 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
| When
we say "Angel" we see in our mind (because we don't know for sure what
an Angel is...) a beautiful being, with two plumed and big wings, an ethereal
presence who emits light, a big and milky light. He is like a ghost, but
not a ghost, like a spirit, but not a spirit... there is only a word to
define them: they're DIVINE.
I've always seen Angels in this way and I think that a lot of other people have always seen them in this way too. This because it is what our parents said us when we were children. And we thought that there actually was a presence who take care of us even if our parents weren't with us. Then, when you grow up, you stop believing and you feel often alone, abandoned. I know what do you feel because I passed through this feelings. I was often (or better, always!) bored, I was nervous, I felt that I was falling down in deep waters and nobody could hear my scream of terror. I was just falling and nobody'll save me because nobody cared about me : I was completely ALONE! One day, my mother brought me a book called "Angels among us", by Giuditta Dembech (she is an italian writer so I don't know if you know her...). I stopped believing in Angels and I think i stopped believing in God, as well. I passed a dark time. Well, she told me that book can change your life because of the things it says. And probably also because of the things it doesn't say... Anyway, I opened that book because I thought : "I feel so bad that I don't think that can be worst than now, and anyway I don't care...". So I started reading that book and, believe me, I changed my view about religion!!! I started reading something from the Bible and a lot of other books about Angels, God, and other religions as well. I figured out that I didn't know not even a half of what I supposed to know. I discovered a fantastic world of tender and lovin' care, and it was God's World!!! I found in Christ's words what I was looking for : they are so sweet, so... I don't even know how to say what I felt!! But I felt happy for the first time since a lot of darkness and shadows in my life! |
I
found MY religion, and this is important! I think that everyone has to
find his path : I found mine... it is Catholic religion! I don't mean that
I want to become a nun, but I mean that I want to live in God's Holy Light
and I want to give Him my devotion as a Christian.
He gave me my life, with my parents, so I'll be eternally devoted to Him for what he has done for me and for what He is still doing and for what He'll do forever for me and for my dear family. 1st December 1998 my beloved grandfather passed : but now i knew what it means... It means that my grandfather is passed in a better life where there's no malady, no cancer... Yes, the cancer leave him away... but now I know that he's more happy because he is with God and now nothing can hurt him. He is safe, now. I know, it's terrible when a member of the family die, but it is the life.. all of us know that, sooner or later, we have to die. But we have not to be scared, because our Guardian Angel is always and always will be with us, to help us leaving this planet for the eternal like in heaven! Now I'm not so scared as before. I cried when he passed, of course: I'm human after all!! But then, also thanks to my mum, I figured out that now he is better... Now
I'm a happy girl: I hardly ever feel alone, because I know that my Guardian
Angel is with me and that Our Father and Our Mother are watching over us,
so we don't have to be scared of our troubles.
Twilight
P.S.:
probably my english is not perfect, but I'm not english, I'm italian :)
|
|
Twilight
|
|
|