Now She Decides

Now she decides
It's time you noticed her
Tears because I love her
But to see pleasure in my near miss
Only two could
She can laugh
As all have done before her
There's just me and a book in my head
But in my hand
lies what stops all this
Near miss so there's just my wrist
Shot in the stomach
When I'm the only one who sings
It's just me again
Never afraid to show my colours
But they're just too dull for you
So you're not dead she says
Not dead
Not dead
Not yet
Not dead
Give me the times I don't remember
For my near miss
But they're just too dull for you
Give me away
Tears because I love her