10 octobre
Ca fait un sacre bout de temps hein !? 15 jours je pense. Sur ces 15 jours, il n'y a pas bcp a raconter pourtant. La vie commence a devenir normale, ecole, rentrer a la maison, tv+devoir, manger, dodo, ecole, rentrer a la maison, tv+devoir, manger, dodo, ecole,... C'est presque un peu monotone. Bien sur, il y a quand meme deux ou trois trucs qui se sont passes, je les raconte de suite. (...)  Enfin, soit. Puis il y a eu la semaine derniere pendant laquelle je m'etais jure de trouver une copine pour aller au homecoming dance, tous les jours Stef me demandait si ca avait ete un bon jour, tous les jours je repondais que non, et ca a dure jusqu'a vendredi...Je n'ai pas trouve de copine cette semaine la. Cette semaine-ci, je me suis remis au travail, avec plus d'ardeur et meme une sacree dose de culot ! Et c'est comme ca que j'ai deniche Chantal. Une black. Mais le pire c'est que je l'ai invite a venir au homecoming avec moi. Programme du w-e: Samedi (c-a-d demain) c'est grasse matinee je crois puis soccer a Napa puis je ne sais pas mais au soir c'est sense etre cinoche a l'Airport 8 mais je sais pas ce qu'on va voir. J'verra bien. Dimanche, je crois qu'on a open-house mais pas de match de soccer. Donc dimanche, je sais pas ce qu'on fout. Lundi (Ah, oui, c'est cool c'est le Columbus Day alors c'est conge) je fais mes devoirs et j'essaie de rencontrer des copines qq part. Je sais pas ou mais je telephonerai pour savoir si les filles de la classe de francais font qq ch ce lundi. Ou meme ce w-e. Je verrai bien. Voila pour le moment, je reecrirai un peu plus quand j'aurai reussi a avoir Chantal au bigophone. A Ciao bon dimanche. Voila, j'ai resonne chez Chantal. Je lui ai demande si elle avait deja achete une robe pour le dancing. Elle a repondu  que ses parents ne veulent pas qu'elle y aille. Voila voila. Oui oui. (cfr. Izobretenikoudojnika) J'aime ce book. Oops, ca devient dangereux, je commence a ecrire de trop en anglais dans ce journal. Mais c'est bon signe. Je VEUX parler englais...Je veux dire anglais. Mon francais se deteriore. J'aime ca. Mais j'aime pas ca quand je pense qu'un jour il me faudra quitter la Californie. Je ne veux pas. C'est tellement bien ici. Bon, enfin soit. Il est quelle heure ? (je regarde, 2 sec.). Il est 5.45pm, ou environ. Je vais voir si y a moyen d'aller a la salle de musculation. A tta leure.Hehe. Je m'ennuie. Ya plus rien a faire et je veux pas faire mes devoirs un vendredi soir. A Chatillon je serais en train de me preparer pour aller me taper une bonne blanche au cercle. Ca me manque quand meme les sorties entre amis et chopes. Et cette sorte d'ambiance quoi !  Voila pour le moment, j'ai rien de special a taper. Je vais peut-etre continuer mon Roman. Il faudrait d'abord que je commence un Roman. Oui mais a quel sujet.

10/11
Well, this morning we went to a football game --> we lost. Whatever. Next time 'll be de good one. Tonite, I go bowl with Candy. 2 b continued...

10/12
I won the game !!! Jenny's bros has a good computer, a pentium 166, I've played Diablo after the bowling (it was a big one with 50 rows). I missed that game. Bye for now. (I miss ya Merel16, B_Chick, Atomicbuveur, Maxweinberg, Picsou_, Loopyng, Soeurette, Holly888, Top1,...Hope to meet ya soon on Yahoo!...)

10/13
Yahoo! It was Columbus day ==> no school ! I slept 'til 10 and i staid at home during all de day. It was really de cure. I know i can live dis week very well now i've slept enough. Bye for now.

10/16
We got our concert yesterday ! I DID IT !!! 'was great, i don't think i gonna forget this.  G 'nite !

10/18
Yesterday it was 2 month i left my home...Happy anniversary. Dad called dis morning. He told me that i can buy a computer to get online. So i gonna buy this computer dis week. But i need de help from Harry Covert, i'll call him. Ashley was here today, but shit and fuck, i was painting, so i didn't have time to talk with her. But i really wanted to talk, especially 'bout some subjects... C U tonite probably.

10/19
Let's forget Ashley. I delete her from my memory. Yesterday i was for the first time homesick.We were supposed to go watch 'I know what you did last summer' but it's R rated and Stef and the others couldn't watch it so we went to Candy's house and it's there that i began to think

10/20
 i didn't go to school. I went with L. to Concord to take J. S. is trying to order my computer but there's no answer.  TchuB. It's now 10.30 pm, Stef. just began to read this journal...words of the day: FNA, jellyfish, boya, askew, and TX, and Screw. Finally, we'll order my computer tomorrow. I've to begin to work on my project for  US Government...6th and 7th amendments have to b explained and illustrated...How cute is that work...Need Internet...Tired... And the worst stuff of the day: Stef can't tell me 'bout Corey (how d'ya write his name ???)....Go sleep now. Sweet dreams Xavier. Thank you, sweet dreams 2 u 2. Bye ! Love you. Love me.

10/21
Well, it was just a school day. As many other school days...Boring ! I just sign up at mailcity.com to get my own e-mail address. So the party is at [email protected]

10/22
Okay, it's done now ! The computer is bought, $1316... Just to take a provider for the internet and here ya go ! I have to think to write to [email protected], [email protected], [email protected], [email protected], [email protected], [email protected], [email protected], [email protected], [email protected], [email protected], [email protected] + dehon, claudia, sabine, aude... It's a lot of mail to write... I don't care !!! I care of nothing !!!!!!!! 2 weeks and i've my new baby. Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   (big Barbarian scream)
And that's all for today.

10/23
I'm tired. I just wanna sleep. It was a boring day. Nothing to do. Just a new friend, a girl from Austria, she stays during 2 weeks in Santa Rosa then moves to LA just to make a trip during one week and the she goes back in Europe. She's nice but she stays only  4 2 weeks... And that's really the only stuff i had to tell you today. Nothing happened, no dead guy at school, no drug found, no pot smoked, ...A boring day. I'll have maybe something to say later but...i don't think so. Et voila.

10/30
Sick. Yesterday no school. Today no school. Tomorrow no school. But I miss Jessicah... I'm trying to call her to know what she does tomorrow for Halloween...'d like to b with her.

11/06
21 days and I'm 18...I fear to be 18. Problems are going to come (...) to be an ADULT...I hate this word !!! I'm only, and even not at one third of my life but I feel old. Too old. In some years, I'll have to say: Oh, no, I cannot come with you dance and make party, I work tomorrrow, or my wife will know, or I don't have time...Time, what a boring word. Always dependant of this, and more and more dependant with the years...To grow is hard. I hate this. It's so horrible to be an adult. I don;t wanna lose my kid's feelings. I wanna stay a teenager. This is the most wonderful time of my life: friends, holidays, Spain, cousin, Sven, Thierry, beach, alcohol and cocktails, girls, love, money, fun, emotions, laugh and smile, don't care about the next day, I know there will be somewhere to sleep and something to eat, I don't have any problem with a lawyer cause I parked my motorcycle in the garden of my neighbour, or because I drove 20 mph too fast...I won;t be cool anymore, I gonna be a grandpa...I hope I won't !!! I WANNA STAY DUMB AND TEEN !!!
I can try, I have to try. I must do it. Or i die.
It was my depressed time. Back to the joyful life:
Last friday it was Halloween. We just go to the mall. It wasn't really exciting. And we ate in a mexican restaurant. This w-e, I can't remember--Oh, yes, i went to the beach with Jessicah and le petit poisson. Bodega Bay. It's beautiful. And Jessicah was beautiful too. I love her.
See you next time.
This is the next time:
It's about 8.10pm, i just talked with Stephanie.
And that's all.
I feel like singing. But what ? Don't know...
And i feel like writing all the night. If only i had my computer, i'd be online, chatting with friends about anything.  Kayla 's next to me, she's a bit boring. She's always repeating the same stuff, twenty times, and always wants me to look at her...I'm doing something else Kayla ! Well, actually, I was doing something else, because I don't really know what to write now. I've nothing to add. Good night. Hope to write on a new computer tomorrow !  Good night this time.

11/08
This morning I got my second concert. We had a standing ovation ! We are the Best. Hehe ! Yesterday I went with Stef and Gaby to the mall (the little one). Gaby is nice.  blonde, from Ecuador, ... I have no idea what I'm gonna do tonight. Hope I won't be bored.

11/09
It was boring yesteday. Today we were supposed to have open house but at the last minute, the guy called to cancel it. So i don't know what we're gonna do. I should maybe call Virginia. But i don't know her. I just know her mother, who told me that she would like that i meet her daughter. Mrs. Melin likes me and want me to make some party with her Virginia. No problemo for me, but if i don't like her, if she's ugly or dumb,...I hope we're going to do something this afternoon, or it's going to be one more boring w-e.

11/10
Cool, tomorrow is a day without. Without what ? School of course !!! tonight, i gonna go to the cinema watch 7 days in Tibet with all my friends (not all but some) from the la classe de francais. Je dois telephoner a Virginia pour savoir si ca l'interesse de venir avec nous. Je telephonerai aussi a Jessicah, on ne sait jamais. Si j'avais le numero de Rebecca, je lui aurais telephone aussi. What am i doing ? I'm writing in french ! I've just write that i have to call Jessicah, Virginia and Rebecca. (Why did i write in french ?). Yesterday we went to 24h fitness. I think i gonna be affiliate and member, it's cool there. I've an appointment tomorrow @ 10.00am with Chris to show me the last exercises. Maybe tonight gonna be a wonderful evening...Hehe

11/12
Yesterday Chris wasn't there...BS. I like fitness but if i'm alone to do it, it's gonna be boring in a few days. 18 in two weeks...I miss ya renaud, laurent, gwen, claudia, bine, aude, thierry, and a little bit family. I'm always thinking about the holidays in Spain. I love so much Calpe. Beach, disco, fun, ...

11/15
I went to my first Mexican wedding. ...It was like a diner for 60 years-old grandpa !!! But the food was good and the cake too. And some girls were pretty, but with 10 years to much or with a male... But I had to see how are the Mexican weddings to know that I don't like it. So it was a good experience, I've learned something.
Good night.

11/17
Tonight Linda is having a candle party...I'm so bored, all those women talking about their sons, daughter and candles and their back's problems and their new shirt which is too big and their weight and their candles...In two words: Women's party ! I'm waiting for my pizza, a Chicago from Papa Murphy's, very good ! It's like 2 pizzas put together. I called Jean to try to do somthing but there's nothing to do. Jessicah is not there and Virginia is already busy. Candy is behind me so...

11/20
Little funny story from this night:
Argh. Next time I die. Maybe. I don't know. I was kind of...afraid. Woke up at 12.30 or about that, Linda came to take me in their bedroom. Everybody was in that bedroom, Linda on the phone (911 like in the movie...), Stephanie praying (I suppose), Jennifer crying, Gary walking around in the bedroom, coming to and from the door...Let's go party !!! Just some dork who wanted Jen's car...Fu**, during the night...They're crazy ! (and it's not the American way to do it)...But it seems so bizarre, they maybe stole the car in front of us, and we gave them the key !!!
I hope it was the first and last time this happens. My heart was probably at 210. Wow. But it's something more that I had to live to get a more "complete" experience.
Computer supposed tomorrow (again supposed). I hope, I hope. Ryan's going to loan me one of his keyboard so I can try to perfect my music. Cool !

11/23
It's sunday, friday I got the monitor of my new computer. No system. This "Computer Nation" begins to bite my nuts. They could have sent the monitor AND the system in one single time ! Shit at the end.  There was open-house both saturday and sunday so we had to get out of the house but I had no plan so it was boring to go to the mall during so many time. Anyway, whatever. I hope (one more time) that the computer would be here tomorrow, and if so, I go to NetEase, in front of the mall to ask to be online.

11/24
I called Jessicah today, she wasn't at school.We talked during an half-hour ! (this is maybe my record !!!) She comes with me to the fun house on wednesday... Happy happy.  :)    and not  :(   hehe...

11/26
My birthday is tomorrow. 18. But my birthday could be today at 3.00pm, since it would be midnight in Belgium and then 27th... I was supposed to go to the movies with Jess. yesterday but she had a stuff for government. And tonight, funhouse. I'll write surely later, this day's going to be long i think. (the monster, Travis, is here).  Bye for now.

11/28
I don't feel like writing in english. Hier c'etait mon anniversaire. Et c'etait Thanksgiving. On a bouffe de la dinde, salade de Noel, ...Miam.Mais le plus important etait mercredi nuit et jeudi nuit/matin. Je me suis paye la douffe de l'anne americaine !!! J'ai ete chez le gars de See's et je me suis fais eclate !!! C'est bien simple, entre le moment ou l'on a arrete de jouer a son jeu de carte et le moment ou je me suis retrouve en bas des escaliers a la maison avec Jennifer m'enlevant mes chaussures, je ne me souviens de RIEN !!! Parait-il il s'est passe une heure et demie entre ces deux moments et parait-il j'ai gerbe plein dans l'appart du gars... Oops. Po fai esspre. Mais c'est dingue de pas se souvenir d'un si grand laps de temps. Mais bon...J'ai juste eu qq difficultees jeudi matin: deux coulees de gerbes a 30 minutes d'intervalle, pas du tout mal a la tete (bizarre) et vers 2.30pm j'etais frais comme a l'acoutumee. Et ce soir, il y a Jose qui etait la. Il est sorti avec Stef pendant 5 minutes puis maintenant ca tourne a la merde paske Stef ne veut pas l'embrasser devant Kayla et paske il boit de la biere, et la-dessus Jose se fout de mauvais poil et dit qu'il ne reviendra jamais paske il est vraiment en train de gaspiller son temps. Donc, a mon humble avis, cette histoire est deja du passe. Bon. Et je voulais aller au cinoche avec Jessicah mais elle repond pas...J'vais m'mettre a chialer aussi tiens. Non, I'm Xavier...

11/30
Nothing. I wanna watch the 5th Element but i'll wait till the end of the football game. I wish i was with youknowwho now...

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