She Keeps Using That "S" Word. . .
*slowly, sheepishly shuffles in and hands over the
letter*
Zifu-san, didn't I answer this already? Er, like
a couple of years ago?
Well, yeah, but I kinda neglected to put it up in time.
. . and then lost it. . . and then never updated fanmail again before this,
so. . .
So I get to re-answer old mail for people who probably
forgot they wrote to start with?
Something like that ^_^' .
Fun -_-' . Well, let's get on with it. . .
Dear Haruka Ten'ou:
You have become my favorite sailor scout.but i
have some questions i would like to ask
*makes a face* Funny how the passage of time doesn't
dull the distaste of being called a "scout". . . but there's fanmail backlog
to catch up, so I won't make a fuss.
1) How has your opinion changed of Usagi from the first time you met
her?
If you know someone for a while, your opinions and views
of them will change and evolve. That's just part of getting to know
a person. I guess what changed the most was that she proved herself
to be stronger-- physically, mentally, and emotionally-- than I thought. But
she's also proven a bit too kind-hearted and trusting for her own good, which
is part of why I'm still so protective.
2) Do you ever have doubts about being a scout?
There's that word again -_- . . . Okay, yeah,
about that. . . I wasn't gonna say anything, but. . . I really don't
like it. Calling us "scouts" makes us sound like ten-year-old girls
selling cookies, which I think belittles what we do. The word "senshi"
means "soldier", and that's our job; we defend the planets of our system
from threats. If you have to use an English word, try to go with that
one.
But to answer the original question. . . I don't have any doubt this is
what I was meant to do, though at times I have questioned the methods necessary
for the mission, or my own effectiveness at doing it.
3) do you ever want to express your feelings more openly to her (ex.
in public, around friends)
Her?
I think that would be me ^_^ .
Ah, that question. . . Well, it's still
not always accepted for women to have those feelings for one another, so it's
hard to be open about it in public. You never know how people will
react.
Haruka is more comfortable when everyone thinks she's
a man.
Allow me to state, for the record, that I have never
once told anyone I was a man.
She just never corrects those who think so ^_^ .
With friends, you just have to be careful until you know
how they'll react. Fortunately, ours have been very accepting, so we've
become more relaxed about that.
4) Did you get upset when in North America they made you and Michiru
cousins? (I did)
It helps to think of dubs as separate entities, and
the people in them as different characters who just happen to look like
us. Whatever relationship the dubbers gave those charas, it has no
bearing on us. Michiru and I are not cousins, and no-one can make
us that way.
With that said, I admit I don't think those dubbers' decision was for the
best. Children aren't stupid, and many can find the real meaning in
the animation, no matter what the dialogue says. The way they did it
makes the relationship seem incestuous, and that is what I have a problem
with.
5) If you could date any other scout who would it be?
This, I may be interested to know. . .
Usagi-tachi are all great in their own ways. I'm
sure I could have fun on a date with any one of them. For a relationship,
however, I can't imagine myself with any other Senshi.
Also known as, the "safe" answer. . .
*cheesy grin*
6) What changes have you noticed in yourself from being a scout, meeting
michiru?
Before, I always ran away from responsibility.
You tried to run from me, as well.
Hai, but you caught up to me ^_^ . You were the
only one who could. I don't know if I ever would've accepted my mission
or my powers, were it not for Michiru.
Being a Senshi has taught me a lot about what real strength is, and it's
not all about the physical. It's helped me value life more, both my
own and others'. It's taught me nothing in this world is as black-and-white
as it seems, and we shouldn't take anything for granted. I think I've
matured and changed a lot since becoming a Senshi.
Though you are still impulsive, hot-tempered,
stubborn, aloof. . .
-_-;;; So maybe I'm still a work in progress.
*giggles and takes her hand* You know, I wouldn't
have you any other way ^_^ .
thank you for your time and i will continue to be a loyal fan of yours
and Michiru
If your loyal fandom has taken you this far, maybe you'll
happen by and see this one day.
Princess Serena
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