June 13th, 1999
People just dont want others
to be happy if they arent..I have
FINALLY..realized this..*sad sigh*..
There are a few however..
I know want me to be happy..
(Jay, Shan, Greg, Misse, Lady Lib, LaCat..& Laila)
and you guys are my most genuine smiles..
this is a shifting year..my life
..my emotions..my..everything..shifting
I try to ride the waves of change..but again..
someone always wants to trip you up..
or knock you off the board, I should
say...*wink*
anyways..if you all can survive the changes taking place..
then you will have my love and trust always..*kiss*..H
May 18th, 1999
Oh oh oh.... *slow grin*.... what a month...
*dazed smile*
Did I really say those things?
(oh and Shan, thanks for letting be in your..er..*wink*)
April 25th, 1999
Finally back here.. what a year.. if you know me..
you know what kind of year it's been
if you dont know me..be glad you dont know what kind
of year its been~! LOL
Some of you here..in our little world..
have truly added sparkle to my days..
Jonah..(you and me is all good forever, hon)
I love you..there arent words..
to express, the depth of my caring for you
Just know I am always here..
Jeri..(because I now know everything there is to know about a person..
and most of the time I still want to talk to you!lol)
Sean..(just because your laugh healed
me and you didn't even realize..)
and Gregoh oh oh ree..*smile* (because of too many reasons to crowd up
space with..Hey dork..Guess What?)
July 11th, 1998
I wish that I could be everything people *want* me to be.
I wish I could always be a *darling*..*coote*...quick with a witty comment..
Sometimes people make it hard for me
to be *nOrMaL*..I am so melancholy..so damned prone to the *blues*..
maybe Im just MaNiC/dEpReSsiVe..=)~, yea..think I heard that once
Miss Diva..you must learn to identify your emotions and face them...
QUACK!
atleast I got some great pills out of it..slept for two weeks straight..
and after that..drifted on a fine, floaty cloud for six months..:p
..people have asked me how I can write personal things so publicly..
..Cause' its one more reflection of me..one more way..
TO FINALLY GET INTO MY MIND..
YOU said you wanted to know..here it is...!
..H.
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