Our Song
AUTHOR: Emilie
RATING:
G *angsty*

 
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DISTRIBUTION: http://www.emiliekitten.com & OzMia & if you want it. Ask first, please.
DISCLAIMER: I don't own Willow and I certainly don't own M2M, our song is theirs they wrote the lyrics and its theirs. I just um, borrowed it. Willow is Joss's *grrs*.

AUTHOR'S NOTE:
Yep I said I wasn't going to write anymore fics till I got another part of Black Tangled heart out but this song made me think... bad me. Thinking is always bad when its me thinking.
DEDICATION: For OzMia, cause I'm a ditz and made them all confused.

Willow flopped down on her bead snuggling down under the quilt she had and opened her new spell book. She reached over absently and clicked on the radio.   The lyrics to "She Knows" flew into the room and Willow dropped her book onto the bed her breath flying out of her chest. She felt her brain seep into deep depression.

~*~

My friends say I'm too good, too good for you
And maybe that is true, well I don't care
What do they all know, they got it all wrong
This is so unfair, they're playing our song
Nobody gets too much heaven no more
It's much harder to come by
I'm waiting in line
Nobody gets too much love anymore
It's as high as a mountain
And harder to climb

~*~

Buffy had told her it would get easier in time, Xander had just given her annoyed looks. Even Giles was sick of listening to her.. all her friend's didn't want to deal with her pain anymore and yet the song on the radio sang the anguish she felt. She knew the lyrics by heart and now they just seemed to tear at her, never were they going to bring her the same joy they had brought her.

It was Oz's song for her, it was their song. Her eyes misted and she glanced at the fading sun as it set into twilight. Tonight was the night of the full moon, she wondered where Oz was. If he missed her, the thought tore at her. What if he didn't miss her? Maybe he'd moved on. Probably found another girl.. maybe a werewolf. Found himself.

~*~

Have we come undone
Is this the end of our song
How do I deal
With how I feel
How to reveal
Oooh... what is real love
As another day fades away

~*~

Willow felt tears prickling her eyes and she sighed heavily as the song ended. She hoped against hope she never had to hear it again, it just hurt her too much. She quickly sat up and clicked off the radio and sat back against her pillows.

The Funny thing about radio's and televisions is, when you turn them off the show continues. The announcer came on as Willow turned the knob.

"And that was a dedication, to Willow from Oz. Next is a song to Marcy from.."

~*~End~*~

Okay this is like a halfway Mush halfway Angst fic... I dunno you decide. I love M2M definitely should get their CD shades of purple they rock some serious butt!! Oh.. I cut out most of this song cause it didn't fit, so that's not the whole song... hehe. Oh and so nobody is confused, 'Our Song' was *not* playing on the radio 'She Knows' was.. I don't want anyone to get confused by that :o)

Ems