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~In Remembrance Of UGLY~
The words of Ugly's life asks us to give
LOVE to our little four legged strays
"who cannot speak of their pain"
only lick your hand, at the tiniest sign
of love" "Please get your tissues before
you read this story"
Everyone in the apartment complex I lived
in knew who Ugly was. Ugly was the resident
tomcat. Ugly loved three things in this
world: Fighting, eating garbage, and, shall
we say, love.
The combination of these things combined
with a life spent outside had their effect
on Ugly. To start with, he had only one eye
and where the other should have been was a
hole. He was also missing his ear on the
same side, his left foot appeared to have
been badly broken at one time, and had
healed at an unnatural angle, making him
look like he was always turning the corner.
Ugly would have been a dark gray tabby,
striped type, except for the sores covering
his head, neck, and even his shoulders
Every time someone saw Ugly there was the
same reaction. "That's one UGLY cat!!!"
All the children were warned not to touch
him, the adults threw rocks at him, hosed
him down, squirted him when he tried to
come in their homes, or shut his paws in
the door when he would not leave. Ugly
always had the same reaction.
If you turned the hose on him, he would
stand there, getting soaked until you gave
up and quit. If you threw things at him,
he would curl his lanky body around your
feet in forgiveness.
Whenever he spied children, he would come
running, meowing frantically and bump his
head against their hands, begging for their
love.
If you ever picked him up he would
immediately begin suckling on your shirt,
earrings, whatever he could find.
One day Ugly shared his love with the
neighbor's dogs. They did not respond
kindly, and Ugly was badly mauled. I tried
to rush to his aid. By the time I got to
where he was laying, it was apparent Ugly's
sad life was almost at an end.
As I picked him up and tried to carry him
home, I could hear him wheezing and gasping,
and could feel him struggling.
It must be hurting him terribly, I thought.
Then I felt a familiar tugging, sucking
sensation on my ear. Ugly, in so much pain,
suffering and obviously dying, was trying
to suckle my ear. I pulled him closer to me,
and he bumped the palm of my hand with his
head, then he turned his one golden eye
towards me, and I could hear the distinct
sound of purring.
Even in the greatest pain, that ugly
battled scarred cat was asking only for a
little affection, perhaps some compassion.
At that moment I thought Ugly was the most
beautiful, loving creature I had ever seen.
Never once did he try to bite or scratch me,
try to get away from me, or struggle in any
way. Ugly just looked up at me completely
trusting in me to relieve his pain.
Ugly died in my arms before I could get
inside, but I sat and held him for a long
time afterwards, thinking about how one
scarred, deformed little stray could so
alter my opinion about what it means to
have true pureness of spirit, to love so
totally and truly.
Ugly taught me more about giving and
compassion than a thousand books, lectures,
or talk show specials ever could, and for
that I will always be thankful. He had been
scarred on the outside, but I was scarred
on the inside, and it was time for me to
move on and learn to love truly and deeply.
To give my total to those I cared for.
Many people want to be richer, more
successful, well liked, beautiful, but for
me... I will always try to be Ugly.
~Author Unknown~
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