It's like an abcess that's been growing for years and years, and these men are a cancer that grows to fill up the space - I know they'll destroy me eventually; but right now, they fill the gap, they stop me feeling so empty inside.
"Remember if you marry for beauty, thou bindest thyself all thy life for that which perchance, will neither last nor please thee one year: and when thou hast it, it will be to thee of no price at all."
Sir Walter Raleigh
