Self-Inflicted            sui^cide                                                    SUIcide                                         _SUICIDE

                 suicide                                Self-Inflicted                     Mutilated

                             PaiN                  Suffering                                    ^Hatred                                        DEATH

                                    Ten^{dencies                                           Kill Myself}                          Begin _the End

         KiLL You                               KiLL YouR DReaMS                                                       _Losing ^MyMind
 

It all adds up.... Suicide

        I gave different sections where I state my opinion in this page, one for those who are feeling Suicidal, and one for those who aren't feel free to read through both if you'd like, but i felt that i need to get a few things out.

Suicide -

Are you feeling Suicidal?
        If you are, then you need to read some of this, and follow some of the links below. Your probably thinking about all your problems, and the whole reasoning behind your feelings.Im not going to tell you what to do, but I think that you should hear me out, I know where your coming from, and i've been there before. I know it's not a fun ride, ecspecially alone. Which is usually the reason for suicide, Loneliness. You need to end that loneliness, There are people out there who want to talk with you, about your problems, and your feelings. Talking to someone about it, actually makes you feel better. There are many ways to contact people to talk about your feelings with, You can even email me (anonymously if you prefer) and i'll talk to you about anything you'd like, I'm here to help. The important thing is, that you talk to at least one person about it, and if possible, talk to more than one person about it. You can talk to people out there without them locking you up in some nuthouse, or spreading word about you. You can call in anonymously and never talk to that person again if you'd like, If you are feeling suicidal, think about other things that you have to live for. It may be impossible you say, but think deep and hard, think about things you like to do, and what better outcomes you could have with those skills, or hobbies. I will have a list of hotlines you can call in anonymously listed below.

Not feeling Suicidal?
        I guess you're not that suicidal huh? Maybe you don't understand what's going on in someone's head when they can actually think of ending it all. These people are in this position because of others who may have rejected them, or made fun of them. You need to put yourself in check. Think about today at work, or at school, or wherever you were. Did you make fun of someone for a disability they have? Did you make fun of the way someone looks? or the color of their skin? Did you laugh at someone who was gay? If you did any of those things, you need to think about why you did it. maybe because you feel that they are different from you, that it is ok to laugh and make fun of them for that, but the truth is, your the same to them, your different, but to them it's ok that your different, it doesn't seem to other them like it bothers you. Think about why you make fun of people. It's usualy because you are afraid of something, afraid of ending up like them? Maybe you 'clique' wont like you as much if you hang around with people wjo are different than you? If they would drop you because you hang out with someone different than them, then they weren't real friends anyways. Think about why you do these things. Why do they deserve to be treated that way? They don't. If you have a problem with them because they're different, then stay away from them. They're not going to bother you for being different than them. Take them time to realize who you are.
 

"Learn to understand, learn to bleed, not to bleed the blood through your veins,

but to bleed your mind, let it seep out through your fingers,

lets your feelings become to paper, write your aura to the wall,

leave your mark on this rock, go out with a bang, do what no one else has,

something new, something impressive, like your dreams,

go into yourself, and find your dreams, you havent lost them,

simply thrown them aside, find them, go for them, dont accept difference,

don't run your life on lies, dont give in to what your told, live your life,

do how you will, and show them you care. They'll come around,

They'll wish they weren't against you, but now your gone, and they were left out.

They wish they hadn't treated you how they had, They want you now,

but they can't have something that they were so blind as to not see,

Don't live on a lie, Write your own rules, Be your own maker."

Suicide: Read this first

The Samaritans

Information about Suicide, at rochford.org

Comprehensive Psychiatric Emergency Program (CPEP)