My heart is breaking since you left yesterday. I am struggling with the
fact that I don't know if I made the right decision but it broke my
heart to see you struggle to eat every day, but I didn't mind feeding
you the way I had to. It was tearing me apart seeing you get pneumonia
again and hoping we could pull you out of it again. I know you didn't
like taking your medication and I hated forcing you to take it. I love
you so much we have been through so much together. We were so much 
alike. My life wont be the same with out you here. I keep waiting for you 
to come in the room with me and bite me on the nose like you did. I miss 
you terribly. I will never forget you. You will always be in my heart. You
were my life. Please forgive me.