I CRIED FOR A LITTLE BOY
WHO ONCE LIVED THERE ©
CHAPTER ELEVEN
If Life Wasn't Bad Enough,
It Just Got Worse.
The Orphan Boy
Shortly before his twelfth birthday.
I wouldn't be a bit surprised if he was carrying welts under
those clothes.
I was tired that
day in school but I was trying to do the best I could when the teacher
stopped at my desk and told me Mr. Ladd wanted to see me in his office.
A scared feeling passed through my body, so bad I was visibly shaken as
she walked from my desk. I had thought about "taking off" but as
I came out of my school room there was another employee in the hallway
waiting to escort me all of the way to Mr. Ladd's office. As I had
walked to Mr. Ladd's office, I had a pretty good idea what he wanted to
see me about and what he was going to do to me when I got there.
As soon as I got to Mr. Ladd's office, his wife told me to sit in a chair
in the waiting area outside of Mr. Ladd's office. The only way out
then for me was to go past her.
Mrs. Ladd was sort of a
short, stocky woman and wore her hair similar to Mrs. Beebee's, braided
and coiled into a bun on the back of her head. I think she acted
as Mr. Ladd's secretary. I also believe she was the Dean of Girls.
Mr. Ladd's office was at
the end of the hallway, as though it was once part of the hallway.
There was a glass partition between Mr. Ladd's office and the waiting area.
From where I was sitting,
I could easily see everything that was going on in Mr. Ladd's office.
He was talking to a girl. It was Mary. Even with her back to
me I could see it was her, the girl all of the other boys and girls teased
me about.
Mr. Ladd was mad about
something. I couldn't hear what he was saying to Mary but he was
yelling at her. The more he yelled the madder he seemed to get.
Mary had stood there with her head down and her hands clasped behind her
back. Apparently he didn't feel he was getting his message across
to her for he came around his desk with a paddle in his right hand, a paddle
similar to one Mr. Urquhart used. Mr. Ladd pushed Mary down so she
laid over his desk then pulling up her dress past her waist, revealing
her white underpants, he whipped her with the paddle. He didn't hold
anything back either just because she was a girl.
It was a shock to me to
see a girl get a whipping. It had been the first time I even knew
girls got whippings. To me, girls were sugar and plumbs and everything
nice and the boys were the bad ones and him whipping her didn't change
my mind about that. I felt he was very wrong in ever touching her.
When Mary came out of the office, I couldn't look at her. I felt
very sorry for her and I didn't want her to know I had seen him giving
her a whipping, even though she had seen me get a whipping about a month
before.
My attention was quickly
distracted from Mary for Mr. Ladd was at his office door, telling me to
come into his office. He still had the paddle in his hand and I knew
I was in for some of the same that Mary had just received.
Standing in front of his
desk, I appropriately said, "Yes Sir" and "No Sir," to everything he said.
I made all of my replies as meekly as I could, fearing at any moment he
would be forcing me down over his desk and pick up where he had left off
with Mary. To my surprise, the more he talked the calmer he got.
I think by the way I was acting he thought he was getting through to me.
When he called me the ringleader, I didn't deny it, for to do so would
have been an invitation for him to use his paddle on me. I guess
he had bought my story when I had told him. "Mr. Ladd, I will never
run away again." At the time, I meant every word I said but later
I had second thoughts on the matter.
I was probably in his office
for only a few minutes but it had seemed like hours before he gave me permission
to return to my class room. Class was always let out at 11:30 every
morning so we could return to our cottage and get ready for lunch.
As I came in the front
door of my cottage, Mrs. Beebee was sitting in her chair waiting for me.
This was the first time I had seen her since I had ran away. She
gave me the whipping I knew I would get, with all of my clothes off and
bent over the chair. When she was finished with me, she told me to
get dressed then to go up to the dormitory, take all of my sheets off of
my bed and bring them down. With welts across my back, tears still
in my eyes and not knowing what was in store for me, I did as she had told
me and returned to the front room where she was still sitting.
She then told me to go
down to the basement and bring all of my clothes up. So laying my
sheet on the table in the front room, I went to the basement and got all
of my clothes, still not knowing what was going on. When I knew I
was in trouble I never asked questions. I had found the less I spoke
the better off I would be.
When returning to the front
room, I noticed my Sunday clothes were laying on the table near the sheets.
Mrs. Beebee told me to put all of my things, except for my Sunday clothes,
on top of the sheets and wrap them up in a bundle. As I remember
it, she had put it something like, "Put your clothes on top of the sheets
and wrap them in a bundle for you are going to Turner Hall."
Turner Hall! Oh no!
A fear seemed to shoot through me, it seemed to penetrate every part of
my body. I didn't like Mrs. Beebee. I would have done anything
to get out of her cottage but going to Turner Hall wasn't on my list of
"anything."
Turner Hall was the cottage
that Mr. and Mrs. Urquhart took care of. What I didn't know firsthand
about the Urquharts, other boys had filled me in on both of them and none
of it was good.
Doing as I was told to
do, I bundled up all of my things together, then carrying them in front
of me I started for Turner Hall, with no intentions of ever reaching there.
Only a couple of hours before I had told Mr. Ladd I wasn't going to run
away again but now I had second thoughts about that. Even though
I had been very tired from lack of sleep, I was planning on throwing the
things I was carrying on the ground and running away as soon as I was out
of Mrs. Beebee's sight.
Mrs. Beebee stood on the
front porch of the cottage, watching me as I walked towards the girls'
cottages. I would have to pass between two of the of the girls' cottages
to get to Turner Hall on the boys' side of the institution, on the far
side of the campus, past the dining hall.
As I passed between the
girls' cottages, I glanced back towards my old cottage. I could still
see Mrs. Beebee standing on the porch watching me. I wouldn't be
out of her sight until I was in front of one of the girls' cottages.
Just as soon as I was out
of sight of Mrs. Beebee I seen Mrs. Urquhart standing on the front porch
of Tuner Hall. Seeing I couldn't run away, I had walked across the
campus, in front of the dining hall, to Turner Hall and the Urquharts.
I accepted my transfer, there was nothing else I could do. Well....
for the time being anyway.
A Girl I Used To Know
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