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n o   d e n i a l
 

you're not supposed to feel the hate
you have to take it all away
you're not supposed to feel the hate
you have to take it all away
what you need to learn is how to love
it's more than I can say

living life in a clustered home
painted in an ideal world
but does anyone care?
painted world, cursed in cold

no one knows how you feel but me
i cannot deny you now
i cry upon your loss
for your loss is mine
you cannot deny me now

am I destined to be trapped
trapped in anger and in spite
all in the home surreal
can't live without a fight

no one knows how you feel but me
i cannot deny you now
i cry upon your loss
for your loss is mine
you cannot deny me now

i seem to realize
you live within my soul
i live within the mind
trapped in uncertainity

no one knows how you feel but me
i cannot deny you now
i cry upon your loss
for your loss is mine
you cannot deny me now

i'm not supposed to feel this way
you're not supposed to feel the hate
we're not supposed to disagree
we could emancipate our fate
control our destiny

cry out within the lies
forget the hurt you've received
be at peace with all your souls
make me feel at ease...

no one knows how you feel but me
i cannot deny you now
i cry upon your loss
for your loss is mine
you cannot deny me now.
 

Mitzi: January 10, 2000
 

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to all who can relate.