The Story of Spectar...

i was abused as a childe and i had no sanctuary at all i always felt alone
and all my life i didn't know what to do with myself then on the night my
sister got arrested i made a friend i will not mention names but he taught me
to be wise and use my self control and then i learned on how to love the
darkness and embrace all the good left in it. Christians say that darkness
is part of the devil but it isn't darkness is just a time to rest. That what
i like about the darkness.
I have learned to be a vampire you don't have to have blood but instead you
can feed off another's aura. I have been around in the RV chat room for a
long time and have made a lot of friends in there. Some ask why i chose
this nick and the story i give them is that at the time that i came up with
this nick i just got dumped and i was heartbroken and that lead to me
becoming emotionally dead and so i was reading one day and i learned that
the latin word for ghost is specter and i changed it to Spectar. I changed
the spelling so that i could be original. I chose the name of a ghost and
that has been my nice ever since then. But there was a day that i changed
it for a day to Julian. As far as my experiences go i have served as
assamite primogen long time ago. Now Caliban has taken his place and my
personal opinion of Caliban is he is a cool guy but don't piss him off.
That is why i gave up as assamite primogen. Caliban doesn't need my help is
more evil than will ever be.

A Poem wrote by Spectar

The darkness is my sanctuary
The light brings its agony
the agony of god
the god who cursed me
the god who banished me
the god that i will mane
and when that day comes will be the destruction of myself
and all peace and harmony will be gone
mortals will neil before me
i will use mortals in my ghoulish experiments
to my own personal desire
and on the brink of death i will resurrect them to torture them some more
I will have a torture chamber in my room to sleep soundly to the painful
scream
so believe in your god for now and all his lies of coming for you
but i am the supreme being and you are nothing
remember his time to die will come

You are the to have read this story since I started keeping track!