A few years ago, we made the jump and bought a computer. I had friends who were online, so of course I signed up with an online service and found an entire new world opened up. I had never thought I was one of those people, who had cybersex, and visited those rooms. I just wanted to meet new people, and I did. Eventually, though, curiosity got the better of me and I checked out some BDSM rooms. I was amazed at the number of "normal" people I met there, who had the same desires and fantasies that I did. I can't really describe the feeling, other than it was just like "coming home," finally I found an outlet for my desires and needs, and could talk about them with people who understood, and were accepting.
My online playing on IRC did begin as just that, playing. I never planned to develop any real attachment or feelings for others, just was an outlet to talk about things and play. I did this for awhile, and it was fun and nice. However, after a while, I met my Master. We just started out, both of us just wanting to have some fun, nothing serious, just play. However, we met again and again, and we both felt drawn to one another, and just "clicked." It was like he knew exactly what it was I wanted and needed, and I provided him with what he needed, too.
