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Velorek
Um, hi, I'm Velorek, and Rae said that I should dictate this kind of autobiography thing as part of my therapy. She says I have, um, 'abandonment issues' and that I won't be able to work through them until I've done something about this thing she calls my 'self esteem'. She says that all ex-Peacekeepers need help with that, and for some reason she thinks that this exercise will help.
Um, I'm not sure exactly what to say about myself, really. I stay mostly to myself. I think a lot, and I study. Occasionally, Rae drags me out of the library for parties or dances. She says it's good for me.
There's group therapy, as well, which I attend three times a week with Crais and Larraq. Wednesday is foam bat day, which is our favorite. Rae says I even had a breakthrough recently. I hugged Crais and forgave him for what he had done to me. I think we may even be friends now!
I like life in the Mansion far more than I enjoyed life with the Peacekeepers. They actually seem to hold scientists in fairly high esteem here, and I think that they may finally be accepting me. When I tell her this, she says that what is really happening is that I'm accepting myself. I'm not sure what she means by this, but whatever is happening, I know that it makes me happy.
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