My Plea To You....Please Read It All..

-Sheena- I know you are pretty mad at me, and I
can't say I blame you. What I did was completely wrong. I didn't
try to hurt you though. I said this before but I will tell
once more...If the situations were switched...I would be a little
hurt, but I didn't think you would take it this way at all.
I understand that you don't want to talk to me right now.
I wish you would though. Every time I see you, my heart
aches. I'm not saying yours doesn't, but it wouldn't if we
could just sit down and talk about this with noone else around.
I didn't think that one little kiss would be able to do so much
harm, but I have been talking with Sheena Ihler about everything,
and she helped me to understand why you feel used. I do know now,
and I am truly sorry.
I brought you here to ask you a few things. I don't really
know how to ask them, but I will try my best to get you to understand.
Will you please think way back..to the night we first held hands. We
were both happy. We never had any intentions of hurting each other.
We still don't, but it happened both ways. If we kept score..I
think (due to the severity of this one incident) we are even. But
that isn't the point. No matter how much you hurt me or I hurt you
we always got out of it and back to normal. The reason these things
happen is so we can learn from them. Think about it, we learned
stuff about each other that we had never known before each time we
fought. There is no way to avoid these type of things at all. They
are here to help us. Yes, I wish they didn't have to happen, but we
can't make them go away. I can't make this one go away, as much as
I wish I could, I can't. Sheena, your smile was the only bright
part of my day for a few weeks, when I got myself kicked off of
Dance Co. You were there for me so much. It helped me more than
you could ever know. I have lost many good friends from this one
mistake I made. But the most important thing I have lost, is the
one person in the world that could make any trouble go away in
a second, just by smiling at me. I am scared of a lot of things
that are to come, but most of all, I am scared of losong you as
a good friend that I can trust.
Like I said earlier, I didn't know how strong, or how important
one simple kiss could be, but now I do. I am more sorry for this
than I ever have been in my life. I don't know what I can do to
help you forgive me, if there is anything, I will do it. I know
I may not diserve another chance, but if you can find a place in
your heart to forgive me, please do. I can give you time, but I want
you to know that each day I wait, I get torn up inside. If your
going to be mad at me, please be mad for the right reason. Come
talk to me so you know exactly what went on. Sam probably told
you how it is, but I haven't even heard from your mouth what it
is your mad at. Yes, I know, but it would help to hear it from your
mouth, in your words. I don't expect you to forgive me simply by
talking to me. I just want to know for sure what you are mad at.
Please, for the sake of the good friendship we had, come
talk to me.

Woodrow Joseph Bartlett