful tears comes like rain

Falling from green skies.

Pain, So silent

But you'll never know why.

You are wonderful, To me.

You are everything, I need.

You are warming my hollow heart.

You are perfect...

I would never hurt you

I would never let you cry alone

I would never have a chance with you...

You are sucking me under

It was someone I knew without knowing

Loved without loving

Feared without fear

She taps on my shoulder

Heat surges through my body

She always says hi before going to find a seat

To my dismay its across the room

She watch me as the I "listen attentively"

Although emerged in a fantasy, It is broken

with a glance I see she is raping my mind with her eyes

So much heat in such a small room

The girl move closer and closer

Heat rising

Pulse racing, faster and faster

Bodies brush against each other

Sighs silently released

"I'm sorry" she says

confusion....

Was none of it real

The heat, the pulse, her eyes in mine

Had to have been

I could see it, I could feel it dripping with sin

Why can't I take her, and fuck her

Unlike he could

For all she is

Lying in my bed as one

Drenched in sweat

Wet from lust

And all for "love"