Hole in the head !!!!!!!

 So tired of thinking, a hole in the head stops you from thinking.

Thinking is a frightening act , you thought of all the areas you never think about. The deep and unpredicatbleness of your fear. 
The ticking in the brain makes you go "ah... ah..." Thinking is scary....  you couldn't stop yourself from thinking the issues you avoiding all your life. Family, work, commitment all theses things are keeping your away from thinking. 

To stop thinking you have to lost yourself in the hole, you make yourself so busy to so that you wouldn't have the time to think.
 

 

Hole in the head is so wonderful....you wouldn't have to think no more. 
Thinking about the stuff you are afraid of and all ways wanted to avoid.

 

I'm getting  scared as the more I think. I discovered places that "humans" in the real-world never wanted to think about........
lie, deciet, pain, suffering, war, death , future,  fake smile, fake love

LIE...
Is it a lie ? You don't want to think about it, because it could be a lie and that  scares you. That's why , you don't want to think about it.

Deciet
Is it deceit ?  What happens if it's a deceit ?? What would you do ? Don't think about it , coz the more you think , the more frightened you will become.

Pain
There are pains and suffering in this world, as we live through our days, we don't even want to think about people in the other part of world that is suffering and living in proverty. That makes you unease...you sitting at home watching T.V and some people in this world have to scavenge the rubbish bin to find food, sleeping in the coldness with no blanket, dying of hunger and disease. You are afraid of pain and suffering. No think, no pain.

War
Don't want to have the picture in your head that a little girl's family got killed and she still waits for them to get up. Don't want to see human beings killing another human beings. Don't want see the picture of 2 soldiers fighting to stab the other one in the heart, so he could live and be back with his family. Don't want see the little boy crying and promising to revenge for his family's death. War is so ugly..... I/we don't want to think it.
 

Death
You are afraid that someone you love will die and leave you behind. You don't want  for them to die...I ask you what's the motives of wanting them to be here...? So you won't have to grieve for them and feel sad and lonely ? Why oh why would you grieve for them ? After life: If you die today where will you go ?

Future
You are happy the way you are ? Or not ? The future is gonna change all of that, you gonna change in the future and you won't be yourself, you might turn into  something you don't want to be and that scares you. Future is not the present and everything is gonna change. Will the human race survive in the future ?

Fake smile :-)
You don't want think about the smile . The reason for the smile... and is it a real smile ?
You smile to the people you don't want to see. You don't want to realise when did you become such a fake smile.
 

Fake love
Who loves you ? Your family loves you ? Friends love you ?God loves you ?
Is it real , fake or pitty ? Who do you love ?  Do you love yourself ?

So what's the point of this ?

As the Buda in Four seasons in Tibet said, " Why worry ? When there's nothing you could do about it ?"Also from a  plaque I saw, it says "God gives me the courage to change the things I could change. Accept the things I could not change."

Now you know, don't worry about things you cannot change and have  the courage to change the things you could .

Now get on you feet and do whatever it is you want do or think.
"Do whatever you want, not what you are told"
 
 


I know what I'm gonna do:
I'm gonna change for the better.


 







我想朋友是會使你快樂的。朋友也會使你傷心。不要太過快樂,因為傷心時會使你過度沮喪。
I think friends will make you happy. Friends will also make you sad. Don't be too happy, because when you are sad you will be too depressed.
 
 

The end....