23/3-99
                                       Hello diary!
I started going steady witch a guy today, and I liked him even before he asked. He is a guy who had many girls before me  and he flirts alot. But I really think that he loves me and that he is going to change. He is so kind, and he doesn’t always think about himself. Tonight me and Johan had decide to go to the cinema. As you might have guessed, his name is Johan. I thought it would be fun to do something with my boyfriend. I almost sat a whole hour in front of the mirror and made my hair. I didn’t know how I should wear my hair. But I decide to wear it like I usually do. I didn’t wear any special clothes I juste put on my black jeans  and a white t-shirt. And then I went out.
 

24/3-99                       Hello diary!
Yesterday I was at the cinema with Johan. We had a great time. We watched a comedi-movie, witch I thought was really funny. But I can’t remember the name of it. Today me and Johan have decided not to be with eath other. We thought that we would be with our friends a little more. Me and Maria and Louise had planned that we should go to a party ore something. So we went to a party-place called “Sandra”. But we shouldn’t have gone there, I saw Johan there with another girl. I was very angry with him. I went up to him and asked him what the he was doing. He told me that she was only his cousin. And she wanted to go with him to “ Sandra”. And I belived him and I forgave him.
 
 

25/3-99                           Hello diary!
Yesterday, it wasn’t the best day in my life. I saw Johan with his, so called, cousin. But I forgave him, and today Johan and I decided to do something fun. We had decided to go to the circus which was in town. We would meet where the tickets were sold. But Johan didn’t come the time we had decided. I thought that he was with a girl again. Then we met each other in town, but he didn’t have a girl with him. But what Johan really wanted was that I should come home with him so I went with him. But I shouldn’t have done that. We started to fight again about all his girls. Then he hit me and I ran out of his place.  And when I come home I sat in front of the mirror and looked at the bruise I got when Johan hit me. 

26/3-99                               Hello diary!
That which happened between Johan and I, I think that was my fault. Today I want  to be together with him again. But he started to hit me when he was upset. There was nobody who noticed that he had hit me. And I loved him very much so I didn’t want to break up with him.

27/3-99                               Hello diary!
It isn’t Melissa who writes this today. It is her best friend Maria. I have read her diary, because she gave it to me. She is not with us anymore. What Johan has did to Melissa wasn’t forgivable. I am so angry with him. What Johan did meant Melissas death. She loved him so much. Even though he hit and hit her so much. But now Johan is in jail and no girl can be with him. I don’t want any girl to be with him after what he has done to Melissa.