I remember sitting on a white wicker chair on the balcony of the 14 story highrise in NYC.. the sun was starting to set with a very brilliant orange glow to it; I smiled as the wind began to blow through my hair..listening to the traffic below and the constant wails of sirens in the distance, no doubt heading to another homicide, robbery, or whatever else that this grand city could muster.. I thanked no one in particular for being so far up from the streets below.. I basked in the now dying light of a busy day, that held interviews and loads of coverage from all over the world.. nothing in particular really, just a new event that interested people for no reason at all, I don't think anyway.. yes, I am one of those that was covering this event and I left it before it finished, as I got extremely bored listening to the practically the same questions over and over.. I didn't even bother to ask all of mine.. Just the ones I thought ma editor would care to hear about.. so that was that..
I closed my eyes as a strong breeze blew through me and settled, it seemed inside my body.. I shivered at it's un-expected presence.. The night was coming fast and the lights began to flicker their way on to greet the velvet night.. I smiled again and decided that I needed a drink and stood from my perch then went inside.. I loved the sound of the quiet, esp now that I lived on my own.. no longer married to anyone or anything.. My family esp my brother, would tease me about what I would do, if I needed something killed that was small enough to hide behind a couch, or what not.. I remember grinning and saying, 'that's what I have ma newspaper piece for..' I grinned at ma memory and poured my drink.. nothing too strong, but definitely needed.. I decided against going back outside into the noisey sounds of the city and went to ma master bedroom and into my bathroom, then drew hot water for a nice long bubblebath.. I longed for this, the feeling of the bubbles against my skin.. I reached over to my portable stereo that sat off to the left of the bathtub, turned the power on and swicthed on the CD player..
Silence at first, then the soft, subtle and very feeling song of "To The Moon And back" greeted my ears as I stepped into the tub and leaned back against the hard cold surface I smiled to myself, thinking back on the time that I got to meet these guys and interview them.. last summer, during their world tour.. I frequently followed them around during this time, as it was my editors idea.. and one job that I didn't mind taking.. I thought that both the guys, the frontmen of the group were extremely gorgeous and very down-to-earth, and I esp had taken to the dark haired lead singer, Darren, I believe his name was.. Something about him made me want to know more.. grinning to myself with this thought, I lit several candles that were spread out around the ceramic surface and closed my eyes and listened as the song "Truly Madly Deeply" came on the radio.. the soft soothing voice of this singer, made me feel things that I had long forgotten about..
His voice invaded my mind with every word that was said.. I saw his perfect, angelic-like face as clearly as if he was standing in the same room with me.. my eyes shot open and I looked around.. I was alone.. a sigh of relief, but also disappointment, escaped my mouth.. I relaxed abit, then decided to lay back again and went back to listening to the music and thinking about him.. I must have faded into a sound sleep, because when I woke up, the player was off on the stereo, and I didn't remember shutting it off myself.. I stood up in the tub and grabbed a big beach like towel and stepped out while wrapping this around me.. I wandered into my room, and stopped in my tracks.. something wasn't right here.. my bedside lamp was on, and I didn't even turn it on before I had my bath.. puzzled about this, I found some night clothes to wear and got dressed, still studying the lamp.. my concentration was broken by someone softly saying, "I turned it on.." I spun around at the sound of the voice, in my room...
My jaw dropped abit when I realized it was Darren that I was seeing standing in my doorway.. he smiled abit and leaned against the frame, but said nothing. prompting me to do so to break the silence.. I cleared my throat abit then asked as a second thought, "How'd you get in here?" He didn't reply to the question, instead, he walked slowly into the room, not bothering to close the door..I watched him as he made his way over to me, and just stopping directly in front of me.. he smiled again.. and spoke, "I know you've been dreaming about me.." then softly touched the side of my face with his left hand.. I did what I could to keep from falling.. but his touch wasn't helping with that un-wavering notion.. I fell forward abit, he caught me, then gently carried me over to my bed and laid me down on it.. I looked at him.. so perfect, in everyway possible.. I smiled for the first time since realizing he was in the room with me..
Darren removed the jacket that he'd been wearing and laid it on a nearby chair, then joined me on the bed.. I seemed to be paralyized, as I couldn't move.. he placed his right hand on my stomach and slowly moved it upwards to my breasts then my bare neck and I closed my eyes and the feel of his velvet touch.. He moved abit and I could feel his mouth on mine, and the sweet taste of his luscious tongue as it entered my mouth.. I tried to move, but couldn't at first, then finally I was able to do so and placed my arms around his muscular body.. he looked at me knowingly then said with smile, "You've wanted me like this haven't you?" I just nodded and watch him.. he leaned forward and this time, he kissed me slowly, and with deep meaning..
I gave into this and readily excepted this.. He moved his right hand back down my body and rested it just above my waist.. His hand was slightly cool, but I paid no mind to it.. just the feeling of him touching me like this, was enough for me.. I moaned at his touch and looked up at him.. his gorgeous blue eyes shining like crystals, he smiled again and whispered, "I'm gonna take you higher.." I blinked at the way he said this.. almost sounding like he sung it, even though it was only whispered.. I nodded.. He shifted abit and was now laying ontop of me.. through my sheer night clothes, I could feel his hard muscular body against mine, and it made me want him more and more.. he must have read what I was thinking, because the next thing I knew, he was undressed and I was laying there naked, he re-joined me on the bed, under the satin comforter..
Darren touched my face slightly and traced the outline of my jaw and ma mouth then placed his one of his fingers on my lips.. I slowly opened my mouth and took it in and sucked it like it was some sort of fruit.. he smiled at this and removed it.. went back to tracing my form as he snacked his way down my body.. I moaned as he stopped just above my waist and he looked up at me with a knowing smile.. I smiled back and closed my eyes as I felt his tongue enter me.. I flinched abit at this feeling but relaxed afterwards.. the way he was doing this, was almost to much to bear.. I moaned again as he gently bit me and then felt his satin tongue again.. I opened my eyes again when I realized he'd stopped.. I looked at him, he smiled and began to work his way back up my form.. the way he was touching me with his tongue and the softness of his shoulder length hair on my skin, I felt a rush explode from me.. I moved slightly at this as he reached my mouth and very gently bit my bottom lip and let his tongue slip inside my mouth..
I could taste myself from his offering.. I shivered at this and pulled him closer to me.. He raised alittle then softly moved my legs apart and had me raise them for him.. I did so.. He touched my face and said softly, "Do you want me? Like this?" I moan at the sound of his voice and say almost breathless, "Yes, Please.. please.." He grinned and moved a bit, then I felt him slowly enter me, very slowly, as if he was dilberately teasing me.. I moaned again and leaned my head back.. the feeling of him going inside of me was too much for me, I felt maself giving to that rush again.. this made him shift inside me even further than before, I looked up at him as he looked at me as well.. he was like an angel.. so perfect, very smooth face, blue eyes almost burning me with their brightness.. he laid down on me and took ma mouth and tongue again.. I totally gave into his soft, luscious kisses and he gently bit my tongue, I could feel the blood that came from this.. this feeling made me pull him even closer, as if to allow him to become on with me.. I could feel his member growing inside of me as he gently pushed deeper into me..
I moaned again and let this feeling overcome me, from every direction.. he broke the kiss only for a second to say, "I want to give this all to you.." I didn't know what that meant, but I didn't care, feeling him inside of me, and the way he kissed me, I wanted to know more about him.. I just nodded and smiled a little.. he stroked my face with this left hand and gently turned my head to the right.. I could feel his luscious full lips on my neck and his tongue as it traced the line from my jaw to the nape of my neck.. and feeling his gorgeous jet black hair the whole time was more than I could stand.. I shivered again, at this feeling.. and the next thing I remember, I felt him gently bit down on my neck, I flinched at this but didn't try to fight him off.. his rythem slowed abit, as my blood poured into his mouth and his cock filling me.. his slow movement, took me over the edge.. I exploded again..
He raised his head and looked at me.. neither one of us said anything.. we smiled at each other, and he leaned forward and slipped his tongue into my mouth, slowly at first, then with more feeling.. I touched his face softly as he looked at me again.. I then said almost out of breath, "I believe, that this is the best, interview that I've ever, had.." He grinned abit and answered, "Me too.." I laughed, trying to regain my breath.. I closed my eyes and listened to his rythemic breathing and feeling him near my neck again.. The last thing I remember from that night, was my blood being taken from me and then being offered his left wrist, that was held next to my mouth..