things aren’t what they used to be
I try to catch your tears as you push me away
if only I could take your pain, lock it in me
i’ve only ever tried to protect you, no matter how it hurts
we’ve lost so much through this, I miss the you, the you, you were
there used to be fun I remember smiles
death wants you for a bride he seduces you
there is so much you deserve that I could never give
I keep trying to catch your tears falling on my own
so many demons pulling you down
you could hate me forever, it’d kill me but it’d be worth it
to see you happy to know your safe
you were like a sister now you only feel hate
why must reality be so cruel to you
is it this pain that makes you hate me
I was always there gave more than the love a friend could give
my little sister I watch you die
and I can do nothing
I can’t hide you from this pain can’t sensor your soul
when you hurt yourself you hurt me
but remember when the world stops the pain ends
if you make it
i’m still here how I wish you were here
with an open ear and a smile waiting for you
I wish I could bring you happiness because I miss you!