TBAS - Chp.1Forward: As always, my thanks and gratitude to the genius Matsumoto for creating such pliable characters for me to shape to my evil will ( insert meniacal laughter here ). Please do remember while you read this that it is only for fun, and I do not mean it to be taken very seriously, although it might not be as offensive as others that I've released. Distribution, as always, is at the whim of the reader, and is not meant, nor purposefully distributed for profit, or gain. Or more to the point, these characters are not mine, only the situations they have been put into. And thus, all copyrights, real or imagined, are differed to their original holders. Episode 1 - Arrival At Zchivago A new freind, an old pain, and a new hope for the crew of the S.C. Tomobiki. Kyosuke leaned to the window pane, the heat of his slight breath steaming on the cold plexiglass as his eyes peered out into the breathtaking scene before him. Earth was waning, the light of the sun reflecting off it's magnificent form leaving Japan in shadow. His eyes bore sorrow as he saw the glimmer of New Tokyo shine dismally among the blackness, and remembered, thinking back to a time when things were simpler, when life wasn't so complicated. A time when earth wasn't in the middle of a war, and the biggest thing on his mind was how to see both Ayukawa and Hikaru, offending neither of them in the process. A light smile cracked his stern features as he pulled his hand to his clean-shaven chin, remembering one of many times that Hikaru had caught he and Modoka in the middle of something less than virtuous, and vice-versa. He laughed softly, pulling his hand back into the poicket of his dungarees, 'Yes, times hade been simpler.' he thought to himself, sadness infecting his eyes once again as he continued morosely, 'Before she had passed on.' He pulled himself up and breathed a heavy sigh, pushing his thoughts away from the incedent forcefully, not allowing himself to wallow in the sloth that was sure to come if he continued on that line of thought. Instead, he removed his right hand from his pocket and tossed a few coins in his hand, then checked his watch. 'Un,' he thought, 'just enought time to get a drink at the pub.' He pushed the coins back into his pocket and shrugged hiimself up from the arching plexiglass of the observation bay. 'Un.' taking one last look at to the stars, a nd his home. A laugh was what he needed, a stiff drink and friends to share it with. Then added morosely, 'It's worked so far.' his eyes on the sparkling trail the Valkerie fighters going out on patrol, adding aloud, "Freinds..." Ayukawa gulped at the sickening feeling of acceleration as the troop transport slowed to touch down at Zchivago Station on the face of the moon, her eyes on the cieling of the craft, focused, pulling her thoughts away from the tremendous speed they would have to achieve to kill the spin of the moon for a smooth landing. She wasn't sure if this bucket of debri would make it. Her stomach grew tighter as the jets sputtered out, grasping at the cushions of the acceleration chair, the pangs of fear growing in her mind. That hadn't felt like the gee and a half she knew to be prepared for on entry into their landing pattern. 'Why, even the slightest miscalculation and they would miss the moon entirely!' she reminded herself, then ammended grudgingly, 'Well, maybe not entirely. But enough to make their landing a bit less than smooth.' "Damned army pilots," she cursed under her breath, hoping they wouldn't miss the field entirely, not like that was possible. The troop transports the Army used were old, but not THAT old. 'Okay,' she admitted to herself, 'I just don't trust anyone behind the stick but me.' which she knew to be more than true. That one fact had almost gotten her kicked out of the Naval Pilot Training Facility in Guam. She had the annoying -or at lest to her instructors- habbit of grabbing the controls on the Valkerie trainers at every turn, dip, dive, you name it, and had almost cost the life of herself and that of the insructor that had had the bad luck to be saddled with a green, nervous-nelly like Ayukawa. Hence, the nearmiss at disqualification. But luckily she had had the good sence, and the will to keep her hands off the stick and her mouth shut due to a little chat with her old friend Yusaku, who had gotten her into this mess in the first place, convincing her that pilots were needed, which was true -at least 12 were shot down every week- and that she could be a good one, true also, even though it was a little harder to accept. So, she clenched her jaw and waited it out, taking in slow breaths until she felt the tell-tale bump of the skids touch dirt, just the way he had told her to. It wasn't so bad, if you didn't think about the millions of things that could go wrong, and how pooly prepared Army pilots actually were. 'Now the Navy,' she ammended to herself, that being her branch of service, '*we* make *pilots*!' She let out a deep breath and started to unstrap herself as the churn of the hydrolic lock slided into place, connecting the ancient transport with the station. Pushing herself up from the acceleration pads, she started to fish for her effects, causing her dress blues to ride a little high on her hips, provoking a patronizing whistle from one of her fellow passengers. She shot him a cold look and dragged her duffle out of the the storage bay atop her seat, causing her suitor to cringe slightly and find some other nubile creature to lavish his attention on. She nodded to herself and started towards the door, her mind occupying itself with irrelivencies. He hadn't been bad-looking, his priorities were strait. There were those on the surface that believed -God knows why- that earth should surrender to the Invaders. Those kind of people make Ayukawa sick. Hadn't they learned when the Invaders had bombed Tokyo? Hadn't the sacking of New York taught them anything? Apparently not, for they still came in masses at every military event, screaming their protests and throwing everything from gestures to tin-cans at every uniform in sight, carrying signs that cried, "Handn't We Lost Enough?!" Cowards, every one. Oh, she agreed, she had lost enough. Enough to last four lifetimes, but that didn't mean she wasn't willing to lose all to be sure the next generation didn't live out their lives as slaves. Laboring day and night for but a few crumbs to feed their empty stomachs. During the dark days after that fateful game of tag things hadn't gone so well. The chosen, Moroboshi was his name, had lost and the Invaders had taken the initiative, starting their reign of terror by herding the poeple of earth into work camps all over the world. Then, in the revolt of '92, they bombed Tokyo and raided New York, killing everything in their path to prove their supiriority, striking the fires of true resistance around the globe, pulling together the new world order with Mr. Ataru Moroboshi personally killing thier overlords in Kyoto, Denver, Moscow, Bueanos Aires, Singapore, and dozens of other cities to avenge the death of his wife, Shinobu. He was said to have died in the very arms of Benten, the Goddess of Luck, at the foot of her statue. His last words being, "Sweet vengeance... Finish it for me." Ayukawa let out a deep sigh as the lock cycled, 'How romantic.' and saw for the first time her new home, at least until she was assigned to a carrier. 'Would that someone would die for me...' she thought, stepping through the threshold and starting toward the C.O.'s office. 'But no one has noticed me since... well.' then shying away from the thought. It definately wasn't something she wanted to think about, especially not on the first day of a new assignment. Morose was not a good attitude to show the first time you meet your new mates, nor was that of a love-struck puppy, but she hadn't been that way since... well. Kyosuke sat alone trying to laugh with the crowd of people about him as he nursed his syth-sake -real alchohol being off-limits to pilots on duty, and reasonably so. To hop into a Valkerie drunk or hung over was more than stupid, it was suicidal. A green Star-Jockey, just off the transport a week was trying desperately to grab the attention of one of the Engineers of the S.C. Tomobiki -the first trans-light carrier to be commisioned in the service of Earth's Space Navy- who was aptly named Nene the Nun. Kyosuke chuckled softly, 'He'd find out soon enough.' and he was, quite rapidly, when Kyosuke's comm badge beeped, interupting his almost amuzing thoughts, "Captain Kasuga, please report to your C.O. immediatly." Kyosuke sighed heavily and pulled the lip of the glass towards him, his eyes roaming over the colors that danced about on the red liquid, then shoved the half-empty tumbler to the center of the table, bringing his hand up to tap the comm badge that rested on his left breast, "Acknowledged." pulling himself up from his chair and making his way toward the door, bowing through the droves of people entering the pub, having just come off the first shift at the maintenance decks, a voice calling to him from behind, "Kyosuke!" it called, drawing his attention to the little redhead that struggled through the crowd behind him. "Leaving already?" she queried, happy for any excuse to remover herself from the almost demeaning scene of being hit on repeatedly by the young man who now pouted in the corner. "Yeah," he replied half-heartedly, "got orders to report to the C.O." shoving his hands in his pockets. He knew how Nene felt about him, but it really wasn't fair to her to be involved with a pilot, especially this pilot. "Oh," Nene replied hopefully, "I'm headed that way. I'll walk you." then noddeed to herself, slipping an arm through his. "Sure." he shrugged, secretly happy for her company, even if it was somewhat uncomfortable, or at least, would most likely be. Nene had been after him for quitte some time now, since he was a rookie commander, just bumped up to First Leiutenant. Three years now she had remained faithfully devoted to her cause, hence the nickname -most personnel being killed during maneuvers in their first four months and those still around helping her reputation by learning long ago that gossip was not welcome in Admiral Megane's Command, a fact which many green pilots learned the hard way. And so, any man who had Nene on his arm was instantly respected, which suited Kyosuke. It helped immensly with the new recruits. He hadn't had as much trouble with dixcipline as the other wings -limited to one incedent as a matter of fact- mostly due to the mystique of being the only many *ever* to be propositioned by Nene the Nun. He rather liked being looked up to, even at the expense of having to constantly turn her down. But she was used to it by now, and honored to be beside him nonetheless -Kyosuke being the only man who hadn't propositioned *her* in her tenure of service on the Tomobiki. It was rather refreshing to be around a man who didn't try to get into her pants every thirty seconds, although she wouldn't mind if he did. He made her feel comfortable with who she was, and always respected her wishes, treated her kindly and avoided hurting her unnecessarily after their one brawl outside his quarters. It was her fault, to be sure, but he had never brought ythat up, was too thoughtful to do so, and always had a reasonable excuse to back out of dinner or whatever it was she had in mind, never allowing her to lose face at the almost ritual -by now- proposals she put to him. Always the perfect gentlemen, and so damned infuriating! But she didn't mind his disinterest, and enjoyed his company, thier once possible relationship growing into a sort of comfortable freindship, both being too hones with the other to ever let their one spat happen again, which had evolved from a misunderstanding as to who would sleep where with whom. She giggled to herself, remembering the incident. It had really been quite hurtful at the time, but now, it seemed more humorous than anything. "Ee?" Kyosuke queried, interupting her thoughts. "Nothing." she responded with a giggle, smiling brightly, pulling a little closer to him. She had felt so foolish, standing there in the doorway to his bathroom, clad in a lace neglige in one of her most seductive poses. Another giggle erupted, bringing a quizzical look from Kyosuke. She shook her head and smiled to herself, thinking of how shocked he had been, standing in the kitchenette with a glass of synth-sake in his hand -his beverage of choice- and a copy of the maintenance report for Beth, his Valkerie -or the artificial intelligence that controled most of the ship's functions-his jaw on the countertop and VERY red cheeks. Sometimes she thought he prefered the company of his fighter to that of people, which was true, he did. Kyosuke considered people to be a precarious resource at best, always either volatile or whimsical. Even she had had a hard time when first getting to know him, he had always seemed cold, surrounded by a wall of ice, and then she had 'happened' across his personnel file through one of her numerous resources on board the Tomobiki, and understood, if only slightly. She was very careful to never let him know what she had found, but he had felt that she knew the first time she had run into him after her little breach of protocol. She could understand where he was coming from, she herself -as his sisters- had been forced into doxy training for the 'Oni Managers', she shivered convulsively. His one remaining sister of the two twins, Manami, too shaken by the repeated abuse of the 'headmaster' of their 're-education' at her refusal to 'do her part' -Nene shuddered again, almost losing step with Kyosuke as they rounded the corner to the Admin. Offices- to even see anyone she had known in that period of her life without regressing into a teary-eyed cowering animal, no longer human. Nene subconciously walked a little closer to Kyosuke at the thought. There were those that had even commited suicide after Moroboshi had freed the masses, no longer able to live as a human at all, too used to the 'encouragement' a doxy recieved for good bahavior, the Oni were not above using drugs to control the masses. She herself had only norrowly excaped death by her own hand with the help of her good friend Sylia, who was long dead, and a true hero in her own right. 'How many years had it been?' she thought to herself, almost surprised by the nuber that came to mind, 'Eight. Eight years.' and leaned heavily against Kyosuke, almost unable to support her own weight, 'A long time to carry those old scars.' But she had kept track of Manmai's progress, as she was sure Kyosuke had, which was not much, but noticable considering where she had started from. Perma was a good man, if a bit thick-headed. His involvement with the war protests didn't make it easy for her to get information, but it was possible with a little monetary grease. Truthfully, Nene didn't know how bad Manami's condition was. Perma never letting her associate with anyone in the service, much less those that knew her way back when, most especially her one brother. 'She must be terribly confused,' Nene thought, 'being taught not to hate those who had hurt her so.' her muscles bunching convulsively at the thought. But Perma had been there for Manami during the first critical stages after the 'Feril Days', the week after the assasination of 'Manager' Rei earning it's name from the riots that insued. Any Oni being captured in the streets of Kyoto being eaten alive by angry 'slaves', because that's all they were, animals who were led around by the whips of their masters. She herself barely remembered feasting on the lady of the 'gardens' -which was where the doxies were kept- they werte wuite tasty really, although a bit too salty for her taste. 'Yes,' she thought, 'all of them had come a long way from the mindless criminals they had been.' her poise gaining it's customary strength. But Kyosuke's pain had been a bit deeper than most, or so she thought. He stopped them in front of the door to the C.O.'s office and let her hug him before he entered through the double glass doors, making a half-hearted promise to meet for a drink later. She knew he would probably back out, but she needed at least the promise of company later, most especially when she was in a mood to remember. "Bye." she said affectionately, then added on a stern note, "And remember, the AaBaCaBu at twenty-two and no excuses." emphasizing her remarks with a stern finger. "Okay," he chuckled a reply, his hand on the door, "no excuses." He might actually go, he could use some company he thought as he nodded back to her with a slight smile and passed throught the doors, the day had left him somwhat drained. Ayukawa sat silently, trying desperately to calm herself after the long wait in the outer office of the administration cubicle. It had taken them a while, but they had finally gotten her orders confirmed and sent her to her new C.O.'s office to wait, again, to see which lucky squadron commander would get to 'babysit' yet another raw pilot strait out of the Academy. Well, it wasn't her fault she had waited so long, it was not as if she had had a choice. Or, at least, that's what she tried to tell herself. She had never been too fond of lying to herself, most especially now, as she sat in one of the two guest chairs, watching the old man shuffle his papers and paying absolutely no attention to her. She shifted in her seat slightly, trying not to show her discomfort of having to wait, yet another hour or two before someone would have the courtousy to assign quarters for her. She hated to wait, wasn't that why she had signed up in the first place? To put an end to all the waiting? But wait she did, and the time went slow before she heard voices just outside the door and surmised that the waiting was about to end. She shifted in her seat again, the sound of the knob turning, ever so slowly bringing to bear the moment when she could finally have at least a taste of some greatly needed attention. She could feel the bolt of the lock slip back as her ears picked up the muffled sounds of a man's voice echoing in through the crack in the door, "I'll see you there." accompanied by footsteps that grew louder as he passed by her, letting the door behind him hum to a close, then stopping before the desk that she herself faced. "Sir, Captain Kasuga reporting as ordered." he stated flatly as his feet snapped together. "Very well, Captain," the older man behind the desk retorted, looking up from his tedious paper-shuffling for the first time since she had entered his office. "sit, please." motioning to the vacant chair, then stuffing his head back into his pile of officious beauracrousy. "Thank you, sir." Kasuga said, seating himself fimly, but easily, waiting for the older man to open the conversation. He knew what he was here for now, knew as soon as he had opened the door. He had hoped that it would be something else, even something as tedious as taking an extra shift at the repair hanger, as every pilot had to do at least once in their career, but to take on new meat into an already tuned machine, that was something to be dreaded. The green sky-jocks were always trouble to manage, and always the first to go. It just wasn't good for morale to get to know someone and then watch them killed on their first mission. Most of the pilots in his squadron were seasoned vetrans of at least a hundred sorties, some almost as expierienced as himself, but those were hard to find. Taking on someone new meant you had to watch their back while doing the same for your own, and taking chances that no real pilot should ever have to, just to make sure the fresh meat wasn't too much of an easy kill for a hungry Oni. But the C.O. was talking. "...now I know how you feel about this Captain, but this is no longer your discision. We need more expeirienced commanders, and as of right now, 2nd Leiutenant Madoka is Alita's replacement." Kyosuke studied his fingers carefully, his working slowly over the cuticles of his left hand, "Does Alita know?" "No," the C.O. stated as he leaned slowly back in his chair, "I had hoped you would do the honors." his hands working the old-fashioned lock on the top drawr of his desk, then producing a small, red-velvet case, then shoved it across the desk to Kasuga, who took it solemly, his eyes working over the soft case slowly, remembering his promotion to Captain, which had to be one of the worst days of his life. Saddled with six, not one, raw sky-jocks within' a day, and each one his responsibility alone. He had lost three of them in a week. It had been a very bad week. "Gladly, sir." he responded somberly as he shoved the coveted peices of metal in his pocket for later. "Good, now onto your new Aviator." the C.O. nodded, bringing out a file thick enough to choke a horse, then tossing it to him, "2nd Leiutenant Madoka, I'd like you to meet your new Squadron Commander, Captain Kasuga." Ayukawa straitened subconciously at the sound of her name, and bowed slight to her new chief, for which she would fight, no questions asked, that was her job, "An honor, Captain." Kasuga nodded absently, his face dug into the file that the C.O. had produced for him, "A pleasure, I'm sure." "Captain," the older man hmmphed, taken aback by his infiriors attitude to a new squad member, "Have 2nd Leiutenant Makoka biletted with your crew and escort her to administration at 0800 to assign her a craft." Kasuga straitened up immediately, knowing all too well this tone of voice, for he had the displeasure of hearing it all too often. He had worked with his C.O. for too many years to continually rub him the wrong way. Those who did had the innate knack of drawing the worst duty slots. "Yes sir!" snapping to his feet quickly. "And now if you will excuse me, sir, there is much to do before the morning." "Very well," the elderly man nodded in compliance, "you are dismissed." then turning to Ayukawa, "2nd Leiutenant, I leave in the capable hands of the Captain." "Yes sir, Admiral, sir!" she smiled brilliantly as she snapped to her feet, saluting smartly, then turning to Kasuga for direction. Kyosuke nodded to her, opening the door and motioning for her to lead the way, which she was all to happy to do, for the wait was almost over, she could almost taste the heat of action, but something festered inside of her, something that felt almost uneasy about her new situation. She couldn't quite put her finger on it. Kyosuke watched her leave, then turned to salute, after which following her out the door and out of his presence. He would surely keep the date with Nene now, even though he might be a bit late, but this was one night he would rather not spend alone. "Kyosuke," the elderly man called to him after Madoka was out of earshot of his softened voice, "I don't want any pressure on her for a while. She has potential. In truth, she reminds me a lot of you, when you had just arrived." Kyosuke was almost shocked at the statement. His recollection of his first days in the Navy was nothing like what he saw in the green pilot that he had sat beside not moments before, "Yes, sir, I'll try to make sure she doesn't get her ass shot off too soon." testing the extent to which the Admiral would accept his dry humor, which was not much today. "Kyosuke..." the elderly man said dissaprovingly, waiting for the younger man to accomodate his will. Kyosuke huffed slightly, then shrugged, "Allright, I'll keep an eye on her." "Good." the admiral smiled, crossing his hands over his chest as he leaned back, "Now leave me be. I haven't had my nap today." Kyosuke chuckled under his breath, opening the door once more to permit him to leave the Admiral's presence. He was one of the few men he had known who ever had the ability to make him laugh, if only slightly. He like the old buzzard. Ayukawa waited patiently outside the door to the C.O.'s office, her hands behind her back, wishing she could start walking, start running, hell, ANYTHING, just so long as she didn't have to stand here for another ten or twenty minutes. But this time her wait was not long, which she had surmised, or at least hoped from the voices she could hear from the inner office. She kind of felt guilty at first, listening in on her supirior's conversation, but then learned that she could not hear anything concrete anyway, and decided the doors must be equiped with sound-muffling devices as she stepped out of the way of Kasuga just exiting. She nodded to him, trying hard not to show her excitement at finally being able to do something other than wait, and wait, and wait, and almost said something, but decided against it at the first look he had given her as he motioned for her to follow. "This way." even his voice had a quality that inhibited conversation. They walked for a time down almost empty corridors, the residents of the cubicles either in bed, at their posts, or the more rowdy ones captured by the bright night life of the many bars that lined the main corridor. They had walked nearly half a kilometer before she decided to say something, "Say, where is the simulator around here? I want to get in a few shots to work the bugs out of my system." Kasuga peered back over his shoulder, his eyes resting heavily on her as they slowed slightly to express themselves, "Tonight you get some rest. We'll worry about those 'bugs' after you've had at least one good meal and eight hours of sleep." starting back to his task of finding her station quarters. "But I'm really not tired," she persisted, her eyes almost pleading with him. "I just want to..." But he did not let her finish, "Look," he stated flatly as he stopped in his tracks, "If you're 'not tired'," he quoted emphatically, "I'll order a sedative for you, but if you step out of your cubic for even a second before muster I'll HAVE you sedated, is that clear?" "Crystal, sir!" she snapped, her hands behind her back and her eyes blank. She had done this too many times in basic to miss the trick, and reamed herself for even opening her mouth on her first night of an assignment. "Good." Kyosuke stated, relaxing his posture and motioning for her to follow him forward. "It's just ahead." lowering his tone to a pleasant note, stretching his gait to come to the door of her cubic within' a few minutes. "There's a map in the terminal you can have printed," he stated as he keyed the door open, "and if you need anything just have the communications tech sound me." he concluded as she stepped through the door, convineintly forgetting the sedative he had mentioned earlier. Ayukawa nodded quickly, tossing her duffle on the slim bunk, barely paying attention as Kyosuke explained what time he would be around in the morning to take care of the tedious parts of getting a green pilot assigned to everything under the sun, to which she responded without thought, "Yes, sir, thank you, sir." "Um," Kyosuke nodded, and stepped back through the door, "see you in the morning." "Um, Captain?" Ayukawa queried, catching him as he had just stepped through the steel portal. "Yes?" Kyosuke responded absently. "Sorry about, well..." finding it harder to apologize than she had thought it would be. "Eh?" he queried, then brought his attention to her, "Oh, that. Don't worry," he shrugged, "first night gitters, I understand." and smiled his 'I know how you feel' smile he reserved for green sky-jocks and the occasional encouter with a soul-sick crew member. "Well, goodnight, and get some rest." he emphasized with an accusing finger and a light smile. "Yes sir!" her tired eyes still shining as she saluted him smartly, contented with the outcome, finding herself more tired than she had thought. Just the sight of the small, uncomfortable bed was inviting as he nodded his response and let the door close behind him. Yup! She could be content here, she could feel it. Kasuga stood firm at the door to his second's quarters his mind working over how he would handle the news. He didn't like letting go the best pilot in his squad, most especially to her own squadron, Alita just wasn't the kind of pilot that would make a good commander, she was too much of a loose cannon, 'As was I.' he reminded himself as the door swooshed open before him. "Captain? What do you want?" the woman grumbled, rubbing her eyes as the oversized pj's drooped off her shoulders, obviously half-asleep. "Um..." Kyousuke began, still unsure how to handle giving her what would probably be the best news of her life. "Alita, I have to talk to you. It's important." Alita peered out at him, her hand now holding her sleep-heavied body up in the doorway as she scrutinized his form, finding little as she worked over the words he had used in her mind. He *never* called her Alita. Not unless it was something important, and personal. 'Maybe,' she began to herself, 'he's finally decided to give in and marry Nene?' then thinking better of the thought, 'Naw! The Captain's not the type.' her eyes regarding him suspiciously, 'Then what?' "Alita," Kyousuke began as he scanned the area, "are we going to talk in the hall, or can I come in?" "Oh!" Alita replied, her eyes jumping wide as she snapped herself out of her thoughts, "Sure, sure." moving out of his way and motioning for him to follow her inside, "Come on in." "Thank you." he said as he moved through the door, placing himself at the center of the room as Alita moved to the small kitchenette, letting the front door snap shut as she fished through the cupboards for a cup of instant. "Alita," Kyousuke began as he watched her pull down the small vial of concentrated coffee, "there's something I need to speak to you about." "Yes?" she responded, then, looking to him, "Oh, do you want a cup?" motioning to the mug she had placed in the micro. "Oh, no thank you," he replied, "I won't be long, but what I have to tell you is very important." then fishing through his pockets for the token. "Oh?" Alita responded, not paying attention as the micro sounded, letting her know that her coffee was ready. "Um," Kyousuke began aloud as he looked down at the velvet box in his hand. Somehow, he had expected more from her in this situation. 'Was it really all that important anyway?' he asked himself as he felt her look to him, sipping from the mug in her hand. He pulled his eyes up to her, "Here," he stated as he tossed the velvet box to her, causing her to spill only a few drops on the counter as she caught the small token of the new life she would lead, "Admiral Megane told me to give you that." as he motioned to the box she held in her hand. Alita stared at the small velvet box she held in her hand, as she worked her fingers over the seam that ran down the center as her mind tryied desperately to register what was in her hands. Her eyes grew wide, her mouth hanging open as she pulled the small box open, and there found the two golden bars welded to the background of a silver solar system. She huffed heavily, but no words came as she searched through the excitement for what to say. ANYTHING!! "Be at the Admin. Building at 1000 tomorrow for you new assignment." Kasuga began as he started for the door, keying it open before him, and, with one foot out the door, a smile on his face, "See you later, then..." grinning devilishly at her, "Captain." And with that he left as Alita pulled her eyes up from the magnificent sight before her and smiled brightly at his receeding visage, and began aloud with a chuckle as the door hummed closed, "That bastard. Didn't even give me a chance to thank him." Ayukawa lay in bed, her eyes staring up to the ceiling as she recalled the events of the day, a fond smile working over her features as the thought of her new commander came to her mind. He was nice enough, with enough of his own little quirks to be interesting by his own right, but something bothered her about him. He was an able commander, to be sure. She had heard enough in the Academy about him and his squadron to feel honored to be chosen for duty in his wing, but still, something bothered her. Something she couldn't quite put her finger on. 'It's as if,' she thought as she rolled onto her side, her hands hid by the pillow under her head, 'I've met him somewhere before.' 'But that couldn't be.' she reminded herself. She had only been in the service for a scant two months, and even that little was spent either in training or asleep, which was more rare than you'd think, 'And the chances of meeting him when she was back on earth, well, that was more or less, three million to one.' But still, she couldn't help but feel that she had seen that stern face before, but somehow, different. "Mm..." he huffed to herself, chiding herself for doing the very thing that her new commander had forbid, which was to stay awake all night worrying about something. Pilots often did so, that she knew, and realized that her commander had been right. Sleep was more important now than ever. And so she forced the though from her mind, letting herself flow through the relaxation techniques she had learned from Yusaku, and, in time, let her body rest even though her mind still worked through the eerie nightmares that always haunted her sleep. Kasuga sat at the bar of the ABCB sipping his synth-sake and pondering the day as he waited for Nene to arrive. He hadn't spent as much time at Alita's as he had planned to and his new 'chore' had been easier to persuade that he had first assumed. He was almost starting to feel good for a change. He had made Alita smile, and that wasn't too often an occurance. She was too much like him to let anyone see what she was really like, although a bit more free in her personal relationships. i.e. she actually went to the extent of inviting a few of the male members of the crew over for a drink every once in a while, but on the whole, never chose, and never, EVER showed any favoritism. She was too smart for that. Once a couple was established, the two were immediately assigned to different carriers, and with good cause. No one can concentrate when you're flying with your lover. It just raises the stakes and splits your concentration. A pilot has to be centered, focused. And if one were to get attatched, that person would always be fretting over the other, and not doing their job, which was fatal, most especially in a Valkerie. Oh, it was allright to be involved with someone who stayed on the carrier. It kind of gave a pilot some extra incentive. but pilots were pilots and usually gravitated to pilots. Both Kyousuke and Alita had both seen too much of that, and didn't want any more. He could still remember the last time one of his crew had had a case of the 'bug'. Two green sky-jocks had just joined his squad, and had somehow kept the fact from their commanders that they were a hot item in the Academy and ended up debri after a small sortie outside the proxima line back in the days that they were winning the war. He had cut left to ward off her attacker, she had cut right to run, and that was that. A stupid mistake which should not have been made. Most especially when she was about to be in the perfect position to take the threat out. 'It was a shame, really.' Kyousuke thought as he took another sip from his synth-sake. 'He had been a good pilot, and would have made a damn fine commander,' as he scowled at the glass, 'if a bit overprotective.' Kyousuke had lost too many young lives to let himself ever care about another, even in passing, for that would mean letting someone else care about him, 'And that,' he reminded himself, 'would be a crime.' But as much as he tried to convince himself, he couldn't help but feel 'attatched' to Nene, the one he waited for, even though he himself couldn't condone what would enivitably happen. She was, to him, a dear freind and compatriot, and still more, even though he couldn't admit it to himself. They, like he and Alita, were much the same in some ways, and the only person on the ship that he really trusted when broke down. He chuckled to himself, remembering the last time that had happened, and wished woefully that he had accepted her obvious invitation that night, then corrected himself, thinking better of it. He had done the right thing, even though he may now regret it. 'But,' he thought to himself as he smiled slightly, 'just to know that I'm not alone.' his eyes cast upwards through the observation window that peered out into space, 'To know that it matters if I come back or not.' "Good evening, my Captain." a voice called from behind him, pulling him from his destructive thoughts. Kyousuke turned, half expecting to see the green recruit that had been assigned to him earlier today, and showed a smile, then realized who it was who stood behind him, "Oh, good evening." he said with a slight chuckle. "So," Nene continued, "you came after all." her voice carrying a wistful tone as she moved to sit beside him. "Yes," he chuckled, flagging down the bartender that polished his glasses at the other end of the bar, "I came." continuing the almost ritual joke they shared. "What would you like?" he continued as the bartender moved to the two. "Oh," Nene stated thoughfully, "I think I'll have a rum and coke tonight." her eyes smiling at the thought of getting a little tanked. Kyousuke checked himself as he heard her order, looking to her suspisciously. He knew Nene to well to disregard her order as usual, for usual it was not. She only drank when she felt like being nostalgic, which wasn't often, and far too dangerous for her to do alone. There had been many a time that he had made the mistake of being a bit too quick to disregard moods as 'womanly'. He was stupid where women were concerned, that was true, but not where Nene was concerned. He had known her too long, and, as much as he denighed it, cared about her much too much to let her go through this alone. "Rum and coke," he replied to the bartender's quizical look, then his eyes looking directly to the bearded man behind the counter, "two." "Eh?" Nene responded, caught unawares by Kyousuke's offer to share her greif for a while. There was no mistaking it. Kyousuke was a creature of habit, nothing more. He only drank when she did, and she only drank when she needed to. She smiled slightly, letting the warm glow she always felt at this point soak through her body, and nodded to the bartender as he laid her drink before her. She raised her glass to him, offering a toast to their friendship, and all that he offered in that one gesture, "Kampai!" "Kampai!" Kyousuke responded, tipping his drink to her and taking in a swallow as he showed a smile, his eyes bright with the feeling of friendship. Thanks for reading, and I do hope you enjoyed it. Please look for other titles available from Fifth Way, as well as the rest of this continueing series of Ayukawa's adventures in stardom. The Seduction Of Ataru - UY/DP/Ranma crossover Lemon Something In Your Eyes - KOR Finale' Side Tails - KOR Lemon Aggressiveness Kyousuke! The Wild Frying Pan Experience! - KOR Lemon Wish You Were Here - KOR Episode To Be A Star - KOR Episode Not So Much Troubled - KOR Episode in ancient times For more info please e-mail me at mattj@icnet.net