doesnt it feel great to be in love?

yeah,

it does.

i havent felt this good in a while.

well,

ill be honest.

i have low self-esteem.

i suck.

i have never really felt this good.

about myself,

about my life,

about my future.

my future.

i want to spend the rest of my life with this girl.

i cant tell her.

yeah,

i suck.

im putting this on my web page so everyone can see it.

im afraid she will tell me to fuck off if i go right out and say it.

i hope she wont.

i hope when she sees this she wont leave me.

then i wont feel very good.

my future will problem go badly.

i could become a bum.

or maybe we will live on forever in happiness.

with a dog named ralph and a few kids.

and a station wagon.

that would be neat.

atleast she knows i love her.

thats what counts.

for karen.