UNEARTH

Digs to unearth me
uncover where I fell
So below the pits of forgiveness
It's Joga's fear
Co-ordination the key
Lying on my arms
This way I cannot touch
Cut myself inside out
Jumping without my parachute
Bandages and razor blades
And smiles in my eyes
Routine punishment
Frowned upon by those in uniform
But I can feel the distance
And how much my body hates itself
Upside down love hearts
Suffering from
A lack in geography
The overall deficiency
In every fucking thing
I'll let them bleed, weep, overflow, seep out
Though I don't trust any one of them
Like I don't want to be any more any longer
I cannot mend myself so there is no fix for me.

©Littlejoga 10/09/01