My Warnings went Unheeded


Costa Del Sol was beautiful this time of year, as it always was in the summer. Hot, too. The black cloak, leggings, and knee-high boots were uncomfortable enough; his silver hair, which hung straight down his back to his waist, made it nearly unbearable. There had not been many times in his life when he wished his hair was shorter, but now was definitely one of them. He dared not comment, however, for as Sephiroth, leader of the ShinRa army, he was expected not to. And he certainly dared not remove his cloak, for he wore no shirt underneath. True, that would have made the heat more bearable, but everyone, especially the women, would have stared at him. As if I were on some sort of menu, he thought.
A blonde-haired young man with spiky hair walked out of the crowd, stopped in front of Sephiroth and saluted. After returning the salute, Sephiroth said, "We will be leaving shortly, Cloud. Make sure you have all your things in order when we depart."
The young man replied, "Yes, sir, General. Preparations have already been made." He indicated his knapsack, which was full. "I just wanted to check something out. Yesterday, that tent right there--" he pointed at a small, tattered tent on the outskirts of town-- "wasn't there, and I'm curious as to what it is. I won't be a minute, sir."
"All right, Cloud," Sephiroth told the young man. With that, Cloud saluted again and walked to the tent.
As he approached the tent, he saw that no one else was about. He looked all around inside the small, dark structure, finding no one. As he turned to leave, a soft, quiet voice spoke from the corner. "Are you here to learn your destiny?"
Even as soft as it was, the voice startled him, coming out of the pitch-darkness of the tent. He saw the flash of a small flame, as though someone had struck a match, before a bright light flared to life. Cloud was forced to close his eyes momentarily. When he was again able to open them, he saw a strange woman turning the wick of an oil lamp that she held in her hand to make the light bearable. Then she placed the lamp on a shelf beside a table with a large, glass sphere in the center. Suddenly, she turned her eyes on him, pinning him with her gaze.
He blinked in surprise as his mind went completely blank. His only thought was that if Sephiroth was fair, she was dark. The woman was dressed in a black dress which went past her ankles, almost completely hiding her black, high-heeled ankle boots of soft suede leather. The dress--black silk with a billowing, black gossamer overlay--floated around her dimintuive frame.; the long, sheer sleeves reached well beyond her hands. Over her shoulders was a golden, fringed shawl.
Her hair, which reached well beyond her waist, almost to her waist, was as black as her dress. She looked into his eyes and he simply stood, transfixed, as if his mind had been taken over by some unknown force. The woman's eyes appeared to be an unearthly combination of blue, green, and grey. The thought to flee tried to surface, but it was pushed back into the recesses of his mind. She smiled.
"If you are here, then you must be interested in your destiny," she continued after his lengthy silence. "You are wise. Not many people even believe their destinies can be foreseen, much less revealed to them." She extended her hand. He watched his arm raise and his hand clasp around hers as if of their own volition. "A ShinRa uniform. You are a guard, are you not?"
To which Cloud nodded. "Y-yeah, that's right. I'm here with . . .
"General Sephiroth," she finished as she let go of his hand.
He looked stunned. "How did you know?" He noticed that the words felt as if they were coming from miles away, though he knew his own voice was making the sound.
The woman's smile broadened. "It is my job to know. I am Angelique." She curtsied gracefully, then took a seat at the small, round table. As he made no move to follow her, she gestured toward the chair opposite her and said, "Please, sit."
When he did, she smiled amicably. Then she turned her attention to the transparent sphere in the middle of the table. Cloud watched as she placed her hands around the sphere, not touching it, and began chanting in a language he'd never heard before. He noticed with astonishment that the crystal was beginning to glow an eerie green. His first thought was, Just like Sephiroth's eyes. Or were her hands glowing and the crystal was a cover to disguise her powers?
He finally felt his mind beginning to return, and he entertained the thought of fleeing once again, but decided that she meant him no harm. Why do I keep having this urge to run before it's too late? Too late for what? he thought. He shook the thoughts away as her eyes again trapped his in their gaze. This time, however, there was an intensity there that hadn't been there before. "Cloud Strife. Your past . . . . do you know someone named Tiffany--or Tifa?"
Cloud's eyes grew round as dinner plates. "Oh, Gods! How did you--she's my childhood friend!" He lowered his voice. "What has she got to do with it?" he asked suspiciously.
"A tragedy will bring you closer together, while at the same time tearing your world--no, your soul--apart. I see--" here her eyes took on a farawy expression, as if she were looking into the soul of the light inside the crystal-- "fire. A large fire. There is anger in the flames."
What is she talking about? Cloud wondered. Fire? Anger in the flames? What the Hell--
His thoughts were interrupted by the continuation of her quiet soliloquy. "I sense a terrible evil. And you know its presence well. A demented presence, which you will meet with hatred. I see heartbreak, fear, pain, in your future. Death is omnipresent in your future. The soul of a friend will join with the LifeStream."
Angelique's words were beginning to frighten Cloud, and he ached to take to his heels and run, but he stayed where he was, overcome by curiosity. "Where--" the words stuck in his throat. "Where is this fire?"
"A familiar place. That is all I can see. You know the place well. Everything you know is there," she replied.
Cloud gasped. "Is it Nibelheim?" he whispered.
"I do not know," she said. "I just know that you are familiar with the place."
"What--what about Tifa? Tell me about the tragedy. Will she . . . die?" Cloud questioned.
Angelique looked harder into the glass. "Tifa . . . . Is she much older than you?" She looked at him long enough to see him shake his head. Then she continued, "I see her crying over someone's body. A man. She cries out in the hate she feels for his killer. Anger, terror, hatred--" Her eyes pinched shut, almost as if she were trying to convey the feelings she'd just named.
She continued once again, "The LifeStream flows below. Its power washes away the evil once. But it will reappear, and you must release the soul of the man from this great evil. His flesh in controlled by an even greater evil than the man himself. You will hate him with all your heart, but do not allow that hate to poison you mind, as his own hate will have poisoned his." At this, here eyes met his with such force that his questions were silenced until she shut her eyes again, attempting to look deeper into the darkness from which her answers came.
He was glad to be spared her penetrating gaze, and he wondered if Angelique could see into his soul. "Who is this evil man, and what's the 'greater evil' that's controlling him? Can he be stopped?"
Angelique whispered, "Jenova--" Then she shook her head and met his gaze once again. "I can see no more than what I have told you. The spirits in the LifeStream have become dormant, and cannot speak any further." Her hands came from around the glass to fold in her lap.
Cloud had been about to ask another question when Sephiroth walked into the tent. "Cloud?" he called, his eyes not quite adjusted to the light. When they did, he saw Angelique and bowed his head briefly. "Excuse me, miss, I was unaware that anyone else was in here."
Angelique smiled, then stood up and sauntered over to the entrance to the tent, where Sephiroth stood. She didn't appear to move her legs at all. "Please, General, do not stand on ceremony only for me. My name is Angelique." She extended her hand, and he took it for a moment, but she refused to relinquish her grip when he attempted to pull away. "A strong individual. You have had to be, have you not?"
For a moment, Sephiroth was perplexed, until he realized what she was talking about. He didn't know exactly what to say, so he decided to feign ignorance. "I--What are you talking about, Miss Angelique?" Another attempt to get her to let go of his hand proved as futile as the first.
"You know of what I speak," she replied softly, her mysterious smile widening. "Your past. And your present and future, if you will allow it." She closed her eyes for a moment, then met Sephiroth's eyes squarely. "Separating you from the other children was very humiliating, was it not?"
Sephiroth's usually calm, deadpan face now held a look of surprise similar to Cloud's own when she revealed such as intimate detail of his life. Cloud watched the exchange with interest. Sephiroth knew that she had no way of knowing his past. Angelique's eyes trained on Sephiroth, pinning and silencing him. For a moment, his mind went as blank as Cloud's had done when he first entered. Then he managed to compose his thoughts.
"I would appreciate it if you would not speak of me in such a way in front of my subordinates," Sephiroth said, finally finding his tongue and retrieving his hand from her iron grip. "My past is my business."
She eyed him suspiciously. "General Sephiroth, there is nothing wrong with your past. It cannot be changed. A man's experiences make his what he is and what he will be. You grew up with encouragement to fight. your experiences made you a warrior. You joined SOLDIER because that was what everyone else wanted. But was that what you wanted? Follow your own path, and do not be misguided by the whims and desires of others."
Sephiroth had evidently had enough of Angelique's advice. "Young lady," he warned, "I do think that, for now, you have said enough."
Angelique's smile never wavered. "You are frightened by my perceptiveness Many people are, as was your subordinate," She indicated Cloud with a gesture of her hand in his direction. "You two know each other well. Better than either of you might think," she finished cryptically.
"What do you mean by that?" Cloud hedged.
"You will both find out soon enough," she replied.
"I meant to ask you," Cloud continued, "who is Jenova?"
At the mention of this name, Sephiroth blanched. He cut off Angelique's reply, "It is time we were back at Midgar; the other companies will worry if we are too late. You have conducted your investigation, now let us depart." Cloud acquiesced immediately, albeit reluctantly. After he'd left, Sephiroth turned around to face Angelique to say, "I have no idea how you know these things about me. But I will say this: your powers of perception are remarkable."
"Jenova is your mother?" Angelique inquired.
Without knowing why, Sephiroth replied, "Yes. I am told that she died in childbirth with me."
She nodded. "I will give you this small piece of advice: never believe what is said. Only what you know."
"What do you mean by that?" Sephiroth queried.
"Never mind, General," Angelique returned. "Rejoin Cloud and travel back to Midgar. Put out of your mind what I have said. Only, do remember this: you are human, and you do have a heart. Just try to find it, and you will. That said, she gestured toward the oil lamp, and the tent was plunged into darkness. Sephiroth's attempts to find her in the blackness with a flashlight proved futile, even when he looked under the table. She was nowhere to be seen.
Sephiroth was unnaturally quiet as he and Cloud walked out of Costa Del Sol. At the edge of town, Sephiroth turned around to look at the tent . . .
But it wasn't there anymore. It was gone, as if it had simply vanished into thin air. He shook his head. Of course, he thought, if she is a gypsy, as her coloring suggests, they travel quite frequently. She simply packed up her tent and left, that is all. But he couldn't quite supress the notion that someone with irridescent blue-grey eyes was watching them as they made the long trek back to Midgar.
* * *
Why didn't I listen? Cloud thought as he watched Sephiroth's lifeless body fade into the LifeStream. Angelique, you were right. I should have listened. None of this would have happened. He hung his head, then walked away, his party silently following him. They all knew what had happened that day.
Yes, Cloud, I did warn you. And you didn't listen. Or you didn't understand. Either way, the chain of events would have progressed as they did, even if you'd heeded my words. There was nothing you could do but fulfill the destiny given you. You have released Sephiroth's soul, and now he is at peace in the LifeStream. That was all you could have done.


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