JOURNAL ENTRY DATED 25.07.99 Today I write with sadness for this day at aprox 8.25pm with sudden urgency my ICQ list burst into activity ... with no less than 13 simultaneous messages ... woa I thought for not a brief second did I fore-sence what was waiting beyond each of those messages ... a dear friend whom through the power that is the internet I was lucky to have met ......... one whom I was first attracted to her choice of nicname "PORSHA" ... then from there her zany sence of humuor of equal to my own ... one whom I became very close to through numerous meetings , icq chats , and phone calls would speak no more with eyes rapidly filling with tears as I read my dear friend had died this terribly tragic July day .... I will miss her calls upon my icq , my phone ... her presence in my life ... cherish always the time you have for all too soon it can be snatched away , rest in peace Porsha babe


FOR MY DEAR FRIEND NICKY (aka Porsha)......... thee babe with thee coolest nic ... I am richer for having you pass all to briefly through my life. The laughs we shared both knowing thee other cared you maybe gone from this realm but your memory lives forever on in our realm babe. May thee angels share with you their home ... and maybe just maybe they`ll let you take one last ride on the back of my motorbike ... Love always Louis xxx


MISS YOU PORSHA BABE !!! 

       		
	Searing pain of thee mighty sword
	Tearing sharpness through my soul
	Please O Please dont let it be
	How can it be why you why
	Dreams of times past, swirling
	Tumbling as if a storm
	I miss you Porsha ..."thee babe with thee coolest nic"
	These tears endless, your memory infinite
	No more shall I hear your voice
	Wish with might a choice of difference that one night
	The time spent knowing you priceless
	Albeit stolen all too soon, is nothing sacred
	What trade could I offer
	To hold you beyond this realm
	To be there, hold you, tell you ...
	Elevators pass my face a smile
	If only I could hold you again that while
	The airport I look, I scout
	Oh how I wish to hear you shout
	A wish for us to ride that elevator again
	Magically somehow bring you near
	Steal you back without a tear
	Oh how I wish you were here ...




              ... Love always Louis
xxx

As I wrote this page as a memorial to my dear friend Porsha please respect it and dont steal from it ... thanx Aladdin





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