| Invisible Chjmes |
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today is thursday, 19/11. it's not a bright sunny day, but rather a rainy evening. still, hanging around in school, being hooked to the computer, waiting for something. guess, i have mentioned "something" twice today. yah, what is the "something" then? i asked myself. most probably, no answer still. feel a bit drowsy........but not fainting yet. u know, i just had a very special feeling. i got an email from him. suddenly, some of the memories flashed back. he reminded of blue, a deep deep blue. maybe because of the icy cold attitude of him. it's just unforgetable, as i told him hard to face myself truely. 'coz i have to face a lot of reality, a lot of memories... i hate that. it just makes me feel sad, everytime when i think of him. i said, "why? it's blue colour?" i said, "RJ." it's getting to 6:00pm shall i leave now? leaving with burden of feelings, maybe i will feel satisfied by the end of tonite maybe. cy, wrote at 5:22pm, 18/11/1999 |