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LYRICS
Consuming Me (November 2002)
You were so fleeting and I didn't know
I wanted to hang on, you wanted to let go
Perfection can come packaged, you're too blind to know
Love never made common sense, this I've come to know
This is you consuming me
Clinging to something that will never be
This is the idiot in me
Following my heart till it bleeds
I'm glad she tore your heart out, remember how it feels
The lies you try to hide, your subconscious will reveal
I'm glad I could suffice you, for a month or two
Distracting the pain that she gave to you
I Don't Mind If You Don't (September 2002)
I don't know what I could give you
You seem so happy
I don't know if I could ever make you mine
If I could only show you who I am
And what's inside me
Maybe we could come together in time
I don't mind if you don't (X4)
I don't mind if you don't want to know my name
I don't mind if to you I'm all the same
Because every day you're breathing is a chance for me
To create you and I and to discover our eternity
I don't know if I could ever hold you
You seem so far away
I don't know if I'll know what to say to you
It may not be poetry
I don't mind if you're loving another
I'll take my chance
I don't mind if you think I'm wasting my time
I don't think I am
Puzzle of My Mind (October 2001)
Searching in the corners of my mind
I'm looking for memories I can't seem to find
They make up the puzzle, now the puzzle's incomplete
Some pieces are missing, some pieces are haunting me
In the puzzle of my mind, I keep coming back every time
All the years that have gone by, you're the memory I can't satisfy
And this you'll never know, I keep bringing back your ghost
When I'm trapped in my memory, you're the piece that keeps haunting me
Playing with past visions, some are worn out from all the miles
Some I'd like to forget about, some I'd like to stay awhile
And though I've tried to forget you, for what seems a thousand years
Your piece of the puzzle always seems to reappear
Realities (July 2001)
When you're with me, I find myself inbetween
A memory and a dream, I forget my reality
And when I'm with you, my anger gets subdued
You calm the sea inside of me, I forget my reality
You take away all the pain I've ever known from being in love
All the time wasted on strangers has filled my head with anger
You'll never know the definition of trust until you put your faith in us
And I will find when I look behind dreams will be realities in my mind
Inside of Me (August 2001)
Can you see me now? I am in front of you
Look me in my eyes I will not run from you
Can you see the way... that I ache in side?
Can you see the blue that I'm trying to hide?
Is it what you want keeping you awake at night
Is it who we are? Is that why we fight?
Is it what we know? Am I what you see?
Will you take the time to get inside of me?
All You Get Is Hell (December 1996)
When I look at you, I can see you cry
But the tears do not roll down
And when you smile at me, you are not happy
The grin you wear fascades your frown
When you speak to me, I can hear the quiver in your voice
What you want to say remains inside
And all I want to know from you, is where the hell were you?
All those nights that I cried
Do you ever think about me?
Not exactly
Do you ever wonder how I am?
I try not to
Do you ever wish you were near me?
I don't think so
Do you still love me?
I don't know
Maybe I'm just a sucker but you were the one to leave
I guess I needed you, more than I needed me
Maybe things can be worked out, only time will tell
It's going to take time, trust and love
When all you ever got was hell
All you get is hell
The Grass Is Always Greener (March 1998)
Do you ever think about me?
Because I am thinking of you
And the way it always seems
A neverending dream
The grass is always greener
Wherever you're not
The days are always longer
Wherever you're not
It's hard to find your piece of mind
When you're not where you want to be
It's hard to find your piece of mind
When I can't even find me
Do you ever think about me?
Because I am thinking of you
I am thinking that the
Grass is always greener
Miracle (February 2002)
(unfinished)
I've got these inner demons
They're swallowing me whole
My existance is a miracle
I should have left long ago
I wonder when my time will come
When I can scream out from inside
Break free from the prison that holds me
I've got nothing to hide
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