Music
Last updated December 20, 1999
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Smashing Pumpkins, 
Bon Jovi,
The Wallflowers.
Alanis Morissette,
Nirvana,
Rammstein,
Marylin Manson,
Orgy,
Everclear, &
Collective Soul.
IF YOU TRY TO HEAR THE SONGS AND GET AN ERROR, READ THIS.
Well if u got an error, the only thing i can think of is that u dont
have the codec installed. Anyway... all u have to do is install this
and the problem should be fixed. If it still doesnt work u can email me.
Here ya go. Its 294k.
Updates!
Well i got the songs Disarm and Today by the Smashing Pumpkins online. Its from one of
their earlier cds... Siamese Dream, i think it was from 1993. Anyway the songs
are really good, Disarm is not really heavy for those of u who dont like those songs.
Its actually more like 1979 or something like that. Anyway... i was reading
somewhere that their new album is
almost done already. I didnt even know they were making a new one. They plan on
finishing it by the first weeks of August, and will release it around February 2000, so
thats pretty cool. well thats it for now i guess. Bye. =�
Bon Jovi
Ok, since I dont have much to say right now here it is.
Bed of Roses
Its around 965k but its well worth the wait in my opinion.
The Lyrics
The Wallflowers
I got a new song online, The Difference, its also real good. I like a couple
more from their cd, but i still dont know if ill put them up or not.
One Headlight
Its like 911k.
The Lyrics
The Difference
Like 672k.
The Lyrics
Alanis Morissette
Heres a couple of songs that I think are ok. Ill try to get Thank You sometime
soon. But im not quite sure of that yet.
Hand In My Pocket
Like 638k.
The Lyrics
Ironic
Like 666k.
The Lyrics
Head Over Feet
Like 771k.
The Lyrics
You Learn
Like 698k.
The Lyrics
Uninvited
Like 663k.
Nirvana
Heres a couple of songs by Nirvana, "donated" by Javier.
Laterz!
Smells Like Teen Spirit
Its around 877k.
The Lyrics
Lithium
Its around 747k.
The Lyrics
Rammstein
Ok, i know this isnt in English but its still a good song.
Du Hast
Its around 683k.
The Lyrics
Marylin Manson
Im not a BIG fan but this songs pretty good.
The Horrible People
Its around 912k.
The Lyrics
Orgy
The song stitches is really good.
Blue Monday
Its around 777k.
The Lyrics
Stitches
Its around 580k.
The Lyrics
Ok, I just uploaded Father of Mine & Normal Like You hope u like em. Laters.
I Will Buy You A New Life
Its around 693k.
The Lyrics
Father Of Mine
Its like 675k.
The Lyrics
Normal Like You
Its like 560k.
The Lyrics
Collective Soul
I still need to get some pics for this band. Well actually for almost all
of them. Im just too damn lazy! =� No Seriously I am. That wasnt a joke.
Im the laziest person I know. Anyway heres what I have so far.
Tremble For My Beloved
678k.
The Lyrics
Heavy
Its around 515k.
The Lyrics
Needs
939k.
The Lyrics
Dandy Life
Like 710k.
The Lyrics
Run
Around 803k.
The Lyrics
Compliment
Its around 530k.
The Lyrics
Sitting here wasted and wounded At this old piano Trying hard to capture the moment This morning I don't know 'Cause a bottle of vodka Is still lodged in my head And some blond gave me nightmares I think that she's still in my bed As I dream about movies They won't make of me when I'm dead With an ironclad fist I wake up and French kiss the morning While some marching band Keeps its own beat in my head While we're talking About all of the things that I long to believe About love The truth And what you mean to me And the truth is... Baby you're all that I need I want to lay you in a bed of roses For tonight I sleep on a bed of nails I wanna be just as close as your Holy Ghost is And lay you down on bed of roses Well I'm so far away That each step that I take is on my way home A king's ransom in dimes I'd give each night To see through this payphone Still I run out of time Or it's hard to get through Till the bird on the wire flies me back to you I'll just close my eyes and whisper, Baby blind love is true I want to lay you down in a bed of roses For tonight I sleep on a bed of nails I wanna be just as close as your Holy Ghost is And lay you down on bed of roses Well this hotel bars hangover whiskey's gone dry The barkeeper's wig's crooked And she's giving me the eye Well I might've said yeah But I laughed so hard I think I died Now as you close your eyes Know I'll be thinking about you While my mistress she calls me To stand in her spotlight again Tonight I won't be alone But you know that don't Mean I'm not lonely I've got nothing to prove For it's you that I'd die to defend I want to lay you down in a bed of roses For tonight I sleep on a bed of nails I wanna be just as close as your Holy Ghost is And lay you down... I want to lay you down in a bed of roses For tonight I sleep on a bed of nails I wanna be just as close as your Holy Ghost is And lay you down, on bed of roses.
So long ago, I don't remember when That's when they say I lost my only friend Well they said she died easy of a broken heart disease As I listened through the cemetery trees I seen the sun comin' up at the funeral at dawn The long broken arm of human law Now it always seemed such a waste She always had a pretty face So I wondered why she hung around this place Hey, come on try a little Nothing is forever There's got to be something better than In the middle But me and Cinderella We put it all together We can drive it home With one headlight She said it's cold It feels like Independence Day And I can't break away from this parade But there's got to be an opening Somewhere here in front of me Through this maze of ugliness and greed And I seen the sun up ahead At the county line bridge Sayin' all there's good and nothingness is dead We'll run until she's out of breath She ran until there's nothin' left She hit the end-it's just her window ledge Hey, come on try a little Nothing is forever There's got to be something better than In the middle But me and Cinderella We put it all together We can drive it home With one headlight Well this place is old It feels just like a beat up truck I turn the engine, but the engine doesn't turn Well it smells of cheap wine and cigarettes This place is always such a mess Sometimes I think I'd like to watch it burn I'm so alone, and I feel just like somebody else Man, I ain't changed, but I know I ain't the same But somewhere here in between the city walls of dyin' dreams I think her death it must be killin' me Hey, come on try a little Nothing is forever There's got to be something better than In the middle But me and Cinderella We put it all together We can drive it home With one headlight
One, two boys by the river Down by the water Tellin' riddles in the dark With fireflies under the moonlight Carvin' the insides of a tree with a knife Ever hear the one about the boy's big sister His best friend came along He tried to kiss her (CHORUS): The only difference That I see Is you are exactly the same As you used to be One boy lives in a tower With bow and arrow And the artificial heart With his girl Maid of dishonor He loaded the cannon With a jealous appetite They say that children now They come in all ages And maybe sometimes old men die With little boy faces (CHORUS)2x You always said that you needed some But you always had more, more than anyone (CHORUS)2x
I'm broke but I'm happy I'm poor but I'm kind I'm shore but I'm healthy, yeah I'm high but I'm grounded I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby And what it all comes down to Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine Cause' I've got one hand in my pocked And the other one is giving a high five I feel drunk but I'm sober I'm young and I'm underpaid I'm tired but I'm working, yeah I care but I'm restless I'm here but I'm really gone I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby And what it all comes down to Is that everything's gonna be quite alright Cause' I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is flicking a cigarette And what it all comes down to Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet Cause' I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is giving the peace sign I'm free but I'm focused I'm green but I'm wise I'm hard but I'm friendly baby I'm sad but I'm laughing I'm brave but I'm chicken shit I'm sick but I'm pretty baby What it all boils down to Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet But I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is playing a piano And what it all comes down to my friends Is that everything's just fine fine fine Cause' I've got one hand in my pocket And the other one is hailing a taxi cab...
An old man turned ninety-eight He won the lottery and died the next day It's a black fly in your chardonnay It's a death row pardon two minutes too late Isn't it ironic... don't you think Chorus It's like rain on your wedding day It's a free ride when you've already paid It's the good advice that you just didn't take Who would've thought... it figures Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to fly He packed his suitcase and kissed his kids good-bye He waited his whole damn life to take that flight And as the plane crashed down he thought "Well, isn't this nice." And Isn't this ironic ... don't you think? Repeat Chorus Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you When you think everything's ok and everythings going right And life has a funny way of helping you out when You think evertyhing's gone wrong and everthing blows up In your face A traffic jam when you're already late A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break It's like 10,000 spoons when all you need is a knife It's meeting the man of my dreams And then meeting his beautiful wife And isn't it ironic... don't you think A little too ironic.. and yeah I really do think... Repeat Chorus Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you And life has a funny way of helping you out Helping you out
I had no choice but to hear you You stated your case time and again I thought about it You treat me like I'm a princess I'm not used to likeing that You ask how my day was Chorus You've already won me over in spite of me Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are I couldn't help it It's all your fault Your love is think and it swallowed me whole You're so much braver than I gave you credit for That's not lip service Repeat Chorus You are the bearer of unconditional things You held your breath and the door for me Thank you for your patience You're the best listener that I've ever met You're my best friend Best friend with benefits What took me so long I've never felt this healthy before I've never wanted something rational I am aware now I am aware now Repeat Chorus
I want you to know that I'm happy for you I wish nothing but the best for you both An older version of me Is she as preverted as me Would she go down on you in a theater? Does she speak eloquently And would she have your baby I'm sure she would make a really excellent mother Cause the love that you gave that we made Wasn't able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no And everytime you speak her name Does she know how you told me you'd hold me Until you died 'til you died But you're still alive And I'm here to remind you Of the mess you left when you went away It's not fair to deny me of the cross i bare that you gave to me You, you, you oughta know You seem very well, things look peaceful I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner It was a slap on the face how quickly I was replaced Are you thinking of me when you fuck her Cause the joke that you laid in the bed that was me And I'm not going to fade As soon as you close your eyes and you know it And everytime I scratch my nails down someone else's back I hope you feel it ...can you feel it?
I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone I recommend walking around naked in your living room Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill) It feels so good (swimming in your stomach) Wait until the dust settles Chorus You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You scream you learn I recommend biting off more than you can chew to anyone I certainly do I recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at any time Feel free Throw it down (the caution blocks you from the wind) Hold it up (to the rays) You wait and see when the smoke clears Repeat Chorus Wear it out (the way a three-year-old would do) Melt it down (you're gonna have to eventually anyway) The fire trucks are coming up around the bend Repeat Chorus You grieve you learn You choke you learn You laugh you learn You choose you learn You pray you learn You ask you learn You live you learn
Load up on guns, bring your friends It's fun to lose and to pretend She's over bored and self assured Oh no, I know a dirty word Hello, hello, hello, hello (x4) With the lights out it's less dangerous Here we are now, entertain us I feel stupid and contagious Here we are now, entertain us A mulatto, an albino A mosquito, my libido, yeah I'm worse at what I do best And for this gift I feel blessed Our little group has always been And always will until the end Hello, hello, hello, hello (x4) With the lights out it's less dangerous Here we are now, entertain us I feel stupid and contagious Here we are now, entertain us A mulatto, an albino A mosquito, my libido, yeah *Solo* And I forget just why I taste Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile I found it hard, it's hard to find Oh well, whatever, nevermind Hello, hello, hello, hello (x4) With the lights out it's less dangerous Here we are now, entertain us I feel stupid and contagious Here we are now, entertain us A mulatto, an albino A mosquito, my libido A denial, a denial, a denial, a denial...
I'm so happy because today I've found my friends ... They're in my head I'm so ugly, but that's okay, 'cause so are you... We've broken our mirrors Sunday morning is everyday for all I care... And I'm not scared Light my candles in a daze... 'Cause I've found god - yeah, yeah, yeah I'm so lonely but that's okay I shaved my head... And I'm not sad And just maybe I'm to blame for all I've heard... But I'm not sure I'm so excited, I can't wait to meet you there... But I don't care I'm so horny but that's okay... My will is good - yeah, yeah, yeah I like it - I'm not gonna crack I miss you - I'm not gonna crack I love you - I'm not gonna crack I kill you - I'm not gonna crack
Du Du hast Du hast mich Du Du hast Du hast mich Du hast mich Du hast mich gefragt Du hast mich gefragt Du hast mich gefragt und ich hab nichts gesagt Willst du bis der Tod euch scheidet treu ihr sein f�r alle Tage... nein Willst du bis zum Tod der Scheide sie lieben auch in schlechten Tagen.... nein
(English) You You hate You hate me You You hate You hate me You hate me to say You hate me to say You hate me to say And I did not obey Will you until death does sever Be upright to her forever Never Will you 'til death be her rider Her lover too, to stay inside her Never
And I don't want ya and I don't need ya Don't bother to resist, or I'll beat ya It's not your fault that you're always wrong The weak ones are there to justify the strong The beautiful people, the beautiful people The beautiful people, the beautiful people The worm will live in every host It's hard to pick which they'll ? the most The horrible people, the horrible people It's all anatomic as the size of your steeple Capitalism has made it this way, Old-fashioned fascism Will take it away There's no time to discriminate Hate every motherfucker thats in your way Take it away Hey you, what do you see? Something beautiful, something free? Hey you, are you trying to be mean? You live with apes, man it's hard to be clean Ahh... Ahh... Ahh... Ahh... The beautiful people, the beautiful people The beautiful people, the beautiful people The beautiful people, the beautiful people The beautiful people, the beautiful people And I don't want ya and I don't need ya Don't bother to resist, or I'll beat ya It's not your fault that you're always wrong The weak ones are there to justify the strong Hey you, what do you see? Something beautiful, something free? Hey you, are you trying to be mean? You live with apes, man it's hard to be clean Hey you, what do you see? Something beautiful, something free? Hey you, are you trying to be mean? You live with apes, man it's hard to be clean Hey... Hey... Hey... Hey... Hey... Hey... Hey... Hey.
How does it feel to treat me like you do When you've laid your hands upon me And told me who you are I thought I was mistaken I thought I heard your words Tell me, how do I feel Tell me now, how do I feel Those who came before me Lived through their vocations From the past until completion They'll turn away no more And I still find it so hard To say what I need to say But I'm quite sure that you'll tell me Just how I should feel today I see a ship in the harbor I can and shall obey But if it wasn't for your misfortune I'd be a heavenly person today And I thought I was mistaken And I thought I heard you speak Tell me how do I feel Tell me now, how should I feel Now I stand here waiting... I thought I told you to leave me While I walked down to the beach Tell me how does it feel When your heart grows cold How does it feel How should I feel Tell me how does it feel To treat me like you do
If I stayed I'd never leave it If that turned around I'd grieve the special dirty things That we used to talk about I mean that loving you is strange And adored by me throughout Oh no it's you again Someday soon you'll find that someone Waiting for the chance to beat you Drooling on the set to feel you Blessing you with every kiss Chorus:2x Tying yourself to me Stitch up my emptiness Cause you're the death of me So precious loving the thrill Such the patient one who needs me The spoiled one who wins So shocking where's your sense Don't you know I hate you so Unsatisfied you little girl Chorus 2x Rolling dice and seeming queer Bastard love a sick affair Let's see what new disease you'll fetch I mean that fucking you is strange And adored by me throughout Oh no it's you again Blessing you with every kiss So precious you know This hate of mine exploded I'm so deranged you know I will never be the same Chorus 2x
Here is the money that I owe you so you can pay the bills I will give you more when I get paid again I hate those people who love to tell you money is the root of all that kills they have never been poor they have never had the joy of a welfare christmas I know we will never look back you say you wake up crying yes and you don't know why you get up and you go lay down inside my baby's room I guess i'm doing ok I moved in with the strangest guy can you believe he actually thinks that I am really alive Chorus: I will buy you a garden where your flowers can bloom I will buy you a new car perfect shiny and new I will buy you that big house way up in the west hills I will buy you a new life Yes I will I know all about that other guy the handsome man with athletic thighs I know about all the times before with that obsessive little rich boy They might make you think you're happy yeah maybe for a minute or two they can't make you laugh no they can't make you feel the way that I do Chorus I know we can never look back Will you please let me stay the night no one will ever know Chorus I will buy you a new life
Father of mine Tell me where have you been You know I just closed my eyes My whole world disappeared Father of mine Take me back to the day When I was still your golden boy Back before you went away I remember the blue skies, walking the block I loved it when you held me high I loved to hear you talk You would take me to the movie You would tke me to the beach Take me to a place inside that is so hard to reach Father of mine Tell me where did you go You had the world inside your hand But you did not seem to know Father of mine Tell me what do you see When you look back at your wasted life and you don't see me I was ten years old Doing all that i could It wasn't easy for me to be a scared white boy in a black neighborhood Sometimes you would send me a birthday card With a five dollar bill I never understood you then and I guess I never will Daddy gave me a name My dad he gave me a name Then he walked away Daddy gave me a name Then he walked away My dad gave me a name Father of mine Tell me where have you been I just closed my eyes And the world disappeared Father of mine Tell me how do you sleep With the children you abandoned And the wife I saw you beat I will never be safe I will never be sane I will always be weird inside I will always be lame Now I am a grown man With a child of my own And I swear I'm not going to let her know All the pain I have known Then he walked away Daddy gave me a name Then he walked away My dad gave me a name Then he walked away
Yeah they said you called me maybe yesterday I don't even have the strength to pick up the phone You wouldn't even know me since you went away The Prozac doesn't do it for me anymore Yeah you ought to take your medication every day Tell me why you want to be blind I don't want to be normal like you I know now every day I get closer to the place inside Where I can be normal too I heard those stupid people talk about you again I just have to laugh to keep from hurting bad Their simple minds just cannot seem to understand You are neurotic and depressed It doesn't mean that you're sad You walk around oblivious to everything You wear that party dress, black mascara Like you're queen for the day chorus I will never be normal like you You walk around oblivious to everyone I see you walking slow and simple underneath the big black sun Tell me why you want to be blind I don't want to be normal like you I know now every day I get closer to the place inside Where I can be complacent I get closer to the place inside Where I can be sedated Yes I get closer to the place inside Where I can be normal too, I can be normal too I can be normal like you
The hour has begun Your eyes have now opened To a world where madness craves To a world where hope's enslaved Oh, I'll tremble for my love always Your windows, opened wide Your innocence takes flight To a world where madness craves To a world where hope's enslaved Oh, I'll tremble for my love always It's a world where madness craves It's a world where hope's enslaved Oh, I tremble for my love always It's a world where madness craves It's a world where hope's enslaved Yeah, I tremble for you, love, always
Complicate this world you wrapped for me I'm acquainted with your suffering And all your weight, it falls on me It brings me down And all your weight, it falls on me It falls on me Hold me up to those whom you decieved Promises you break, you still believe And all your weight, it falls on me It brings me down And all your weight, it brings me down It brings me down And all your weight, it falls on me It brings me down And all your weight, it falls on me It falls on me And all your weight, it falls on me It brings me down And all your weight, it falls on me It falls on me
All around me, I see what weakness has made Too much tomorrow, I think I'll take all today Am I a poison, am I a thorn in the side Am I a picture perfect subject tonight And I don't need nobody And I don't need the weight of words To find a way to crash on through And I don't need nobody And I just need to learn the depth Or doubt of faith to fall into Here I slumber to awaken my daze I find convenience in this savior I save Am I a prison, am I a source of dire news Am I a picture perfect reason for you And I don't need nobody And I don't need the weight of words To find a way to crash on through I don't need nobody And I just need to learn the depth Or doubt of faith to fall into In this time of substitute It's my needs I've answered to All the while And all the hope that I invest Turns to signals of distress All the while I don't need nobody And I don't need the weight of words To find a way to crash on through And I don't need nobody I just need to learn the depth Or doubt of faith to fall into Doo doo doo doo doo, you're a lightning Doo doo doo doo doo, yeah, when the water runs deep Doo doo doo doo doo, yeah, you're a lightning Doo doo doo doo doo, now I cry my soul to sleep Doo doo doo doo doo, you're all I need Doo doo doo doo doo, you're all I need Doo doo doo doo doo, you're all I need Doo doo doo doo doo, you're all I need Doo doo doo doo doo Doo doo doo doo doo Doo doo doo doo doo Doo doo doo doo doo
Took a walk to a caution scene I guess I crossed the line somehow And if I lost some of your hope I'm sorry for the folly was all mine And I don't ever really understand All the things that we say, but I try to anyway, anyhow For what's in a day of a dandy life For what's in a day of this dandy life Everything, everything, everything Oooh, hangin' on every word Oooh, my social butterfly Oooh, everyone wants to be loved Oooh, loved in their own way I can say I spent the night On this telephone inside When you said that every single one of us can find a happy face So why don't you go try, try anyway And I suppose I was born yesterday 'cause I never thought of things Quite in that way at all in that way For what's in a day of a dandy life For what's in a day of this dandy life Everything, everything, everything Oooh, hangin' on every word Oooh, my social butterfly Oooh, everyone wants to be loved Oooh, loved in their own way Oooh Oooh Oooh, hangin' on every word Oooh, my social butterfly Oooh, everyone wants to be loved Oooh, loved in their own way Oooh, everyone wants to be loved Oooh, loved in their own way Oooh, hangin' on every word Oooh
Are these times contagious I've never been this bored before Is this the prize I've waited for Now with the hours passing There's nothing left here to insure I long to find a messenger Have I got a long way to run Have I got a long way to run Yeah, I run Is there a cure among us From this processed sanity I weaken with each voice that sings Now, in this world of purchase I'm going to buy back memories To awaken some old qualities Have I got a long way to run Have I got a long way to run Yeah, I run Yeah, I run Have I got a long way Have I got a long way Have I got a long way to run Have I got a long way to run Yeah, I run (have I got a long way to run) Yeah, I run (have I got a long way to run) Yeah, I run (have I got a long way to run) Yeah, I run (have I got a long way to run)
Now, I've taken the side Of a beautiful calm Can you see this disguise Fading to a resolve And there it goes, my innocence While gathering up a compliment And here I lie with words to swear There's something more than the world out there The world out there And hesitation compounds I've nothing left to sustain My worries here have allowed A momentary refrain And there it goes, my innocence While gathering up a compliment And here I lie with words to swear There's something more than the world out there The world out there And there it goes, my innocence While gathering up a compliment And here I lie with words to swear There's something more than the world out there And there it goes, my innocence I'm dying here for a compliment And here I lie with words to swear There's something more than the world out there The world out there The world out there
