Friday
28th March |
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Friday
28th March |
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Thursday
27th March |
Wednesday
26th March |
Tuesday 25th March Just heating up my
hair straightener. Hi i'm back, just pegged out the last of the washing and done my hair.
now I feel partially human. What a quiet day, just the sound of the cicada's and me
tapping away at the keys on the keyboard. |
The witches pentacle purse i've bid on
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Monday
24th March |
Sunday 23rd March |
My new jeans
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Saturday 22nd March |
Kukl sitting outside
Felix using a scratching post
Joga day dreaming |
Thursday 20th March |
The t-shirt I've bid on at trade me
My new bag
And again |
Wednesday 19th March |
One of my favorite t-shirts
Kukl
having a wee bath in the afternoon sun |
Tuesday 18th March |
Joga lying on the dining room table. Joga
sitting on the dining room table. |
Sunday 16th March |
Felix lastnight, sleeping on his little loveheart pillows.
This is today's sky.
Tori
Amos |
Saturday 15th March |
The flared pants I bought off the Trade Me internet auction
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Friday 14th March. |
A Kukl close up
The wooden African men that sit on my dining room table
The
Street I live in on this quiet Friday afternoon |
| 1 Thursday 13th March. 6:47AM. Good morning. I woke up at 5:50AM after going to sleep at 2AM and have just got out of bed and decided to come online. I'm listeneing to the making of Diorama. | 2 It's cold, but i don't think it's raining. Felix is hassling me to let him outside, but I won't do that until it's fully daylight. About 7AM. I have a pain in between my ribs. Might be the cold. | 3 So far I'm still the only bidder on that handbag which is good. 7:15AM I've just fed the pets, done their dishes, let the cats out, cleaned the kitchen, cleaned the bathroom, and set a load of washing goin |
| 4 I've just got dressed and plaited my hair. Yes it's definately autumn now, we're getting the cold mornings and soon it will stretch to entire cold days. i'm not really looking forward to that. | 5 Autumn is kind of a relief after the summer, but winter is a different story, at least we have fire wood and a cranking fire place. Pity I don't have one in my room, that would totally rock. | 6 i'm still sick, can't stop sneezing. 8:27AM. i've just decorated the dining room, hung a load of washing out and made myself another coffee, it's so cold this morning. I need thermals. |
| 7 I'm quite tired, well i've only had about 4 hours sleep so far. Will go back to bed soon I think, but first... clean the toilet and peg out the second load of washing. grr fuck housework in the arse | 8 hi again, the washing is out, the toilet is clean and i'm ready for bed again. So I'll go now and maybe write later. 9AM. Goodnight. | 9 I must have got about half an hours sleep before the courier woke me knocking on trhe door. I got my pants, they're really cool except the waist is a bit small. So i'm going to go on a diet. |
| 10 So today is DIET DAY ONE. It's cold cold cold, i just got the washing in as it looks as if it's going to rain again soon. Oh I've spied some really cool jeans i like from trade me but I dont have $30. | 11 So far i'm still the only bidder on the handbag which is cool. It will match my new jersey. Oh I get my cool bracelet from Avon this week. Shit I'm tired. Might have an afternoon nap later today | 12 Kukl's torturing a cicada in the hallway i'd take it outside but they cling to your hand if you pick them up and it's a bit spooky. i can't find Felix, i've been calling ti him so I can get them in and then nap. |
| 13 I've just got the cats in. felix was next door and this time came home when i called. it's going to rain any minute. I've just made myself another coffee. I'm really really bored! | 14 You can probably tell by my ramblings. Just excuse me. I have a sore throat. And stinging eyes. I'll probably go back to bed after this coffee and try to sleep again. | 15 Hopefully this time with no interruptions. ok coffee's over back off to bed I go. 2PM. Goodnight. |
| 16 Hello again. 4:21PM. I didn't get much sleep, about an hours worth so I'm still tired. But I've got up properly now and made the bed. At least i'll sleep well tonight. it's turned out to be sunny. | 17 I haven't seen the sun for a few days. oh I just rechecked the auctyion on those levi's. The auction doesn't finish until next wednesday which just happens to be my payday......... | 18 So I've placed a bid, starting bid at $30.00 and so far i'm the only bidder. So hopefully it stays that way. I've just spoken to Mum on the phone. |
| 1 Wednesday 12th March. 10:42AM. Good morning, well it's not really a good one, I'm still sick and feel worse than yesterday and it's raining again. I had a rough night so I'm tired. Anyway this picture to the right is the Principals handbag I've bid on in trade me. So far I'm the only bidder at $8.00, the auction ends on Saturday. So hopefully I get it. it's cold and i'm still tired. I might go back to bed after this coffee. Hopefully my pants will turn up today although I haven't even had an e-mail from her saying she's received the payment. Hope she's not gonna skive off with the money. |  |
2 Hello again. 3:06PM. i just got out of bed again. i went to sleep at about 11:15 and woke up at 1:45PM and have just been lying in bed since. it's still raining and i'm still sneezing. It's quite cold so I should get out of my pyjama's and into some warm clothes. Jeans and a skivvy. i'm just having a smoke and a coffee and am talking to Mum on ICQ. mum gave me three sets of really nice sterling silver earings last night so I have just put a pair in. i've just got dressed, am yet to do my hair and clean the toilet and the bathroom. And then later go into town and do the groceries etc. And i don't feel like doing any of it. |
| 1 Tuesday 11th March. 12:03PM. Good afternoon. I haven't been awake long, about an hour. Ouch Kukl just stuck his claw right into my hand while attacking my watch. i'm still sick and have sore teeth again. it's a shitty rainy day so I have kept the cats in. | 2 I might go back to bed yet, not sure but I don't want to go back to bed while i still have this toothache, otherwise I lie there and focus on it. i've just had some aspro clear. need to buy some more tomorrow being payday. | ||||
| 3 Here's my horoscope
for today.... Take everything you know about the last seven years and view it only as a preparation for the era you're now moving into. Uranus moves out of your sign today and it's now that you'll start to put what you know into practice. |
4 It's quite cold today, says we'll have a high of 20degC but it doesn't feel like that at all. But I should get used to this now it's autumn. I have a sore neck and shoulders, must have slept funny. I might go and lie in bed soon and watch a bit of crap on teley. Yes I'll do that now. See you later. | ||||
| 5 hello again. 4:12PM now. I just woke up about half an hour ago, I went to sleep after watching touched by an angel. It's still raining, i've just got dressed and have rolled a smoke, nina phoned and woke me to tell me she cut off Reeve's long hair and wants me to go over and see it. So i'll probably do that l8r. | 6 I might go and get a DVD out, haven't watched DVD's for a few weeks so that could be something nice to do on such a shitty day. Would you believe it I have toothache again. jesus christ I wish it would go away. I'd rather have any other pain but toothache. Seriously I would. | ||||
| 1 Monday 10th March. 6:25AM. Good morning. I just woke up and have made myself a coffee and I thought I'd come online for a while while I drink it and have a smoke. I have toothache. | 2 I'm still sick and I'm sick of being sick. It's a rainy day today, apparently it's supposed to get quite heavy so I'm going to keep the cats inside today. By the way I won the bid on those flares. | 3 god I wish my nose would unblock. Makes it difficult to go to sleep as I have to breathe out my mouth which I'm not used to doing. I've just got myself some aspro clear. | |
| 4 My teeth were fine for a while. It's just one bottom one which is sore but it looks fine. Just having a vicks blue and am talking to Don on ICQ and surfing a bit. Back soon. | 5 Hello again. 11:24AM. I woke up about an hour ago but have been lying in bed trying to go back to sleep but to no avail, so I have just got up and made myself a coffee. | 6 I have a bit of a headache. I have to deposit the money today in the girls bank account for my flares. $21 including postage. Can't wait until i get them. Shouldn't take too long. | |
| 7 They're only coming from Wellington which is a 4 and half hour drive from where i live. So maybe it will take 2 or 3 days. I've just got dressed, dressed in my winter woolies., I bought a new fab pink knit top with long flared sleeves and huge rolled neck that is deliciously warm. | 8 Here's my horoscope for today... We live in a busy world and the first casualty are the things we do for fun. If you've been guilty of that, the stars want you to rectify that. There are 24 hours in a day and don't say that you can't find at least an hour for yourself. |
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| 9 Just going to make myself another coffee, back soon. i've just let the cats out, it's stopped raining and i feel mean keeping them in all day. Felix and Kukl have gone out but Joga is under the bed asleep. i've just set a load of washing going, not that i'll get it dry in this weather. | 10 Have to do my hair soon, I always feel unprepared when my hair isn't done. And I still have some housework to do fuck it all. I'll go to the bank soon and make that deposit. the sooner I pay, the sooner I get them. I'm quite excited. Will just heat up my hair starightener. back in a minute. | ||
| 11 It's got quite warm, the sun is even trying to shine through the clouds Though it is supposed to be raining both today and tomorrow. But maybe it won't. Hello I'm back and my hair is done. Now I feel better. | 12. 4:04PM. hello again. i went into town and deposited the money and then went around to nina's to drop her cellphone off and have coffee. Then came home, put the washing out and have just been mucking around till now. | ||
| 13 I'm way tired so i think i'll have a nap soon. I just had a mug of tomatoe soup for lunch. Now I need coke. Back in a sec will just go and get some. hi again, it hasn't rained again yet, I shuold go and check the washing i suppose. | 14 Hi I just got the washing in, most of it was dry, have just folded it too. I have toothache again but I can't live on aspro clear for the rest of my life so next time I have money i will have to go and see the dentist again :o( | ||
| 15 i'm waiting for an email from the girl in wellington to confirm my payment and tell me when she's gonns send the pants, but none so far. Oh I have a sore throat too so am having a vicks blue. I'd be lost without these. I should try to smoke less. Well i might go and have a nap now. | |||
| 1 Saturday 8th March. 5:23PM. hello. Nina's just left, she came over for coffee. It's cold and is going to rain. i'm still sick, but at least being bed ridden isn't so bad. I've got a new bed, it's wrought iron and wood. Very nice. | 2 I have toothache so I've just taken some aspro clear. 8:02PM. hello again. i woke up half an hour ago after about 2 hours nap. I have just bit on a pair of camel coloured flares for $15. the auction closes tonight at 9PM. | 3 So far I am the only bidder which is good. I have toothache again and it's really driving me insane. might have to have some more aspro though it didn't work last time. Am just listening to Vespertine. |
| 4 Just made myself another coffee and some aspro clear. oh it's cold tonight. I have the electric blanket on luckily. oh jesus christ fuck my teeth hurt. Arghh. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck | I
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| 1 Thursday 6th March. 1:04AM. good morning. Well it's not quite so good, my nose is blocked, my ear are blocked and they ache and i can't stop sneezing and it's giving me a headrush/headache. Fucking hell. | 2 I just want to be well again. i'm fucking sick of being sick. oh well i'm going to go back ot bed and try to sleep again. Hopefully this time I can and i'll no doubt write later in the day. goodnight. | 3 i'm still awake. it's 4:43AM. i can't fucking well sleep, just like the night before last, i'm so fucking restless but I should be tired I only got 4 hours sleep the night before last, none last night and so far none this morning. |
| 4 this fucking flu/cold thing is getting worse. hot and cold flushes, cold sweats I feel like shit. I'm moaning i know but that's why it's called MY journal, and you're still reading it. | 5 I'm so thirsty and my ears are popping. Fuck it i'll try sleeping again. |
| 1 Wednesday 5th March. 12:05PM. Good afternoon. I've just finished doing the housework and have made myself a coffee, Dames came over earlier to do a search on Vauxhalls. | 2 it's a beautiful sunny day but is slightly chilly inside, I've just got dressed and have set a load of washing going. I'm still sick. Feels like i've been sick for ages. Damn thing. | 3 i'm tired. I didn't get to sleep until about 5AM and then woke at 9:30AM. But at least sleep well tonight. It's payday today so I have a bit to do including getting a warrant on my car. |
| 4 i've just got off the phone from Mum. I phoned and placed my avon order. Still sneezing. I might go and sit outside in the sun and have a smoke and a glass of coke. back soon. | 5 Oh it's nice and hot out there. Felix and kukl came and sat with me. Now Felix is out there playing with his ping pong ball. It's quite cold inside in comparison. 1:13PM bored. | 6 Am just heating up hair straightener, have just brushed my teeth. oh I'm tired. looking forward to going to bed tonight. i need to water my peace lily it's starting to droop a little. Back soon. |
| 7 | THE cicada's GO CROAK CROAK CROAK |
| 1 Tuesday 4th March. 3:48AM. good morning. I just woke up about 20 minutes ago and have made myself a coffee so I started watching BBC World and thought I would come online for a little while. | 2 i still have a cold. *Blowing nose and sneezing* It's supposed to be a lovely sunny day todday but a high of only 21DegC. I was thinking of getting dreads and dying my hair really light blond. I don't know how it would look. | DRINKING |
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Here's my horoscope for the day.. With your time and attention focused on making money, be creative also about how you spend it. Having fun and looking after yourself need not cost the earth if you simply concentrate on feeling good about yourself. |
4 but I probably wouldn't, it's a bit of a big commitment. I would if they were temporary. I do want my hair to be a bit lighter though, just so it's not so gold, a bit whiter. If it's light then I can put dark rinses through it and they turn out really well, and it fades out there's no regrowth. All the tricks. | 5 I went to the library yesterday and got some more good photography books out. I need another film. Ive to get a warrant of fitness for my car thios week so I don't know I'll be able to afford one. Oh to be rich. Well i've just made another coffee so i think i'm gonna go back to bed with it. Goodnight | |
6 good morning. 11:10AM. i just woke not so long ago with a phone cal from mum. Have done some housework and now am sitting down to a coffee before I continueon with the rest. |
7 I just had to get rid of 2 old Jehova Witness ladies who looked at me like I was Satan when i said I wasn't interested in religion. Old pushy bats. Well it's sunny but there's a cold wind. | 8 Hi again. i just got drssed, cleaned the bathroom and have set a load of washing going. It's quite cold inside. I have a sore throat. Need another coffee. Still sneeeeeeeeeeeeeezing. | |
| 9 i've just made another coffee. I sort of feel like going back to bed. just flipping through the Avon catalogue, think i'll order some liquid eye liner and there's a nice nail polish I wouldn't mind. The washing machine is beeping, back soon will just peg out the washing and set another load going. | 10 Hi back, the washing is out. it's nice and warm outside now. I'm going to call in on Nina a bit later and see how she's doing and i have some mags to drop off to her from Mum. Also may get a couple of DVD's out. Damian just called in so i gave him the magz to give to Nina. | ||
| 11 Oh shit I'm tired. And a bit bored. Will just brush my teeth. Well i think i might go back to bed for a little nap. I'm too tired. So I'll write a bit later when i wake up. Bye. | |||
| 1 Monday 3rd March. 10:09AM. Good morning. I woke up about half an hour ago, have fed the pets, done their dishes, cleaned the kitchen and made myself a coffee. I just got the cats in as it has started to rain. | 2 although it is actually quite hot. I'm still crook, i feel worst in the mornings and at night. i'll probably go back to bed again soon. Just thought i'd get up and have a coffee as I was so thirsty. my nose itches. Damn virus. | 3 Oh shit I just drank all my coffee and forgot to take echinacea. oh well, i'll take it later. Don't know if it's actually helping or not. Fuck it's muggy. Ok today I want it to be cold. Well I think i'm going to head back off to bed now. |
| 4 Hi again. 11:10AM. I tried to sleep but couldn't so I've just got up and made myself another coffee. I let the cats back out as it stopped raining and now it's raining again. Typical. | 5 oh how I wish to sleep this day away but can't. I've just got the cats in again. Am just going to check out some new fonts. hi back again, I downloaded about 12 new fonts. | 6 I'm tired again now. And need another coffee. I might make another coffee and take it to bed with me. Yes i'll do that, will probably write later. Bye. |
| 1 Sunday 2nd March. 10AM. I feel sick again. I've just woken up and done a bit of housework and I feel quite fluey again. My nose is blocked, my ears ache, the roof of my mouth itches and I have that surreal feeling you get when you're crook. So i hope it passes. | sneezing |
2 It was supposed to be fine today but it's overcast and has just stopped raining not so long ago. Rain again tomorrow apparently. I hope we get some nice weather soon. That always happens in summer I want it to be cold, and vice versa. | ||
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Here's my horoscope for today... You have family or health concerns to work out today, but have fun with whatever work you choose to do and have the best of both worlds. You need some excitement in your life so put your thinking cap on and try something new. |
4 i don't think i'll be staying up for long. I'll probably go back to bed soon. i feel quite miserable. might make one more coffee. i'm just downloading the Cyndi Lauper song Heading West. 53% complete. Will just go and make that coffee so I can take a couple of echinacea. BRB. | 5 Oh my god, the sun has come out, imagine that. I hope it sticks around. Download 68% complete. Oh I have a headache. i'm bored so will just go and clean the bathroom. Hi back, bathroom is clean. Damn I got disconnected and lost my download. Piss flap! |
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| 6. 11:45AM. Hi again. I tried to go back to sleep but couldn't so I've just got up again. Am just heating up my hair crimper. 12:18PM. Hi again, I'm back, dressed and my hair is done. I feel a bit better now and it has turned out to be a hot sunny day. Yay. Will just phone Nina. BRB. | 7 I'm just talking to Nina on the phone. She's going to come around a bit later. I've just washed my tulip fence and garden gnome as i'm giving them to mum because I have no where to put them anymore. Plus she loves anything to do with gardens. | |||
| 8 i've just finished my third coffee for day. i'm rambling because I'm bored. I have the toilet to clean and the floors to wash. Rhys came over last night so it was nice to see him again. I've just set a load of washing going. Might have myself a little bag of chippies. Munchos O rings. nice. | 9 Oh what to do? I'm bored shitless. i should do the last of the housework but they're such cunty jobs. might have another cigarette. I just took a quiz on which swear word I am and I am BITCH. Sounds about right. A bored bitch. |
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10 Hi back again, just cleaned the toilet and mopped the floors and pegged out the washing. Now i'm bored again. It's really really hot outside which is nice for an autumns day. I'm tired again. And hungryish. Wonder if i should have lunch? Sometimes eating is just one big hassle. Kukl's just come inside, he bought a dead bird earlier which I had to take out, looked like a little finch. i'll make myself another coffee when the kitchen floor is dry. now I feel like going back to bed. Will check the TV guide, there are often good shows on on a Sunday. Will just go and get the washing in. Hi back again, washing is in, folded and put away. And now to make coffee. I have sore feet. Still sneezing. i want to have a nap but don't know what time Nina is coming. 3:42PM, hello again I just woke up. I had an hours nap. i'm so tired I feel like I could sleep forever. Have just made a coffee. It's super windy now. I don't like the wind. God the roof of my mouth is so itchy. I want to go back to sleep. Whoa it's hot! Ah, there's nothing a cigarette when you first wake up. They are just the icing on the cake. i should get the last load of washing in soon. I have no energy I've been drained. | |||
| 11 Drained by the energy vampire while I was sleeping. Oh got to go Nina, Dames and kids are here. 11:03PM, hello again. It's wickedly hot. My nose is still blocked and i'm sick of breathing out of my mouth which I don't normally do. I'm watching 'The Patriot'. Cyba is barking, will just check on him. i've just been working on another website. BRB Going to make another coffee. | 12 hi back with coffee. i had a mean headache earlier but took some aspro and it finally subsided. i usually don't get headaches, well not ones that hang around anyhow. blowing my nose gives me such a headrush, I can't wait till I'm better. I shouldn't take my health for granted. Well that was a pretty good movie. | |||
| 13 Kukl has just come and curled up on my lap. It's such a privellege how they seek out our company. Shit it's a hot night. Supposed to rain again tomorrow. At least we had a good day today, well for the most part anyhow. Well i think i'm going to head back off to bed and watch crap on TV until it bores me to sleep. Will write tomorrow no doubt. Goodnight. Hugs. Joga. | goodnight |
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| 1 Saturday 1st March. 2:40AM. Hello. i woke up again about an hour ago. I'm sleeping like shit. I'm really really crook fuck it all. Mega stuffed up and my throat is so itchy it's anoying i have to keep drinking to cure the itch | 2 I'm going to make myself another coffee and go back to bed soon. Oh I have ear ache too. This is terrible. I hope it doesn't get any worse. Maybe I'm just a big chicken. Ok off to make coffee and then back to the sicksack. | 3 Hello again. 9:13AM. I woke up at 8:15AM and have cleaned the kitchen, fed the pets, done their dishes and am on my second cup of coffee. It's raining again but it's not cold, which is something I suppose. |
| 4 I've just sent mum an ICQ message. Will just take a couple of echinacea. Hopefully they are helping. Johan bought me 2 boxes of lovely soft tissues last night. | 5 And what a relief they are to my poor over-used nose. I wonder when this weather will clear up. Well probably not for a while, today is the first day of autumn. | 6 I think lying in bed is making me feel worse than I am. it's the whole pschosematic thing. So i'm going to do my hair soon and try to look and feel as normal as possible. |
| 7 If I tell myself I'm ok maybe i'll be ok. Think well, be well kinda thing. i'll just go and heat up my hair straightener. Hello again. I'm back, my hair is done and I'm half dressed and feeling better already. 10:24AM, just downloading more of the mezzanine album. Massive Attack are coming to New Zealand soon. I don't like their latest album though so I won't be going. I'm bored. i know I said i would try to stay out of bed today but I sort of feel like going back to it. | ||
