Orgasmic Suicide

Inside the special place
I keep my secrets
There is destruction
Confusion
 abyss each time we embrace

What has to happen
Why we should die apart
Sew up these injuries
Or It doesn't matter
Just anyway another war

Asleep with the pieces
Of who I am
Plead for dormancy
You'll find me just lying there
Just a jig saw puzzle board

And now 
what do I do with these secrets
Maybe they'll nourish me to death

I should have stayed awake
Not floating on old boats
Dangerous
But she's sure she got the mix right
This time