JENNY'S DIARY

Feb 23 1998
I get the same feeling as I had when first going to Guangzhou. Helpless. Aimless. When will I get used to moving from place to place? 


Feb 22 1998

Hello Beijing. Long time no see. 



Feb 21 1998

One month is enough to kill all my courage to leave home for another lonely journey. Finally I got on the train to Beijing again.  You saw me off at the station and said nothing but "keeping in touch".



Jan 26 1998

This is a city I am no longer familiar with. This is the city in which I was brought up.

 

Jan 22 1998

Home again. 



Jan 21 1998

Bye, Hainan Phoenix.



Jan 16 1998

Showing off the nice lunch box I happened to get, it came to me that I was having the last lunch in HPIS.

Had a busy working day. I found a big problem in my work these days, that others will feel difficult to take over my job. I was reminded of Andy's words that you should never think the other guy is smarter than you. Andy did teach me a lot.  

Then I realised that no matter how one person is smart or capable, he can't do everything by himself. I am sorry to look forward the mess caused by my absence. It's really a big lesson to me. I think I know what to do in my next position.




Jan 13 1998

What's a life? Life is that you come to different answer due to different point of view. 

Decided to stick on my choice to leave.



Jan 12 1998

They said that plans can never meet changes. Again I should make choices. Should I stay at or leave HPIS?

They said choices are what make a life.



Jan 11 1998

So many farewells that I've got no time to sorrow. So many words that I've got no time to say. Back at Guangzhou again. The world is getting smaller and what needs to shorten is just the distance between our minds--this is a poster of Hainan Airlines. 



Jan 10 1998

Meeting together is so valuable a chance that we would try everything on one evening. With those I love, a little crazy and a little drunk--I would like to pay anything for such an evening. 



Jan 9 1998

Back at Haikou again. On the first step out of the plane, the tenderness of my heart was again deeply touched. Warm sunshine, gentle breeze, and shining coco leaves are all so special. Excitement coming over, I don't know whether I want to cry or sing. Hurry, hurry and hurry. I've got to give surprises. And I did.



Jan 5 1998

Surfing the net for a place to build an English page, I found the Fortune City. It's really a nice world. Plan to finish an home here before I leave HPIS.



Jan 4 1998

Saw off Guo at the airport in the morning and back at work again. After the crazy Xmas and new year, I feel tired and empty. Now the only thing left for me is go home and a new start of life is waiting. Fortunately my old dream is still with me through the journey