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If I am no longer the mythical sexual beast, Who am I???????? This change of life. Changes my life. For the lose of bearing, no tears shed, I sealed that option years ago. Hormonal hopscotch 1 2 3 My mind's a mystery to me. 4 5 6 Perceptions being tricked. Biological bingo O-69 Trapped on a twisted time line. Each day......numbers on worn pages. My mirror LIES These gray hairs and sad eyes Are not mine! A cruel glimpse of a future me. Who am I??????? What do I know for certain. Fear peeks out from behind long closed curtains. Why now? When love is finally shared. When passion burns in my soul. My body betrays me. Bitter tears rain. I walk the edge daily. To lose myself within his brown eyes. Will they hold my youth Or will I lose myself. Confusion Synaptic fuses blown. I have stumbled through Alice's looking glass. My intellect of no use, When all is head over tea cup. I struggle for control. When my grip slips, He holds me tight. Risking wonderland's maze. Is the end in sight? I long for it to ebb. I fear its final day. Who will I be? Will I recognize the face in tomorrow's mirror???? |
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